#bc i love mcr but i was :/ about it being a shorter set and being trapped in a pit for 16 hours is literally a living nightmare for me

[okom]

ATLANTA DATE I AM COMING FOR YOU ALSKFJSL

[sirensunrise]

what do you want to do to each of the ateez members? sounds violent but like it could be "tuck into bed and gently kith on the forehead" or "leave at the top of mount everest so they stop hurting you so" or simply "fuck". use your creativity to show how each of them make you feel in your bones.

ok, first off, I adore the fact that this reads like an essay prompt, also, great prompt. thank u sm (this got so long that i really had to add a read more, im so sorry)

Hongjoong... I want to just talk with him tbh. he's so creative, he's so wonderful. Everything he does is amazing, I wanna paint his nails, I wanna do his makeup, I wanna discuss emo bands. (i'm still not over the linkin park cover, and the fact that he said he liked fob (which i used to, and i've actually seen them live twice and have a drumstick from a show) and that he mentioned mcr) (fun fact about me, I love My Chemical Romance, and specifically frank iero's solo stuff, I literally have so much merch, and embarrassingly enough, a tattoo.) i wanna dye his hair, i wanna give him a tattoo (i used to do stick n pokes a lot but like, with real needles and ink and sterilization) I just want to be his bestie. if he wanted to fuck i’d be down but like, idk. also i would Love to perform with him holy shit. he’d be so fun to be onstage with, i typically am solo onstage so having someone who i  vibe with like that would be so fun. joong... lemme busk with you. let me hang out with you and maddox and eden.

Seonghwa... this man. i wanna just tell him how lovely he is, i wanna provide some comfort, i also wanna gas this man up, ik he has had some issues with self esteem in the past and honestly he does so so so much. I really love it when he's able to act younger, bc like, he's the youngest in his family, he's baby. i wanna give him a spa day and cook for him and buy him a huge ass like lego set that we can do together. OH and strawberries. I wanna make him like a strawberry shortcake, and just load him up with food. Full on grandma instincts, he's too skinny and he has a fucking mean appetite, he'd be so satisfying to cook for. Also if he wanted..... i would 100% smash. like baby, anything you want. idc. he Does have an aries mars so like, he could potentially dom ??? which i think i might be ok with? i expand on my feelings in terms of subbing in the yunho paragraph but, if he wanted to dom, i’d trust him. also if he subbed tho.... his whines, his voice breaks when he complains... music to my ears imagine giving him head OOOH the noises he’d make. (also... what that tongue do???) oh also i’d let him take care of me if he wanted. one milf to another.

YUNHO ok, ok. ok. ok. I want. I want him. carnally, romantically, physically. he is a menace. while i am attracted to a lot of shorter, smaller guys, i do also have a dormant size kink that fucking LEAPS out when a mf is huge like that. I'm not a very small person, like i'm 5'6 so i typically don't have that really satisfying height difference but yunho... also i have pretty small hands (besties, based on that recent hand measurements my hands are smaller than felix's. my pinky is smaller than jimin's and about the same size as taemin's) he's also just so so so sweet. i wanna squish his cheeks and make him laugh and find out what games he plays, and if its all basic bs like LOL or pubg then You Know i'm turning that bitch on to rpgs. yunho... i will be your gamer gf. i also wanna be fucking destroyed by his monster schlong. he is... not small, we all know this, and also he seems like such a good switch. like he can be more subby but that man also... he's one of the only people i like that i can actually see myself being comfortable enough to be dommed by. like i lowkey (high key) have some trauma abt being submissive to men (i used to only be a sub actually) but he would be so amazing. i want him to spit in my mouth. I want him to fucking murder me with that dick. and you KNOW aftercare would be amazing with him too. GOD i love yunho so much. jeong yunho, put your fingers in my mouth.

yeosang. friendly? perhaps ask him for some hot gossip? he is an enigma to me, i think we’d just sorta have a polite convo, maybe stare at each other. in all honestly i’d just call up my one friend who, while she isn’t into ateez, did binge watch fever road and fell in love with yeosang. she describes him as follows “he is like a little judgmental chihuahua who wears a lot of fancy little outfits” or if we were like around other members i would 100% do lil things to help aid any torture or dragging of wooyoung. I’d also obviously wanna like take care of him but idk what that man wants. if he told me, i’d give it to him.

