#bcs i rmb when we were kids n the way we'd talk to each other at night
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i dreamt of my old house 🥹🫶🏼
#🌙.rambles#exactly the same as i rmb it#the same lighting n. hehe. how nostalgic#i really do miss a lot though huh hdjskfjs#i'm so sleepy apollo n i actually ended up talking for a while last night#hehe. rather heartwarming knowing we've been thinking of similar things lately#like. our old stories w fe3h for example#it's. yk i'm on the left n apollo's on my right n. while the. ceiling is different than. a year ago#we're. we're still like this yh? hehe it's lovely to think about#bcs i rmb when we were kids n the way we'd talk to each other at night#scared of the dark then so we'd have the door slightly open. pretending to be asleep when our parents check on us#n then. sometimes we'd. sorta play out the ideas we have in mind. under the blankets n stuff 😭😭#n then. yeah. i rmb we'd often talk at night abt so many ideas we'd have for stories n#i rmb how clearly i would always imagine it in my head#not only my head actually bcs i rmb. imagining the feeling of laying down on the grass n watching the stars w uhm.. noctis 💀#sometimes we'd talk n sometimes we'd just think to ourselves. i rmb how apollo n i used to communicate these w#yeah i rmb how we'd say it through words asking the other that question#n i rmb how we'd communicate w our hands too. n different amt of taps wld mean different things for the both of us#i rmb too how we'd tap each other to ask silently if the other's alrdy asleep#i rmb the relief i'd feel when apollo's yk tap back when i wld have trouble sleeping 🥺#help that said though i feel bad for my teacher rn bcs. technical difficulties :c#mostly have to do. yeah two things today; smth for lit 🥺 n the script for hjdkghskkfs filipino T_T#'wellness break' next week is just wed to fri which is actually a joke bcs we have stuff due the week after lmfao#hmmm i rlly didn't feel well last saturday so i'll catch up w the screenshots apollo has w the reviews n all#gna try to do a lot today !!!! ><#a bit worried tho bcs the deadline's today for uhh. i think the. payments for like yk grps if we want to pick our table as 10#bcs hdkfjasd the real problem here's the payment :c not sure if the others r willing to split n then. apollo n i r twins so we alrdy#yeah. paid more bcs 2x. but. unless they actually do want to go it's not rlly nice if they pay like. yk yeah hdklfasjdfl#aww i feel bad for my teacher bcs we had to. yeah technical difficulties so asynch instead but i feel so bad for her :<<#hdfaksjd there's so much on my mind n. not enough time for so many things. BUT NAH WE'LL FIND A WAY 🥹🫶🏼
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hdalkfjsldf i miss my friends :c
#🌙.rambles#sometimes i. hmm. usually actually i may be too busy or too shy to say it outright#but i miss when we'd talk. i miss when we'd call; i miss the sound of your voice n the way you laugh n smile#sorry . i just. really write like that. hdfkasdjfd i love the ppl in my life v much :c#i know the way my eyes turn when i see you online. or the way i notice the songs you play. or when you have a new playlist#n always i still find there's so much more i want to say. n when you appear too in my dreams—how could i ever forget?#oh these tags r just gna be for several ppl so i won't be too obvious about it#i miss when i was less busy n we'd exchange. asks? texts? yeah. & when we'd play tgther n i rmb how i'd always look forward to the next tim#i miss the days when. i used to write about you being in them. bcs i write down.. mostly everything so that i can remember.#i miss when we were kids n us four wld hang out in the library. i miss those days so much#i miss in lower school when we'd run around the field.. imagining scenarios. hehe#i rmb writing stories tgther w some other friends. having my friends read what i write too#yeah. i miss when we'd be able to see n talk w each other nearly every day. whether irl or online.#i do find myself missing when my sleep sched was fucked up bcs i used to talk to ppl quite a lot in those times#i miss. so much but we're all getting busier in our own lives. n i wish. i think. i cld be more in each of them. like. mutually?#but yeah yk as we age there's so much more to manage :c but i can't help but dream. i'll never stop.#n. i think this is combined w a lot of ppl lately like. those i haven't talked w as much. which is. nearly everyone actually#but like yk like w.. my friend grp rn yh n. a lot of other stuff combined. i just. i think i just wish we cld all be more sincere w#each other. now i see even more clearly why people drift apart as they age. we all get busy w each our own lives yk?#n i'm busy w my own too but. just like how i still remember n love everyone dearly. i think. i just need reassurance that.#yk. you feel the same way too. n personally i wish i cld hesitate less but i'm afraid of unintentionally adding more to the burden#n other times i just. really lack the energy. idk there's so much to write n in so many aspects.. just so many left unfinished.#but. i know well how. closure is. hard to get by. i'm very well acquainted w that feeling of lack of closure.#hmm. being insatiable is so bittersweetly part of human nature. we can be happy n satisfied but.. yeah honestly i think#it's just. really in life's nature to never ever be quite enough. so changing mindset is. really important but. still. it aches.#n i know i miss a lot. n i know i wish i did more n i cld do more even now. but we're all busy n#no it's. it's fine. i think what's best is for all of us to do what we can with our own selves so that we can do more w the rest of the#world too. n i'm sure i'll find a way that works for me. i know what i want; & i'll just promise to never let go. never forget.#n that wld be enough rn. theres only so little time in the world n it feels like it goes by far too fast but. i for one has never forgotten#n. i'll always be here. BUT YEAH WAIT I'M ACTUALLY BUSY TOO I SHLD DO MY ASSIGNMENTS TMRRW BCS I WNA REST 😭😭
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