#because my knee jerk reaction is something like. you cant understand. because majority of my life there were indeed no people around who- | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

spectrumgarden · 8 months

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So often I basically just want to post "hey this is something I experience, somewhat stereotypical autistic trait. Let me explain what it feels like" but then I overthink that it isnt worthy of sharing and I delete it all again.

#i dont know why really #it also feels weird when some of the stuff that really makes me struggle gets reblogged by many people #who all say stuff like yes this is what its like #because my knee jerk reaction is something like. you cant understand. because majority of my life there were indeed no people around who-#-actually understand. and im still stuck in the mindset of no one is like me. after i willingly tried to get close to community of people-#-who is kind of like me. sometimes.#so thats always weird to handle. its not bad on little things that dont affect me much.#but when its bigger things. more painful things. isolating things. etc. its exhausting to be agreed with #im working on it and its getting better but still

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