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WIP WEDNESDAY
So, this is part of some flashbacks of the new chapter 10 of tbbw, first draft but still...I may have dumped the angst glitter on the Mikaelsons. Particularly Elijah. Oops.
[shrugs in a what-can-you-do gesture]
However, the reason this flashback has been added in the edits is because it also helps set up next plot arc I'm going to be writing from chapter 36 onwards. So like, take from that what you will - you guys know I love a good teaser.
Pisa, Marquisate of Tuscany, Italia. Le Estate, 1114 A.D.
“KOL!” Elijah yelled, struggling to rip the sharp, broken chair leg from his brother’s grip, yanking it away only to face another battle - stopping Klaus from grabbing anything else. “HELP ME HOLD HIM!”
“Elijah, please, don’t let them do this to me-” Klaus begged, eyes wild and unseeing, lost to yet another hallucination. 
“KOL!” Elijah screamed again, just as their brother appeared around the corner, cursing upon seeing the scene, Klaus’ chambers in disarray, tables and chairs toppled where he had tried to fashion the wood into stakes. Elijah wrapped his arms firmly around Klauss chest, holding him back and leaning forward to hiss in his ear. “Niklaus, we’re only trying to help, you are hurting yourself-”
Kol rushed to Elijah’s side, leaping over the toppled chairs to grab Klaus as he thrashed in Elijah’s arms.
“Please, I can’t! Don’t let her take him from me-”
Kol glanced between his brother and Elijah, grimacing as Klaus tried to slip out of his grip, nearly succeeding - he had always been stronger than his siblings. “What is he talking about?”
Elijah shook his head. “I don’t know, he’s not lucid-” He swallowed, trying to catch Klaus’ eye. “Brother, please, we don’t mean to harm you-”
“NO!” Klaus roared, lashing out and throwing his elbow back, right into Kol’s face, smashing his brother’s nose on impact. In the next moment, he’d pushed Kol with so much force his brother was thrown across the room, slamming into shelves and cracking the wall. Kol fell to the floor, blood dripping from his brow. Eyes wide, Elijah’s grip slipped and his brother nearly managed to flash away but he caught his jacket at the last second, snagging the fabric and hauling Klaus by the neck into the wall behind them.
“NIKLAUS!” he bellowed, pinning him across the stone and shaking him for good measure. “That is enough,” he snarled.
Klaus shrank away, terrified, frantically shaking his head, so terribly unlike him that it made Elijah pause. For the first time, he noticed the tear tracks on his brother’s cheeks.
“I can’t lose him, please, don’t let her take the wolf away-” he begged, but he wasn’t looking at Elijah, but to the side, talking to whatever hallucination standing there. “Please, ‘lijah, don’t let them do this to me-”
Elijah’s grip slackened, his anger exhaling from his body in a single flood of horror. He remembered the night Klaus was currently reliving, remembered the heat of mother’s fires, the roar of Mikael’s orders. His hands pinning Klaus down, enclosing his wrists in tight shackles, and eventually, Elijah doing the same. 
Now, Elijah looked down at his hands, clenched around his brother’s shoulders, holding him down and suddenly felt sick, releasing his brother as if burned.
“Brother, I-” 
Klaus didn’t give him the chance to work through the ball of emotion in his throat, releasing a yell of fury, grabbing Elijah and flashing them both across the room, slamming him into the opposite wall. Elijah gasped, looking down where Klaus’ hand had impaled his chest, fingers grasped around his heart.
“You took everything from me,” his brother snarled, eyes bleeding red, seeing not his brother, but another enemy entirely. Even so, it felt like he was saying the words to Elijah all the same. His grip tightened, fingers squeezing around Elijah’s heart and in that moment, he didn’t doubt Klaus would tear it from his chest. 
Suddenly, hands grasped the side of Klaus’ head and his neck snapped to the side, body falling to the ground like a puppet whose strings had been cut. Kol stood behind him, his chest heaving with adrenaline, nose bloody as he stared down at her brother’s unconscious body in shock and horror. Elijah slumped against the wall, a hand over his chest where the wound was already beginning to heal, sliding to the floor.
Neither of them moved for a long while. ______________________________________________________________
Elijah bolted the door to the cell shut, glancing through the barred window of the door to Klaus inside, their brother laid out on the cold, straw-lined floor where they had left him. There was no furniture for him to break and use as stakes, no windows and curtains to open and let in sunlight, the daylight ring on his brother’s finger noticeably absent. Elijah didn’t know where he had discarded it this time. He’d have to search through the wreckage in the room to find it.
“Make sure the door remains locked,” he said to Kol, turning to leave the dungeon, a numbness settling into his bones that felt suffocating. “When he wakes, he may try to escape.”
“If that’s what you think is best,” Kol said as he passed him, lips curled in a bitter snarl.
Elijah stopped in the middle of the cells, his entire body freezing as Kol’s words cut into his skin. He hadn’t known how much Kol had overheard upstairs - they had carried Klaus down here in silence, neither of them knowing how to break it. But now, now he knew. 
Skin itching with Kol’s judgement, slowly he turned around, teeth gritted as he looked at his brother, daring him with his glare to speak up. “Do you have something to say to me, Kol?”
Kol looked away from him, fists clenched as he stared instead at the wooden cell door currently locking their brother away.
“Do you know why Finn had to snap my neck to stop me from going after you and Nik that night?” he asked eventually, taking Elijah off-guard. When his gaze met his brother’s, there was agony there that was not unlike Klaus’ own. “Because I understood even then what you were going to help them take from him. Maybe not fully, but I understood enough.”
Elijah swallowed around the ball in his throat, trying not to remember Kol’s wails of grief the night they were turned, and later, Klaus’ screams as his wolf was ripped away. “Losing your magic was not same as what happened to Niklaus-”
“How would you know, Elijah? You were never a witch. And last time I checked,” Kol spat in his face, shoving past him, “You were never one of the wolf-folk either.”
On his way out, Kol slammed the door to the dungeons behind him. Elijah couldn’t stop his flinch.
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Beyond Mikaelson
Klaroline Bingo as hosted by @klaroline-events Prompt // Dagger
This is set early season three, and is fairly canon compliant until then, except Caroline is an Original. Very Mikaelson heavy, and a little bit gruesome/gory in parts. It’s also very long.
