#bc these tecnicaly are right?

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We interrupt your gay cat and lamb schedule to post about the gay bush and yellow cat agenda

[nonspeakingkiku]

Hi Kiku, if it's alright I could really use some advice...

My friends are all, super insistent that I have to learn how to pronounce certain words better because someone's uncomfy with wrong pronunciations of certain words, I tecnicaly /can/ pronounce a lot the "right " way but its actively straining ad hard to force myself to becase of habit and the sounds used to form those words, I also have trauma from being forced to talk normally and verbally as a child which makes all of this harder

Their trying to be encouraging, but a lot of it just feels like trying to force "correct" speech on me again

In ther mind, If i can pronounce a word right I should just do it, even though it's still hard for me to. I've been trying to learn how to speak in away thats comfortable and not straining on me, but this is apparently wrong because someone's uncomfortable with it, and because people can't understand me.. (tbf it's only 2 words, but the feeling is still there and it's still hard for me to change these words bc of an accent and speech impairments)

My friend group is made up of all disabled people, i tried to point out that calling my speech wrong and saying I need to change it is rooted in ableism, and got told I was making everything out of nothing...I'm confused because I'm not the only one in my group wit speech impairment, just the only one that doesnt want to change my speech

Am I actually in the wrong here?? Am i making a big deal out of nothing?

Hi! Ask advice is fine ☺️ Kiku can't always promise will be the best advice lol. But Kiku tries.

You not wrong. It sound like your friends being very ableist.

If you not feel like work you have to do to say words the way other want (and it not hurt anyone) worth it, don't do it.

You wellbeing is more important than how someone else feel about how you talk. Hope this help. ☺️

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Let me with my overindulgence, call it an au if you must.

Once upon a friend

[Me rambling about Will down here. With tecnicaly spoilers for chap7]

SO

Since day 1 of twst I was obsessed with what the fuck is going on with Crowley, be him Diablo or just the crow, be him an overblot or just an incompetence motherfucker

Whatever is going on with him I was invested

But well, chapter 4 forward he goes puff, and now I doubt there is anything more to him besides incompetence

However, Will is being build in my mind for a while and like it or not They are heavily connected to that chicken(and Diablo bc I was obssed with him and maleficent as a kid). The version in my head is mostly the found family dynamic with a little bit of "ilegal researcher" Crowley.

Where Grim was a creation and Will an acidentall by product.

However

I really like the idea that Crowley had a kid, the two fics I found of this are top notch and the angs of that kid dieing just solidify my resolve. AND NOW WE GOT THIS SAD PAST OF MALLEUS, and just... WHY NOT YOUKNOW??? Fucking kill the kid and resuscitate them fucking thousands of years later WHY NOT? AM I RIGHT?

Anyways,now you know why Diablo is one of Will's inspiration, baby was supposed to be an advisor~ sadly they died. But cake back yay! Not that anyone can know of it truly else everything goes to shit :D

Also you can't tell me Maleficia and Lilian just didn't avoid the egg bc of depression. That's a sad and yet so meaningful explanation to why he ratcheted so much later, at least one(probably Lilian) overcome this mourning and gloom to actually care for him making Malleus finaly be born. It puts Lilian "going away" a more sad fact

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Will's birthday jacket/union

11 of May of 2021- first time their oficial desing was made and posted here!

Background template isn't mine and can be found here I only edited the color

[Interview]

Will: All clean, now to move the furniture back- eh? Someone's at the door?

Idia: Morning...

Will: Idia? What are you doing here so early?

Idia: sigh* let's get this over with... I'm your gift-giver today, happy birthday and all that

Will: ... pfff did you came early just so you could avoid the party?

Idia: bingo! Now let me in I can feel people staring....

Will: great seven, come on in, you know that Ortho will insist you come anyway

Idia: butttt I would've already given you your present, soooo I tecnicaly don't need to show up anymore! Here

Will: ah... oh! A headphone... I forgot those existed haha

Idia: yeah Ortho told me you didn't had one, and you are more of the introverted type so... you know... one of our essential survival items just seemed fitting, fits my theme so no-one found it weird I bought another one

Will: ... it has background canceling noise?! How? it's so tiny!

