#bc all the emotional and internal growth means nothing if SHE cant see it! as if my life is only what she sees of it!
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spent hours trying to explain my thoughts and feelings to my mom and got absolutely nowhere so that’s great that’s amazing that’s so helpful
#personal#i love her but damn. we are not the same#i said so much shit i was always afraid to say outloud and i left feeling like she did not hear a word i said 😐💔#and just her giving up like I Dont Know How To Help You Anymore!!!!! like 😭😭😭 GIRL ‘ANYMORE’???? WHERE’S THE HELP I WAS GETTING BEFORE?????#anymore MY ASS!#and i said she needs to believe that im trying and she said Trying How and im like EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE??? ITS ALL SO HARD#JUST TO BE HERE EVERY MOMENT I AM ALIVE IS ME TRYING but all she cares about is me doing chores i guess so nothing else i do matters#if i cant list of every little instance of me fighting my mental illness then it doesnt count!#bc all the emotional and internal growth means nothing if SHE cant see it! as if my life is only what she sees of it!#yeah im mad yeah i hold resentment yeah i love her yeah I AM INCREDIBLY FRUSTRATED TALKING TO HER
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