This will be my last contribution to KC Bingo, thank you so much to the team at @klaroline-events​! I wouldn’t have got any of these out without prompting, and I’m glad to have participated in another fandom event! xxx
/
“Rebekah, where are you? Pick up the phone darling, daddy’s dead. It’s time for a family reunion.”
Klaus Mikaelson’s phone beeped quietly, signalling he had a call waiting on another line.
The hybrid couldn’t help the smug smirk that crossed his lips as the name Stefan Salvatore flashed on the screen.
This was going to be fun.
“Stefan! Miss me already?”
“I’m just calling to thank you for my freedom,” Stefan said on the other end of the phone, sounding far too sardonic.
“Well I like to believe I’m a man of my word… more or less,” Klaus smirked.
“The thing is,” Stefan continued. “It came at too high of a price. You took everything from me, Klaus.”
“Let bygones be bygones, trust me. Resentment gets old.”
“You know what never gets old?” Stefan asked, in a tone that had alarm bells ringing in Klaus’ mind. “Revenge.”
As the line went dead, and Klaus opened the back of his van, only to reveal nothing, Stefan’s words truly sank in.
And Klaus felt a white-hot rage bubble through his veins; a rage unprovoked in centuries.
/
It would be weeks until Klaus’ coffins were returned, and when they were, Klaus’ shoulders sagged in relief.
They were safe.
They were home.
They could be whole again; all five of them.
Wait… five?
Any shred of tension that left his body instantly returned.
There were five coffins, five.
Klaus often thought of there being only five in his family, which was likely why it took him so long to cotton to the fact he shouldn’t have five coffins.
He should have six.
Quaking with unparalleled rage, and a panic long lost to time, Klaus tore at the lids from the caskets, flinging each open so roughly he nearly destroyed their hinges.
Elijah.
Finn.
Rebekah.
Kol.
Klaus squeezed his eyes together for a moment, as he stood before the final coffin, knowing everything had a fifty-fifty chance of being okay. If they were together, they would be okay.
But as Klaus tried to open the box, he was met with complete resistance.
And he knew, that box belonged to his mother.
And he just knew, they had her.
His hands shaking, Klaus pulled his phone from his pocket, dialling Stefan’s number.
“Hello there Klaus, not the family reunion you were expecting?”
The young vampire sounded so gleeful that Klaus mentally signed his death wish then and there. Their history be damned, there was no repenting for this.
“Where is the sixth coffin, Stefan?” he asked, his voice shaking as much as his hands.
“Well, see, the thing is Klaus, we found your little cave paintings. We can account for everyone in the coffins, except for this one. She’s quite beautiful, isn’t she? I’m not letting loose an unknown entity in my town, Klaus. Not now. Not ever.”
“Stefan, I suggest you listen…”
“No, Klaus, you listen,” Stefan interrupted. “You’ll get a map. You’ll be able to find at least some of her. And that’s a promise.”
“Stefan, if I do not have her back before sunset, you will regret it.”
“You took everything from me, Klaus,” Stefan cried, his gleeful composure making way for his true anger. “I can’t regret anything anymore than I already do.”
“You have five hours, Stefan. For the sake of this town I hope you hand over my box,” Klaus said, coldly. “The consequences of this will be yours, and yours alone.”
Klaus hung up. He didn’t need any more of Stefan’s amateur postulating.
Nothing mattered, not without her.
Without much more than a heartbeat, Klaus circled the room, removing each dagger from the chests of his siblings.
He couldn’t worry about how they would react to him.
Not now.
/
It took nearly three hours before all his siblings were awake, each waking in their own time; Bekah first, Finn last.
And during that time, it had become quite apparent that, Elijah and Finn at least would not be easily swayed into helping him.
“I don’t much care that you finally killed our Father, I will never mistake our brotherhood for trustworthiness again, Niklaus,” Finn said, in the old, awkward tongue they all once spoke.
“I’m afraid I may have to agree with our eldest brother,” Elijah said, coldly, true betrayal shining in his eyes.
“I never trusted any of you,” Kol said melodramatically, eager to stir the pot. Yes, he was a little miffed that he’d been in a box for about 200 years – but had daggered and undaggered his brothers (never Bekah though) many times himself over the years. Who was he to judge?
It was Rebekah – of course it was Rebekah – who first noticed Klaus’ haunted expression.
“What is it, Nik,” she whispered, fearing the answer.
“It’s Caroline,” he said.
Her name dropped from his lips like a secret, and immediately every Mikaelson ear was tuned in, and listening.
“They have Caroline.”
Caroline was a name buried by time. It was a secret more fiercely protected than any other the Mikaelsons’ held. For she always was their saviour.
“Who are they?” Finn asked.
“The vampire who has her is named Stefan Salvatore. I need your help. We can’t let him hurt her,” Klaus explained, his sparing vulnerability revealed, even if fleetingly.
Klaus’ vulnerability, coupled with their love for their baby sister, steeled the nerves of the Mikaelson siblings. Klaus may have long since given up his right for family trust, and may have done vile and cruel things to each of them over the years. But then they all had.
Except for Caroline. Her unwavering support and love for them transcended the centuries they lived together. She would care for them, laugh with them, cry with them. And through it all, she brought a sparkling joy to their lives.
Until one day, the horrors of being a Mikaelson caught up with her, and she tried to leave. She did it with such grace; such respect.
But they had not taken kindly to her desertion, and had laid to to rest because of it.
There wasn’t a waking moment since that day, when each Mikaelson hadn’t felt their guilt keenly.
“I hope she forgives us,” Kol said quietly.
“Let’s just… get her back first,” Finn said.
“What do you need us to do?”
/
Caroline’s eyes were shut as she began wriggling her toes, revelling in the feeling of stretching through the awful stiffness. In her first moments awake, she felt dread and betrayal, though she couldn’t for the life of her work out where those emotions came from…
Birds were chirping in the distance, the air was fresh, and it seemed like an all-round good day to be alive.
Though she was almost instantly disabused of that notion, as she made a move to roll over, and was met with searing pains shooting through her body.
Her eyes flew open, and her heart raced, as she took in her unfamiliar surroundings; very low light, menacing stone walls, vervain soaked ropes and chains firmly tying her to a jagged wooden table. A bloodied silver dagger was on the ground, not too far from her, as though it had been pulled from her and tossed away.
A dagger.
And suddenly, Caroline’s agonised confusion made way for terrible remembrance.
/
“I want to travel alone for a while.”