Idia: eheh, I may have done some modifications, here, you can turn off and on that feature in this button, the wires where trash and I had some spares, and free time, so those will probably last way longer too, don't worry in binding it around it's very resistant

Will: you realy are amazing...

Idia: oh? Praising me prefect I'm honored

Will: I take back what I said. Your grin makes me wanna punch you

Idia: waah so cold and unfair to your gift-giver after all that trouble I had to be here instead of seding this by the mail and sending the questions by email, so mean~

Will: sarcastic ass

Idia: anyways gonna let me do my side quest or no?

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Idia: so first question, if you could have a sibling, who would it be? You can't choose someone of your own dorm tho

Will: I literaly only have only one member and he's practically my little sibling already

Idia: rules are rules! And I don't make then, so who would it be?

Will: hm.... sibling... Ortho.

Idia: eh-?

Will: Yeah, Ortho, of everyone Ortho would be the least annoying one hopefully

Idia: pfff trying to get rich fast~ I can see your game, but you are right, Ortho is an amazing little brother... to me at least

Will: rich? Buddy if I wanted to get rich I would seduce Malleus, Leona, Vil or even you, easier that way, I already have trauma as it is I don't need your family's one on top of that. Besides you said someone to be my sibling, singular, so you are out of the question

Idia: pfff don't want me as your brother then?

Will: I probably can't be useful to you, and for more of an amazing brother that you are to Ortho I doubt it would be the same to me

Idia: oh? Full of assumptions aren't you?

Will: and you are gonna tell me I'm wrong? Magicless, unknowledgeable of the world and certainly know practically nothing compared to you, I wouldn't be usefull in anyform to you, to Ortho I at least could make an attempt but even for he I might not even be usefull

Idia: you know that siblings don't need to be usefull right? I care for Ortho not bc he's usefull to me, but bc he cares for me as well.

Will: If you had my luck I doubt you would be saying that with so certainty.

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Idia: alright next question, since you weren't sorted in a dorm, what dorm do you think you would be in?

Will: ... that's a very specific question

Idia: sounds like someone made this with you in mind

Will: alright, alright, dorm...the shape of my soul or whatever... heartslabyul.

Idia: so fast, did you actualy thought about it?

Will: I don't mind following rules and don't feel like I stand out enough to be in the other ones

Idia: hehehe insulting heartslabyul's students now? How bold~

Will: don't twist my worlds Shroud, you know very well that that's not what I meant

Idia: funny, I thought you would say Diasomnia or Octavinelle... I can tecnicaly see you in Ignihyde too tho

Will: eh? Why?

Idia: Diasomnia since you are friends with Malleus, Octavinelle is a comun pick from what I heard, wich is fair I mean they have a fucking restaurant and Azul is more merciful to his students than to the other's

Will: Ignihyde?

Idia: .... I'm gonna be honest, I think you give yourself little credit, besides following rules or whatever you meant by that bc I remember you not caring a single bit about those, you are creative

Will: creative...?

Idia: yeah, Azul couldn't stop screaming in our matches at the club about how you and kingschoolar destroyed his hard work. It was a creative plan, clever could also be used to describe it, but that's not all that defines you, you tell stories very well, I have heard you and Grim talking around school and Ortho recorded one of your hangouts, you have a creative soul when you get in the right mood, one of the things my dorm is know to have, so yeah, Ignihyde sounds like it fits you too... tomeatleastImean-

Will: ... it's weird when you get honest

Idia: ahem. Anyways, now to the tradition!

Will: tradition? Is that! ... you bastard THAT'S WHY YOU CAME HERE AFTER ALL!

Idia: I have no idea what you mean~

Will: YOU SORE LOSER THIS IS BECAUSE I BEAT YOUR SCORE ISN'T IT?!

Idia: noooo It's tradition I swear! Any extra satisfaction I get from it is merely coincidence~

Will: I should have punched you after your overblot