#bashsmom

[bashs-mom-jessie]

I could not get through all of this medical stuff with Bash without my husband, Scott.

He is... in love...

[bashs-mom-jessie]

Today I’m exhausted and in tears. I don’t know how to get Bash to New York City. I’ve called 21 different medical flight providers, some charity and some not and some landing somewhere in between. I have had no luck. It’s such a long distance. It’s too expensive. Bash is too complex. It’s out of their area. Some charities pay for commercial flights which our medical team has already said no to. I’m exhausted. I’m overwhelmed. I’m sad.

I feel defeated. Never in my parenthood journey have I felt so defeated. Never have I felt that any task was insurmountable. This feels that way.

I’m all out of rabbits to pull from a hat. I’m all out of tricks. I’m all out of ideas. I don’t even know where to go next.

Best,

Bash’s mom Jessie

@taylorswift