Caroline spoke so softly, but so resolutely, that the light mood around the table seemed to still, as her statement was met with looks of confusion.
“I beg your pardon?” Elijah said, incredulously, breaking the silence after a moment.
“I want to travel alone,” her voice was steady, but she dared not meet anyone’s eyes just yet. “I love every single one of you, more than my heart can bear. But families are meant to go their separate ways at some point, to live as their own souls.”
Caroline began fiddling with her fingers nervously, but continued to speak, knowing this was her only chance to convince them of her pure intentions.
“And we are a family cursed with eternity. Yes, we are sometimes stronger together, but we’re also angrier, bloodier, more terrifying. I want to discover a world beyond our existence, we have eternity to be together, what will a few decades, maybe a century, of time alone mean in a thousand years?”
“It’ll mean you left us for a few decades, maybe a century,” Finn said, coolly. “Are we not enough for you, little sister?”
“No, it’s not…”
“Caroline, you can’t leave,” Rebekah began.
“You are our sister,” Kol pleaded.
And thus, the damn of silence was broken, each sibling layering their own heartbreak and panic over the next.
“How could you possibly do this?”
“Are we that horrible a –”
“What did I ever –”
“This desertion is –”
“Please, Caroline, please.”
The only to remain silent was Klaus, fury and fear etched in every line of his face, choosing instead to regard her with the coldest of eyes – silence had always been his knife of choice with her.
“We’ll be better. I’ll try and –”
“Who on earth will –”
“You are to leave us, just like them, and –”
“ENOUGH!”
Her own anger and frustration at their judgement of her bubbled over and she couldn’t help the as the scream leapt from her mouth, her eyes turning dark, veins snaking up her face.
“Would this have been easier if I left with absolutely no warning? If I just snuck off in the middle of the night? Without saying goodbye?” Caroline asked, disbelievingly, into the silence her loss of control had created. “I love each and everyone of you, and we will see each other again. But I just want to live, for myself.”
There was silence for another moment, until Klaus finally spoke up.
“And what if Mikael finds you?”
His voice was frank, nearly nasty, and Caroline wished her husband could understand.
“He won’t, I will be less conspicuous on my own,” Caroline replied softly, the sad truth of her statement wracking through her family.
Klaus glared at her, the fear of losing her slowly seeping from his body before their very eyes, making way for only fury.
“Oh yes, Caroline, run away like the little girl from the village who could never see me with Tatia. Run away like the true Forbes your blood says you are. Remember when your parents ran from you? Because you were a monster? You will always be a monster, Caroline.”
His voice was malicious, cruel, but Caroline knew him, she knew him better than anyone, and she knew this was his way of making it hurt less.
It didn’t make it okay, but it did steel within her that this was the right choice for her.
“It won’t be forever, Nik, I promise,” Caroline said, gently placing a hand over his. “Just a little while.”
And with that, and all the grace in the world, Caroline rose, and smiled wanly at those around the table.
“I’m going to bed for the night, we can resume this discussion in the morning.”
As she retreated, she thought she heard Elijah say, “what are we to do about this?” but she blocked it out. Her mind was made up, their pleas and arguments for her to stay would not sway her.
The next morning, Caroline woke just after daybreak. She felt somewhat numb, as she relived the previous evening, but relieved that she finally shared her desires.
She rose quickly, and decided to prepare a meal for them all to share; a last supper of sorts.
As she bustled to the kitchen, she was surprised to find Rebekah already there, as the other woman usually liked to stay in bed far later than dawn.
“Good morning, Bekah,” Caroline said, softly smiling at her, as she leant against the bench next to her sister. “You’re up early.”
A flicker of something unreadable flashed over Rebekah’s face before it was extinguished with a warm smile.
“I feel awful about last night, I couldn’t sleep,” Rebekah said, real sorrow in her eyes, as she took Caroline’s hand. “You’re my sister, Caroline, and I don’t want you to leave.”
“I know, my love,” Caroline said, resting her head on Rebekah’s shoulder. “You could come with me, you know, the Mikaelson girls against the world.”
Rebekah frowned, and Caroline’s face lit up excitedly.
“Yes! Just imagine, we could go wherever we want, love whomever we please,” Caroline’s face fell a little before continuing. “I love Nik, always and forever, but it’s been over 200 years since our wedding. I think I’ve seen him share his love with dozens upon dozens of others, because I understand that life for us is different. But he’s never shown me the same mercy. Not once.”
“I could come?” Rebekah said, her mind racing with the possibilities. “What about wanting to leave us?”
“It’s not about leaving you, or any of you, it’s about living beyond this family. Living as Caroline, not as a Mikaelson. Don’t you ever want to just live slowly? Where the day is cherished, and longed for, rather than feared?”
“We have to fear the day, Caroline, we are vampires!”
“Yes, the original vampires that can only be killed by our deranged father! Living slowly means we won’t have to fear Mikael’s retribution, because he will never be able to find us!”
For a moment, Rebekah let herself dream of a life beyond the Mikaelson name. A life with only Caroline by her side, as sisters. Her sister had always been the best of her family – the most compassionate, the gentlest, the kindest.
But she shook herself; that life could not happen. That life belonged to a girl who died many years ago.
“Caroline, it is a life I do not want, I love my brothers too much.”
The two blondes looked sadly at each other, until Caroline squeezed the hand still holding Rebekah’s and sprung into action.
“Well, let us not waste this day then, my dear sister!” she said brightly. “I was going to cook a feast for our family, care to help me?”
Rebekah smiled, and nodded. Caroline once again missing the flash of guilt across her sister’s face.
It was a few hours before the two women finished their creation, and Caroline sent Bekah away to gather their brothers for the meal, as she picked up the final dish for the table.
It was a beautifully decorated ceramic dish her family purchased her as a gift, even before the six of them turned. She had treasured it and cared for it ever since. She would undoubtedly miss this place, her family, and all the adventures that came along with them – but she hoped it would do some good; learn that a family can exist as individuals.
“Good morning,” Caroline said cheerfully, as she made it to the dining area where each of her siblings were awkwardly standing around waiting for her. “Where’s Niklaus?”
She peered around, trying to find the eyes of her husband. In her distraction, Caroline didn’t notice the predatory ring her family was making around her, until she heard a light ‘whooshing’ sound, and suddenly her husband was in front of her, a glinting silver dagger in his grasp.
