hi and happy march! i hope everyone is doing well. a couple tiny updates:
i still haven’t remade, created a substack / tinyletter or whatever, etc. and once again i don’t know if i will or actually want to. for right now im actually kinda leaning against it; maybe just poking in here and saying hi on the first day of every month is enough! (though i don’t want to promise that i’ll make this a regular thing — maybe fully cutting myself off from social media is truly what i need to do and will do eventually — but im finding that opening the apps once every few days and then doing a tiny monthly update on here does feel like a healthily constrained yet enjoyable thjng to do rn. so maybe i will lean into that for as long as it feels good to.)
february was an unexpectedly hard and hectic month for me: scary health issues (i had to go to the er 🤪 i think im ok or at least will be soon but there are still some unknowns to figure out in the weeks ahead) and some intense work stuff. and / but… I HAVE MOVED OUT!!!!!!!! my apartment is a half-unpacked disaster and i am dealing with some absolutely brutal emotional backdraft from the whole experience lol but i feel so so so gratified and thankful to finally be in a situation where, for the first time in my life, i can truly begin to genuinely, stably, sustainably recover and thrive. it’s going to be a long journey with some pain and discomfort along the way, but i know it’ll be worth it 🥹 maybe i’ll find a healthy way to let you know how it goes!
i hope you’re all doing as well as you can be! im manifesting a marvelous march for my many magical mutuals 💗🫂🪄☕️🐈
i am a small pet that smells nice and has soft skin and wears soft clothes but i need a dogtop to take me by my velvety ears and force my face in their sweaty pits to make me smell like them and i need my soft skin to be covered in bruises and bitemarks and i need my soft clothes to be cut off with a knife and used as a gag to quiet my screams
want to get one of those fluffy tail plugs(no what i really want is to have a real tail) and curl up on my owner's lap and have them brush my tail and braid little pieces of fur together and stroke my hair and lull me to sleep with their gentle grooming....
kittyboys puppyboys bunnyboys am i onto something with this one?