#bc im always looking for an excuse to trick my brain into being hyper focused on it again
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this is really nice of you to say <3
Counterpoint tho:
I never write and am also lonely </3
#like its kind of funny bc the main post really describes how i feel about authors i admire#bc i get embarrassed about commenting too much or talking to people whose work i like#but its also weird to be on the other end of publishing on ao3 theres like a weird unspoken social etiquette#where commenters kind of treat comments like a review of a service#instead of actually wanting to have a dialogue with you about your work#and honestly it feels kind of isolating and sad bc most of the time when you reply to a comment people dont reply back#then you feel guilty for not replying to comments when they pile up but it then feels like an additional labor that you know has no rewards#bc people dont tend to reply to your replies#but on the other hand i am also afraid to keep talking to people who i admire online so i never start those dialogues or keep them going#so its like a vicious cycle lmao.#honestly i think if i had like friends i talked to every day about orv wall fic would probably be done rn bc im very susceptible to#peer pressure from close friends or people i want to be friends with. like thats how my brain works#sorry this kind of turned into a vent 😭. the point is i dont think people should be afraid to bother me about orv or my works#bc im always looking for an excuse to trick my brain into being hyper focused on it again#personal
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