“I’m sorry, Caroline,” he whispered, as he plunged it into her chest.
As a reflex, Caroline’s hands flew to grasp her husband’s arms, her beautiful dish falling from her hands, becoming a mess on the tiles below.
“Please, have mercy, Niklaus,” she gurgled, as the ice cold pain worked its way through her body from her heart outwards. Her eyes flicked to the faces of her siblings, and it absolutely shattered her heart to see them watch this happen – knowing they knew this was coming.
Her eyes flicked back to Klaus’ in her last moment, and she didn’t see regret or remorse or love. She saw only fear.
/
Caroline let the memories and pain wash over her, and cursed herself for not being more like her family.
For if she had listened to their scheming that night, had been more mistrustful she would have learned that fleeing in the middle of the night is what she should have done.
She let out a desolate sob.
She sobbed out of fear of not knowing where she was, or when she was. She sobbed out of utter desperation for the pain shooting now constantly through her body. And she sobbed out of deep, deep betrayal at the hand of those she so loved.
“Oh, you’re awake.”
A snide voice came from a shrouded corner of the room, and Caroline was immediately silent. Her grief was for her alone, not this stranger.
“Torture time!”
The man moved from the shadows, to reveal a sadistic, smug smile – that was not dissimilar to an expression that was common on Niklaus’ face – and within an instant, had buried a jagged-edged knife into her side.
Caroline winced at the pain, but did her best to remain silent and defiant, unwilling to give this cretin the satisfaction.
“I’m going to chop you into little tiny pieces and make a scavenger hunt for the Hybrid that wants you back so desperately.”
He continued speaking as he stabbed her, and cut chunks from her flesh, but Caroline couldn’t decipher any of his words, the language he spoke far different from any she recognised.
So she did what she did best, she remained silent, and somewhat calm throughout terrible violence.
She nearly chuckled to herself at how compliant she had always been with her family. Letting them destroy towns and lives, for no reason other than the sport of it. And for them to repay that loyalty with a silver dagger, and goodness knows how many years in a coffin…
She was sickened with herself.
/
Klaus’s leg was twitching anxiously, waiting for the communications to come from his siblings.
The minute he had the green light, he would tear Stefan’s world down, piece by pathetic piece, for even considering toying with Caroline.
His phone buzzed with Rebekah’s name.
“Little sister?”
“Hello brother, almost every thing is in place. Finn has the quarterback and the teacher, I’ve got the doppelganger, thank you for lending me you electric razor, by the way! Kol has the witch and the doppelganger’s brother. The only issue is Elijah can’t find Damon.”
Klaus gritted his teeth.
“I think we might just start without Damon, then; we can’t wait any longer. Have Elijah help Kol instead,” Klaus said.
“And have you done your part, brother?”
“Of course I have,” Klaus snapped.
It was agreed that to lure to bait out, unfamiliar faces would be best – giving Finn, Kol, and even Elijah to an extent an advantage over Rebekah and Klaus. Though, Rebekah had put her foot down, saying she ‘dibs-ed’ the doppelganger.
And thus, Klaus’ task was to line the perimeter of the Salvatore estate with gasoline, and maybe something explosive, then dig a fire break around it, so if Stefan decided not to talk, they could control burn his life around his wretched ears.
“Are you on route?”
“Yes, we’re about five minutes away, I suppose,” Rebekah said.
“Make sure you all stagger your arrival for maximum impact,” Klaus ordered. “I want Stefan to feel hope until the very last moment.”
Without another word, Klaus hung up his call to Rebekah, and sprang into action.
And before those five minutes were up, Klaus was pulling up outside the Salvatore boarding house. He knocked commandingly on the front door, and was infuriated when he was met with a smug smirk from his former friend.
“Stefan, lovely to see you mate, I’m here to collect my prize.”
“Your prize, Klaus, isn’t here. As I said, you will never see her again, not in one piece anyway.”
For Caroline’s sake, Klaus did everything in his power to keep his calm.
“Well, in that case, perhaps we can remake an episode of This Is Your Life?”
As if on cue, Finn arrived, flashing to the front and dumping the unconscious bodies of Alaric and Matt at Stefan’s feet.
“Finn, brother, apparently Mr Salvatore here has plans to mince our darling sister, perhaps you could show him the same courtesy, using these two as surrogates of course.”
“With pleasure.”
Stefan looked between the two brothers, confused and wary, having been unable to decipher much of what they were saying.
But the meaning of the sentence wasn’t missed, as the brown haired Mikaelson bent down, and ripped the finger encasing the Gilbert ring clean from Alaric’s body, before turning to dislocate Matt’s shoulder, leaving it pointing in a wholly unnatural direction.
“Now I will ask again, Stefan, where is she?”
“I will never tell you,” Stefan spat, coldly disregarding the suffering of his friends.
“On your own head,” Klaus said, taking a step back, as Elijah and Kol, arrived on the scene, each restraining a struggling body.
“What would be the best way to torture these two?” Klaus mused aloud to his brothers.
“This one’s true torture will come in due course,” Elijah said, nonchalantly, his vice grip clamped around the muscular arms of Jeremy Gilbert. “However, I suppose I could inflict some physical torture. For effect, of course.”
“Well it’s easy for this pretty little thing,” Kol said, grinning wickedly, biting into his wrist, as forcing it to the mouth of Bonnie Bennett. “Break that connection with nature, become that disgusting creature she reviles so much.”
“Please, stop. Let me go,” Bonnie said, weakly, struggling meekly against Kol’s strong grip. “Stefan please, I can’t turn.”
“Tick-tock, Stefan, time does march on,” Klaus said. “Where is she?”
“I will not tell you,” Stefan said, furiously ignoring Bonnie’s whimpering pleas, or Jeremy’s grunts of pain.
“Fine then. Rebekah!” Klaus hollered over his shoulder.
Stefan furiously hoped they hadn’t found her. He’d told her to stay inside, to not come out for any reason. Surely she would be safe, surely she had –
But he was cut off mid-thought as a swath of brown hair was thrown in his face, and Elena’s perfect face came into view.
Stefan’s knees nearly buckled, taking in her appearance. Her face was tear-streaked, yes, but that was hardly noticeable through the blood dripping down her face from her mangled head, large chunks of skin ripped from her skull.
“I thought I would arrest her of that horribly boring hair of hers,” Rebekah said, poisonously. “It was just so straight all the time.”
