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#believe om not) but not a single student is goi ng to actually believe that im a staff member for like. 5 years i think. once there are no m
pepprs · 2 years
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also the way a student (🤮 @ me calling someone “a student” btw. Omg) said straight to my face “ppl are gonna keep thinking ur a student” today and i had to sit there like 😀
#purrs#it was this speed d*ting event (very inappropriately named) for staff members and student government ppl except they called all the staff as#administrators except i think out of all the staff who were there i was the only one who wasn’t an administrator 😍. and i kept introducing m#myself as having just graduated a couple months ago and i also very stupidly dressed for casual Friday and wasn’t wearing businessy clothes#like everyone else AND some of the check in questions were like for students what was the most impactful experience w admin you’ve ever had#and for admin what’s the most impactful experience you’ve ever had w a student. and im like literally you guys are the first students im#working wi th like ever in this role helppp 😭😭😭😭 and im not even an admin. so basically i had the hugest impostor syndrome the whole time on#top of not being able to even hear anything really and then that guy came in for the kill at the end and i just didn’t know what to do w mys#myself 😭 like not a single student (again 🤮 at me referring to studnets a) at all b) as if i am not ONE OF THEM bc i can’t fucking#believe om not) but not a single student is goi ng to actually believe that im a staff member for like. 5 years i think. once there are no m#more students here who knew me as one and once it’s been enough time that ive grown into my role then i’ll be fine but this yr is literally#gonna just be me trailing after * going aheem heem whimper and nobody even looking at me bc they assume im 12. fucking awesome#i hate this like 😭 i know this is where i need to be and want to be but the impostor syndrome is so real and i don’t think any of the#The Students™️ (🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮) don’t believe it either. LMAO!
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