SANNIE MY LOVE i just wanna snuggle and hug n kiss him and tell him he’s pretty and amazing and i just want to hang out and i would also like to do his makeup and paint his nails and have girl talk and watch cute movies and more that i’ll expand on in mingi’s part. oh and i wanna make him laugh, i miss that dolphin laugh sm. I also wanna suck his dick SO BADLY. i wouldnt let him dom me but i would be so down to let him hit it from the back if he wanted to.(also facing eachother too bc like...i wanna kith u bb)  yall remember that vid of him like... fucking and spanking an imaginary person??? just... casually? out of nowhere??? yeah... san, if you let me dom u or if u just wanted to fuck, i’d be so down, lemme take care of you. show me what those hips do.

mingi... mingi... the one and only. my bias, my boy, my princess. god i just wanna gass him up so much. he deserves the entire world and anything he wants i will give it to him.i need him to know how smart he is, how talented, how beautiful he is. he needs to know how much i love his dancing, how much i love his rapping and how amazing his stage presence is and how proud i am for him being able to take time for himself. he NEEDS to know how beautiful he is. I wanna just listen to anything he has to say. he is my baby, my princess, my everything. i would sell my soul just to make him laugh. i wanna hear everything he has to say, i will take anything he gives me. 

now. when i first got into ateez, mingi was still my bias obviously. but. i also wanted to fuck him. however he doesn’t seem to like white girls (or girls in general who tf knows) and a huge part of me finding someone attractive is whether or not they’d find me attractive. so that carnal desire has sorta shifted on to yunho... but. if mingi actually found me attractive... if he let me smash? oh baby. mingi. lemme take care of you, you don’t even have to do anything, i will dislocate my jaw on your fucking insanely huge cock idc. (still find it hilarious that he’s no longer allowed to wear tighter pants and that he’s almost exclusively styled in baggy clothes now)

sangi. i want to make a pillow fort with these two and just have a lovely lil day with them. i wanna watch ghibli movies and play uno and make cookies and laugh with them. you might think like, why not yunho? WELL i think i’d be too much of a third wheel? perhaps? now that i’m thinking about it, i’d sorta have san as well but like, original vision is a girls night with mingi and san.

i’m gonna do jongho next bc it’s gonna be a lot shorter than the beast that follows... ok so jongho. john. baby bear. i just wanna hang out with him. he’s so fucking funny and really doesn’t get nearly as much credit as he should sometimes. i wanna joke around. especially bc he and i are both ‘00s and he doesn’t have another same-age friend in ateez. i wanna team up against the rest of the band with him. wreak havoc ect ect. also would LOVE to talk shop in terms of vocal technique, and just hear about what he does and how his voice works and tips and tricks and to just compliment him on how amazing his voice is and how distinct and lovely it is in an industry that doesn’t have too many incredibly distinct voices like that. just wanna vibe and have fun with him. i want some playful banter and shit.

ok. 

the man himself.

jung. wooyoung. 

i want to fuck his goddamn brains out. NOBODY has brought out the brat tamer in me like this boy. ohhh you like hongjoong who’s mean to you? BOY I WILL DESTROY YOU, i want to make his ass beg. i want to fucking torture him and i want him to like it. i will pull his goddamn hair and make him fucking melt for me ON GOD. like he would also be the perfect shitty lil guy to date. he’s like haechan but hotter and nicer. i love his stupid teasing and putting him in his place would be so fun and just how cuddly and clingy he is too. oh man. i want to be fucking lusted after by him. i want him to be obsessed with me. and also i think he’s prime stupid bi bf material. he’s like the only person i would be ok with having an open relationship with. if you wanna fuck a guy? go for it, as long as i can watch (and obviously still be in control of the scene). god especially if it’s like san or someone. also i wanna use him to meet yeonjun and changbin. anyway he is a monster and i want to keep him on a fucking leash. i would spit in his fucking mouth. ALSO THO i’d love to taste test his cooking and i’d still give him lil compliments, if i could make him blush it would be amazing. i want to make him flustered bc he’s a goddamn menace but he’s also baby. i wanna make him laugh, (we also have the same witch’s laugh/cackle sometimes and i think it’d be fun) (im typically a scaredy cat with jumpscares but i’d love to maybe show him a thriller or psychological horror and make him scared. jump into my arms idiot) also i’d paint his nails too.

GOD OK im so sorry this was so long, i have... Many feelings. Especially with ateez. and its sort of a contrast to what u normally get with becca where there’s some bullying thrown in but, idk im typically a very lovey person (except nct, kim doyoung watch the fuck out) and i hold a lot of respect for a lot of these people. except wooyoung but yk still with love. i just want them all to be healthy and happy.