“Stefan,” Elena snivelled. “Please, just tell them what they want, please.”
Stefan’s nostrils flared, and fury, and agony coursed through his veins.
“I will kill her Stefan,” Rebekah stated, her hands placing her hands on either side of Elena’s garbled face.
“What about his hybrids,” Elena said, desperately trying to bargain for her own life. “Without me, you don’t get anymore hybrids.
“You broke the curse, brother?” Kol asked.
Klaus smirked in replied and flicked his eyebrows.
“Well, congratulations!”
In lieu of responding, Klaus menacingly strode toward were Rebekah suspended Elena by her head in mid air.
“Without Caroline, hybrids mean nothing to me,” Klaus spat in her face. “So someone tell me, or all six of your pathetic little lives will be snuffed out in the most horrific way possible. And then I will find that horrendous brother, and snuff him as well. Then burn this town, and all its residents to the ground.”
The four conscious Mystic Falls residents stoically kept their silence, for a few moments, until Klaus said, “Fine then, Elijah!”
Before anyone could blink, Elijah had broken Jeremy’s back, and the young boy gargled out a cry of pain.
“No!” Elena shrieked.
“He has approximately a minute left, we can still heal him,” Klaus said, in a sing-song voice, radiating a wrath Stefan never thought possible. “Bonnie is next on the menu, and if she dies, well, we all know her fate.”
“She’s in the Lockwood cellar! With Damon,” Elena sobbed.
“Elena, no!”
“Please just help Jeremy, I need Jeremy.”
“Well, then, that wasn’t so hard,” Klaus said, as he narrowed a smirk at Stefan. “Heal the boy, Elijah. Then make them unable to follow us.”
Each Mikaelson sibling delivered a blow to their charge, and suddenly all was silent, as the whimpers and grunts of pain made way for heavy breathing.
“Does anyone actually know where this ‘Lockwood cellar’ actually is,” Kol said, letting Bonnie’s body flop unceremoniously to the dirt below.
“Well, no but I’m sure it can’t be that hard to find, given that there is a ‘Lockwood Estate’ only a few miles from here,” Klaus said. “Uh-uh-uh.”
It was at that moment Stefan attempted to run, though he made the mistake of passing Klaus, who stuck his hand out and grabbed the young vampire by the neck.
“You took everything from me, Klaus, and now this?”
“I warned you very clearly, Stefan,” Klaus said, coldly. “You and your gang have been quite lucky with your upper hand over me during the sacrifice. But I don’t fight with vigour much anymore, nothing is worth it. But you reunited the Mikaelson family, but kept one of our own to do with as you please.”
Klaus dug his fingers into Stefan’s neck, puncturing hole straight into his windpipe, and watched avidly as the blood drained from the wound.
“But Caroline, she is worth fighting for.”
Klaus dropped Stefan to the ground, only to stake him twice a moment later, one through each leg.
“Can’t you kill him already?” Rebekah whined. 
“No.”
“Can we still set the fire, at least?” Kol grinned, his eyes lighting up.
“Why not,” Klaus mused.
/
It had been over an hour of this man striking and maiming her. And she desolately thought that perhaps in whatever time it was now, not even her family were there for her anymore.
Throughout the hour, the man, who had identified himself as ‘Damon Salvatore’ – what a strange name – had moved her from being tied to a wooden plank, to being hung from the ceiling on suspended metal hooks.
“I had these installed, just for you,” he simpered, at some point or other, though Caroline still did not understand the language he spoke.
She was in desperate agony, as this man had arrested her of her fingers, then her hands, and now he was working on her legs. She still refused to give him the satisfaction of showing him how pained she truly was, but even she wasn’t sure why she was trying to be so stoic.
Damon raised a wooden knife to her face, and was just about to drag it across her cheek when there was a violent crash from above.
He whipped around, but before he could do anything, a figure flashed into the dark dungeon and slammed his body into the stone wall.
In her haze, she couldn’t quite make out the face, but at that moment, she lost her battle with consciousness and fell back into blackness once more.
/
“I know it’s impossible for her to be dead, but do you think she’s dead?”
“Shut it, Kol, she’ll be awake soon.”
“She’s had blood though, why isn’t she stronger?”
“The magic literally had to heal a foot, hands, fingers and ear that was cut off, obviously that’s going to take longer than a little gash in the palm.”
The first thing Caroline registered when she began to regain consciousness was the unmistakable sound of her siblings having a whispered argument. She’d heard similar conversations many times over their lives; outside doors they shouldn’t be outside of, over someone who was sleeping, in a crowded room of too many prying ears.
Though, unlike those times, she couldn’t understand what they were saying, for they too spoke in the same foreign tongue the man in the dungeon had spoken.
She nearly shuddered as she remembered the ordeal in the dungeon, but she didn’t want to reveal her consciousness just yet.
Though it didn’t seem as though she had a chance to rest any longer, as she felt a soft hand pick up her own and squeeze it.
“Caroline,” he said. “I know you awake.”
He spoke in a tongue she recognised, and that, more than anything, compelled Caroline to open her eyes. Her gaze was met with Klaus, his own eyes filled to the brim with love and care – very much at odds with how they looked the last time she saw them.
“Hello Niklaus,” she said, her voice small and delicate.
“Caroline!”
In an instant, each of her siblings were crowded around her, all of them vying for her attention; all of them saying how much they missed her, how sorry they were, making excuses for what they did to her.
“What year is it?” she said, ignoring their words, her voice trembling a little.
“2011.”
It was Klaus’ admission, not too small to take responsibility of his actions, though each sibling had nearly a thousand years’ worth of guilt on their face.
“2011?” she repeated. “So, I’ve been daggered in that box for…”
“Nearly nine hundred years,” Elijah finished.
“If it makes you feel any better, Caroline,” Finn said. “They got me only about 200 years after you, and I was only woken a few days ago.”
“Yes, and me and Bekah have been in and out of the boxes since about then as well.”
“Is this a joke to you?” she levelled Kol, who at the decency to look a little ashamed.
Caroline’s cold gaze moved to her husband – though it nearly revolted her to call him that now.
“And you… you’ve been living… awake… that whole time.”
“Yes, my love,” Klaus said, his deepest shame staring him in the face. “I will do anything to ensure your forgiveness. I love you, Caroline.”
Tears began to well in Caroline’s eyes at his proclamation. For he, still, after over 800 years apart loved her – or so he said.
