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#basically since last sem's exam season stared i have been slowly falling into a pit of something.
camellia-thea
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1 year
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#vent
#tired. been tired for a while.
#oscillating between overwhelmed frustrated and too tired to be anything but numb
#basically since last sem's exam season stared i have been slowly falling into a pit of something.
#don't know what don't know why
#need a break
#not going to get one
#feels like i didn't get to have a break between semesters
#got mold in my room triggered ocd really bad
#now i don't have anywhere to put my clothes and being in my room makes me feel like i'm choking so my sleep has been worse
#and i don't feel safe in ther
#and i can't retreat anywhere when i'm overwhelmed so i just get more overstimulated
#then feel shit about being upset with people for no reason -> furthers the cycle because i'm mad at myself
#and big emotions make me more overwhelmed
#and my room is so so cluttered too and i don't know if i can clean anything any more
#and i tried to use the mold spray we have and it didn't work so i gave myself hives using something else
#but we did have mold spray and i no longer care about my skin
#could give myself another allergic reaction. then i'd actually feel something that wasn't numb frustration
#<- not what i'm going to do just. a thought. needs to not be in my head
#i still smell chlorine and dettol. it's not anywhere im just smelling it
#just generally. exhausted as shit
#and tired of my brain and my body and my surroundings
#need to reset somehow but don't have the means
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