#bc im autistic and thats a big sign that im doing something wrong socially | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

niishi · 1 year

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me full of love and whimsy: liking everyone's story posts on instagram

everyone else: only likes mine if it somehow pertains to them

like this isn't a big deal but where are the ppl like me who are enthusiastic about ppl they like having fun and being happy or just sharing parts of themselves? I need more ppl that enthusiastically support me even if it doesn't have to do with them. I deserve the energy I put out. I stopped doing that bc y'all make me insecure like I'm doing something wrong.

#if i dont get the same energy i just stop doing it #bc im autistic and thats a big sign that im doing something wrong socially #and like #i want to be enthusiastically supportive so bad #am i allowed to????#is it normal or is it annoying?#idk i get really happy when ppl do that for me #if i dont do it #is that like a sign that im cooler? that i couldnt care less?#but i do care? a lot #if ppl don't do that for me #does that mean they think my posts are stuoid and annoying?#that my selfie is ugly?#that they hate me?#is it rlly that cool to be detached and uncaring and unsupportive?#idk man

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