And for Caroline, her love for him, and for her family, had not been time-tested. She had fallen asleep what felt like yesterday, and then woken up today, no time having passed at all. She loved them all like she loved them then – though their deep and unjust betrayal of her battled to be acknowledged.
“How is one supposed to live in 2011,” she asked. “You all seem to speak the same strange language that the man in the dungeon spoke.”
“It’s called English,” Kol said. “Old Finn over hear isn’t very familiar with it either, though he’s taken to it quite quickly.”
“There’s really a lot of things you would need to catch up on…” Rebekah said.
“Clothes, cars, television.”
“Electricity! The internet.”
“Hot showers – I guess, showers at all.”
“Flushing toilets.”
“Shorts and jeans!”
“Western medicine.”
Caroline listened closely as her siblings listed off so many words she never heard of, nor could even conceive, and it made her blood boil with anger.
“I think you all need to go,” she said, so quietly, they could barely hear her.
“But Caroline…”
“Go!” she spat. “Find something that will teach me this English, then stay away from me for a few days.”
/
Later that day, Caroline heard a knock at the door of her room.
The knock was light but firm, and Caroline just knew that it was Rebekah on the other side. Apparently some things hadn’t changed over the years.
Without waiting for Caroline to invite her in, Rebekah opened the door and stepped through it, a burly, unshaven man following her in.
“This is Alaric, he’s a teacher,” Rebekah said. “He’s going to teach you modern English. You shouldn’t have too much trouble with it, when you… left… we spoke what they now call ‘Middle English’. There is overlap with root words, and sentence structure. And in any case, you were always the best of us at picking up new skills.”
“I didn’t leave, Rebekah,” Caroline snapped. “The five of you put me down. For 800 years.”
Rebekah flushed furiously, but didn’t say anything, just left the room.
“Uh hi,” the man named Ric said. “I know you probably can’t understand what I’m saying, but I have no idea how to help you… I’m a history teacher, not an English-as-a-second-language teacher. But is there a difference to a thousand-year-old vampire who won’t take no for answer? No there’s not.”
Caroline smiled tight lipped at him, not catching a word more than ‘vampire’.
“This is a chair, I guess,” Ric said, pointing to the chair.
“Chair,” Caroline repeated.
“Yep,” he said, popping the ‘p’ awkwardly. “Chair…”
/
Six weeks later
It had been over a month since Caroline and the rest of the Mikaelson’s had been reunited, and she was still with them in Mystic Falss.
She had been living quite the wild crash course in modern day life, and she was annoyed to admit, she was slipping back into old patterns with each of her siblings. Joking with Kol, reading with Elijah and Finn, giggling with Rebekah. She had even kissed Klaus a few times.
She was now pretty fluent in modern English, and knew about showers and the internet. She refused to get behind the wheel of a car, because she didn’t see the use of them at all anyway.
She was tentative friends with Ric, who she learned only yesterday had been compelled to teach her – a compulsion she freed him of immediately.
She was regaled with many things the family had done other the centuries, and had been given the run down of what went on in the little town of Mystic Falls, during the sacrifice, and the aftermath, as well as what had taken place to get her back.
And through all of this she had not left the Mikaelson Estate alone. It wasn’t that she felt trapped there, as such, but she also knew if she tried to go anywhere, she would be sent with at least two of her siblings, and it irritated her somewhat that even now they were holding her as a bit of a hostage.
“I am going to the village,” Caroline said, now trying to speak only modern English, where possible. “Alone.”
“No you are not,” Klaus spluttered.
“Yes, I am,” Caroline said defiantly. “I am an adult woman, Niklaus, and you will not tell me what I can do. Goodbye.”
With that, Caroline turned on the heel of her very new boot, and flashed away.
Once in the centre of town, Caroline actually didn’t know what to do with herself.
But was spared the trouble of coming up with an idea when someone walked into her.
“Oh, I’m so sorry!” she said, apologetically. “I am very clumsy.”
“Don’t worry about it,” the man said. “It’s – it’s you.”
“Do I know you?” Caroline asked, peering at the tall, dark haired man with interest.
“I’m Stefan Salvatore, maybe you’ve heard…”
“Oh… yes… I’m Caroline,” Caroline replied, awkwardly. “I’m really sorry my family were so awful to you… they can get pretty protective.”
“I’m sorry I told my brother to chop you up into little pieces…”
“Your brother?” Caroline said, incredulously. “Yes, you should be sorry, that hurt.”
Caroline let out a tinkling laugh, unable to hold much of a grudge against the man before her. Sure, Niklaus hated him, but didn’t mean she had to. In fact, it would probably irk Niklaus greatly if she were to befriend this young vampire.
And boy Caroline would love to do anything to irritate Klaus.
“Do you want to get a drink? I’ve been in that box for almost 900 years, I have five friends in this time, and they put me there. I could use… someone new.”
Stefan frowned, sensing it was a bad idea.
“It’s not a trap, I promise.”
Caroline gave him her most sunny smile – it was a smile that got her in and out of trouble a lot of the years – and Stefan relented. 
Stefan led Caroline to the Mystic Bar and Grill and Caroline took a seat awkwardly, while Stefan ordered for the two of them.
“So, who are you to the Mikaelsons?” Stefan asked.
“Niklaus and I married when I was quite young, so he’s my husband, and the rest are my siblings.”
“By marriage?”
“Yes, but I grew up in the hut next to theirs. They’re more my family than my blood family ever was.”
The two of them chatted away, Caroline learned a lot about Stefan’s life as a vampire, as well as his life in Mystic Falls over the last two years. She couldn’t always understand the words he used, but he was kind enough to stop and explain whenever such a word came up.
Caroline couldn’t help but feel at ease talking to him, despite his obvious unstable side, she could sense there was a lot of goodness in his heart – even if it had been poisoned somewhat by time and sadness.
It was a familiar sense – it was what happened to her family.
“May I ask a personal question?” Stefan asked, to which Caroline nodded. “Why did Klaus dagger you?”
“It was not just Niklaus,” Caroline said, sadly. “We were all living together, and they all liked being vampires, the murder and the power. I didn’t want that. So I told them I wanted to travel alone for a while. None of them wanted me to go.”
“I see,” Stefan said, shrewdly. “That’s why they were so willing to band together to save you, when they should have been angry with each other.”
“I suppose, plus I am the best sibling.”
“I can see that,” Stefan replied, slipping the lightest of flirts into his voice. “I guess you’re lucky I came into your life. I freed you.”
Caroline stiffened.
It was a thought she’d had a few times since waking, though it was one she always pushed to explore later. But having it so casually raised with her, she realised she couldn’t deny the question anymore.
“I’ve got to go.”
/
Klaus was sitting agitated in his study.
It had been six whole weeks since his family had been reunited, and there were times when it felt like nothing had changed. But there were also times when he could set fire to west wing of the house and still would receive no attention from any of them.
He supposed that was fine. It wasn’t an unfamiliar dynamic.
But, he reasoned, he was the only one of the six of them who remained awake the entire time. He guessed he wished they needed him more, the way he needed them.
Suddenly the door to his office flung open, and there stood Caroline.
Her eyes were full of tears, her cheeks flushed from what he could only assume was the run home from town.
“Would you have woken me if Stefan hadn’t kept me?” Caroline asked, in a strangled voice, reverting back to their old tongue for her own ease.
“What?” he asked, defensively.
“Stefan just said to me that maybe it was lucky he took me, because he freed me from your betrayal.”
“Stefan just said to you, Caroline? Your friends with Stefan now?”
“Don’t avoid my question, Niklaus,” she said, dangerously. “Would you have woken me now? Would you have woken any of us now?”
“Mikael is dead, Caroline, it was my plan to insight a family reunion.”
“That still doesn’t answer my question!” she sobbed. “If Stefan hadn’t woken me to torture you, would you have woken me now? You reasoning has always been Mikael would have killed me if I was alone. So, now he’s dead, would you have woken me?”
Klaus mouth stayed tightly shut, unable, or at least unwilling, to answer her.
“How could you?” she asked, her voice so broken.
“Caroline, you have to understand, you –”
“Understand what, Niklaus? That I wanted a life beyond this family, beyond you?”
“I was –”
“I don’t care, what you were,” Caroline cried, tears freely pouring down her face. “You robbed me of eight hundred years of life that you got to live. You got to live beyond me! Why could you never offer me the same kindness?”
“What if I lost you?”
“What if you lost me?” she shrieked, the words tearing her throat. “Your sense of love and loyalty to me is completely insane if you think keeping me dead in a box wasn’t losing me, Klaus.”
“Caroline, please, I –”
“Don’t you dare say you love me, Klaus,” Caroline spat, the tears on her flaming cheeks mixing with the sweat and mucus dripping down her face, forming a grotesque imprint of the Caroline he’d loved and lost so long ago. “I could have been there in 1492 when you tried to break the hybrid curse the first time, I could have been there when you adopted your son in New Orleans, I could have raised him with you! I could have been there to cheer you on when you finally succeeded in breaking the curse this year! I could have been around for all of it!”
“But you were leaving!” Klaus said, finally beginning to match her level of rage. “How can you not see how ridiculous your notions of ‘being there’ are, when you were – by your own admission – trying to not be there!”
“You’re unbelievable, Klaus,” Caroline scoffed. “That you still fail to see my side of this at all, proof that I was right back then.”
“I can’t stand you when you’re like this, Caroline,” Klaus muttered. “Just get out of my sight.”
“No,” Caroline said, giving Klaus a look of pure petulance. “What did you do with my stuff?”
“What?”
“Way back then, what did you do with my stuff? My books, my dresses, my everything!”
“I packed them in a box and it travelled with us.”
“Good, where is it?” Caroline asked, petulantly. “I want it.”
“Cellar.”
Klaus grunted the last two syllables as he brushed past Caroline, and stalked away from her.
She rolled her eyes, but made her way to the cellar instead of engaging him further.
/
Elena Gilbert was sitting on the couch in her home shaking intermittently.
The past year had taken its toll on the young woman, and the events of only the last couple of days had served to shake her more deeply than she thought possible.
She refused to see Stefan, or Damon – both complicit in disregarding her life, and the life of her family for their own revenge fantasies. She ordered both Jeremy and Bonnie be in her vicinity at all times, though she rarely spoke to them. Matt and Ric were allowed a little more freedom, but had to call or text her every couple of hours.
Despite the fact she was completely healed, thanks to vampire blood, Elena could still vividly feel the vicious and cold pain Rebekah inflicted upon her. And every time she looked in the mirror, and saw her bare head, her eyes would fill with tears, for her scalp was just a visual representation of all she lost since turning sixteen.
She flinched as there was a sudden knock at the door.
She knew Bonnie and Jeremy were upstairs, and Matt and Ric were at school, and surely Stefan and Damon knew better than to come grovelling for her forgiveness so soon?
Trying to pull herself together, she bravely stood up, wrapped her cardigan more firmly around her, and answered the door.
“Hi,” the blonde on the other side of the door said softly. “I’m Caroline. Are you Elena?”
Elena nodded jerkily, but didn’t say anything.
It was at this point, Bonnie came down the stairs, and, recognising Caroline, pulled Elena from the door.
“Elena, don’t, she’s one of them.”
Caroline smiled sadly – that was a line she heard frequently her entire life. She was one of them; a Mikaelson. Once she vowed her life and heart to Niklaus, she doomed herself to an eternity of spite and shame.
“They don’t know I’m here,” Caroline said gently. “I don’t even want to be invited in.”
“What do you want?” Bonnie said, tersely.
“To apologise; my family betrayed me, and I guess they thought their saving me this time would make up for that. I’m sorry for everything they’ve undoubtedly done to you. My husband, especially.”
“Which one’s your husband?” Jeremy asked, from his position behind the two girls.
“I’m sure you can guess,” Caroline huffed. “Niklaus is a brutish man, and I am loathed to admit regret for anything, but now…”
She left her sentence hanging in the air, leaving all four of them to contemplate the terrible twists and turns their lives had taken.
“It is strange,” Caroline said. “I feel as though, perhaps in another life, another universe, I could be a close friend to you three. But I don’t believe that’s for this life.”
For the first time in a few days, Elena gave a small, guarded smile to the blonde at her doorstep, and it was enough for Caroline. It was all the solace she would get from this particular encounter.
“I brought you this, I used a photocopier, whatever that is, to make you a copy from one of my old books.”
Caroline placed an envelope at the foot of the door, and took a step back, gesturing for them to take it.
“What is it?”
“It’s a spell I weaved myself, back when I was a girl, I was a witch, you know,” Caroline said, wanly. “It should spark hair growth. Over night, you should be able to regrow all the hair my brat of a sister stole from you, in any style you want. There’s also instructions on how to spell your hair to different colours, lengths etcetera.”
Elena’s eyes widened, and tears filled them.
“I know it’s not much salvation from the destruction that tends to follow my family, but hopefully it’s something. The world needs pure souls like the three of yours, and I want you to still believe there are good people out there.”
Without another word, Caroline turned and left.
She heard a quiet ‘thank you’ when she was half way across the street, and she smiled sadly again, unsure of where to go now.
/
It was a few days later, as that sun began to peak its beams through the trees, and Klaus was quietly reading when he heard a heartbroken wail, that was unmistakeably his little sister.
“Rebekah!” he called, jumping from his armchair and dashing toward her.
She was crumpled in a heap on the marbled floors of their kitchen.
“What’s the matter,” Klaus said, alarmed, as the rest of their brothers joined them.
“It’s Caroline,” she cried, barely audible through the choking sobs ripping through her. “She’s left us."
It was then Klaus noticed the the thick paper clutched in Rebekah’s hand, and the matching envelopes addressed neatly to each other them on the kitchen bench.
“I don’t know if she’ll want to come back this time,” Elijah said.
“Of course she will,” Finn encouraged.
“She can’t keep away from us forever, she won’t be able to help herself,” Kol joked, weakly.
Klaus reached for his own letter, dread coursing through his veins.
And, as he read both letters she left for him, he couldn’t help but think maybe he would never see her face again. 
/
 Hope you enjoyed! I also hope there’s not too many mistakes, I couldn’t bring myself to read this monster again!! Much love xx
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Name: Rebekah Mikaelson Birthday: April 1st (17/1000+) Species: Original Vampire Lookalike: Claire Holt Availability: Open
Personality
Rebekah Mikaelson is erratic, spiteful and vindictive. She is very stubborn and refuses to budge if push comes to shove. Because of the heartbreak she has endured throughout the years, Rebekah has put up walls around her but she still finds herself falling for men as easy as they go. Rebekah grieved for a long time after her mother’s death. Despite her aggressive nature, she has shown to be emotionally fragile. Rebekah fears being left alone, and she doesn’t understand it when people are nice to her. All Rebekah wants is someone to care about her. She can be very punctual and quite good at organizing things. She likes to plan ahead but has no problem with being spontaneous also. She feels she has been let down one to many times and finds it hard to trust people in her life. Even her family have betrayed her and for that she hides many feelings behind herself. Also, the Original Sister is very much devoted to women’s power. She likes to stick up for girls as she feels it is a very male orientated world so she will do a lot to protect women from men if she can, she’s not really fan of the men club, not that much. Despite this somewhat feminist state, she craves a relationship and wishes to have a true love to speak of but often ends up heart broken and alone, however, right now she just doesn’t care about that, she realized that at some point her true love is going to be there and she will wait for him and she won’t look for that love. Now she has more appreciation for the human life than before but still sometimes she has her impulse. She can be  really nice when she wants to but again she can’t help to say what she is thinking and sometimes that can be brutal.
Past
Rebekah Mikaelson was born to Esther and Mikael in the Middle Ages, being the only daughter to the Mikaelson family.  She was a simple girl and a very much human. The typical teenager some would say but this all changed when her younger brother, Henrik, was killed by werewolves on the night of the full moon. Esther, being a witch, wanted to prevent this from happening to the rest of their family so she used the immortality spell. They drank wine laced with Tatias blood in it, the Original doppelganger and they were killed by Mikael soon after. When they woke up, Mikael made them feed on human blood, and they turned into Original Vampires. This was the curse of the vampire species. They must feed on blood and this made them killers over night. The town’s people despised them but soon began to fear them and the one weapon that could be used to destroy the creations their mother had made was the White Oak Tree which Rebekah and her siblings burnt to the ground. But this didn’t stop their father from hunting them down - namely because of their brother, Niklaus. When her mother died, she had believed this to have been simply health and Rebekah grieved her fallen mother more than anyone. Little did she know that Klaus was the one to kill her.
Rebekah and Niklaus ran away together, she was the only one in the family who loved Klaus like she did. He protected her many times but that wasn’t to say there were not disagreements. With Rebekah falling for men, including hunters, Klaus usually ended up killing them and Rebekah would continue to make these mistakes. Her, Klaus and Elijah found themselves in New Orleans for a long period of time and built the city up in to their own creation. A kingdom that they could call theirs but this ended when their father hunted them down and the Mikaelson’s fled from their home. In the 1920s, she met a boy named Stefan Salvatore, and fell in love with him, until Mikael came in a bid to destroy them once more. However this time, when Klaus made them a means of escape, his younger sister refused to leave with him and wished to go with the younger Salvatore - a plan Klaus did not approve of when she had simply met the guy. And so, Rebekah was daggered and placed in to a box along with the rest of her siblings. When awakened, she found herself in the chaos of Mystic Falls once more. She learnt that her mother was killed by Klaus and grew a strong hatred for the doppelgangers which in turn, made her kill the latest doppelganger, Elena, who became a vampire shortly after. She even had a brief encounter with Damon Salvatore in which they slept together.
Present
Rebekah has been in town for awhile. She took the supernatural cure and spent a few months as human. However, Klaus was vindictive of this, and forced her to turn into a vampire, temporarily ruining their relationship as he has done many times in the past. She’s resentful of this, and all of the times that he has wronged her in the past. She loves her brother, and his daughter, but she wants him to pay. Snooping around and being an Original, she’s met an untriggered werewolf named Raye who works for Murchada. She wants them to create something that will kill Klaus that’s not the elusive White Oak Stake.
Connections
Kol, Henrik, Klaus, and Elijah Mikaelson
Brothers, views them as the only thing she has. Loves them and truly believes in “always and forever”. However with Klaus their relationship wasn’t the best especially because he killed her and turned her into a vampire but now everything is okay between them and she’s glad about that.
Dean Winchester
Is aware that he’s a hunter, but still enjoys flirting with the man. Talks to him quite frequently, is attracted to him.
Freya Mikaelson
Is elated to finally have a big sister. Is the first that she goes to advice within her family. Loves her twins and feels herself also aching for children and a great love.
Raye Windhelm
Is currently threatening them and using fear to manipulate them into making a weapon that can kill Klaus.
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