#bella my fellow derek simp

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MONIQUE!!! DO YOU REMEMBER THAT FIRST SONG I UM SENT IN IN THAT REQUEST FROM EARLY THIS YEAR OR LAST YEAR OR SOMETHING CALLED PLEASER WHERE YOU MADE A LITTLE DEREK THING TO GO WITH IT?? YEAH SO THAT BAND (WALLOWS) IS MY FAVORITE BAND EVER AND THEYRE COMING HERE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FEBRUARY AND I WAS ABLE TO GET A TICKET EARLIER LIKE YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I AM!!!

STOP YOU SENDING ME THAT SONG TURNED ME INTO A WALLOWS FAN OMG THIS IS SO EXCITING I'M SO EXCITING FOR YOU BESTIE

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Omg what about this🥺

"You promised you'd be more careful," you sighed, kneeling at Derek's feet, arms full of some medical supplies he'd very cryptically demanded you bring to his loft. "You promised that I wouldn't be doing this again," you added, concern controlling your tone as you allowed everything to fall to the floor.

"I know," he mumbled and flinched when he tried to remove his shirt, guilty eyes meeting yours when your hands took over for him, trying as hard as you could not to hurt him. "I'm sorry, baby," he gritted, gripping onto your wrist to keep you still for a second, sure that his wounds could wait just a bit more.

"I know," you mimicked his words, swallowing down your worry, your fear, knowing it wouldn't aid you at all in helping him, but failing terribly when your fingers trembled against his skin. "Not again," you demanded, not needing to say more for him to understand.

"Not again," he agreed, lifting your hand to his lips for a gentle, untimely kiss, hating the way your brows dipped as a reply, hating to see you like this because of him. "I promise."

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𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮- royal and intimate with Derek🥰

the way I've never even thought of this as a wedding theme but it's so perfect omg

[velvetcloxds]

Moniqueee I really enjoyed that little 80’s Der one🥹 please the way it’s like a dream to you both is so freaking cute, CALLING HIM TROUBLE OK MY HEART, admiring outfits🥰, and this cutie “a nod paired with the sweetest gesture of him offering you the flowers, the only thing that would inform you of his own nerves” please I love that he’s nervous too ajdhshaha. I love it!!

ahh it was so fun to write tbh, feel like a 80s derek fic would be so fun, like imagine how cool that would be, like a derek/teen wolf fic with a stranger things vibe to it

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snow on the beach- Monique, do I even need to say who it’s for?😆

darlin by the beach boys- song playing while you and derek are running away from hunters at the very beginning of the movie, cue some very misplaced yet amazing stares shared between passing trees

easy to love by ivan and alyosha- song playing that night after you two got all cleaned up and you're being all cute and lovey in your pajamas, derek stealing many, many kisses

dangerous by big jata and joywave- song playing while you and derek are trying to train scott and the rest of the betas and alphas to take on the hunters which fades into the very badass fight scene

firefall by bjear- song playing after the fight when everyone is just chilling after the fight, comparing stupid fight moments while you climb onto derek's lap and it's just very soft and fluffy despite literally being covered in blood sdcsd

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YESSS OK GOOD PLAN BESTIE GOOD LUCK ON UR EXAMS AAJDHDH

AND YOU KNOW YOURE GONNA GET ONE OMG AINT NO WAY YOU ARENT HEARING ABOUT IT

YAYY I CAN'T WAIT

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ITS ALRIGHT SJFHDB IM JUST GLAD YOU LIKE THEM!!! THEIR NEW ALBUM IS SO 🥺*chefs kiss* AAAH

GOING TO DIVE INTO IT AS SOON AS EXAMS ARE OVER AND I DON'T HAVE TO LEAVE ROOM FOR SHITTY KNOWLEDGE I'LL NEVER USE AGAIN

I ALSO EXPECT A FULL FREAK OUT AFTER THE SHOW KJSD

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OHMYGOD SERIOUSLY??? MONIQUE WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME YOU BECAME A FAN OHMYGOD SJFHDB BUT THANK YOU🥺 I FULL ON CRIED WHEN I FOUND OUT AND ACTUALLY GOT A TICKET!!!!

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY OMG, JUST NEVER THOUGHT TO DO IT- I'M STILL GETTING INTO ALLLL OF THEIR SONGS BUT I REALLY LOVE THEM DFKJ- I DON'T EVEN BLAME YOU TBH

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lavender haze- OH OH OH would you rather be a werewolf or a vampire ahhdhsha

look I've considered this so many times. On the one side, being a werewolf essentially has many more positives than being a vampire- like one month of extreme pain and hyperactive emotions, not ideal but also isn't that just pms. but then again, being a vampire there's the whole blood drinking thing which sounds appalling, like yes you could live forever and imagine all the things you could do but you'd also evidently end up watching everyone die- and like also, I can't be in the room when my mom is cooking meat because of the smell so I can't imagine drinking blood- gahh

in conclusion, I'd be a werewolf- but like teen wolf werewolf, not vampire diaries or twilight werewolf, those dudes have it rough

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Ohmygod Monique I just finished Meet Joe Black AND I HAVE MANY THOUGHTS AJDHD. First off when I saw Susan in that dress I automatically saw what you meant, BUT THE WAY IT MADE YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH JOE (or death) CUZ HE WAS SO SWEET AND ADORABLE it was so weird you’d fall for him, but fuck I was a crying mess at the end of it, LIKE SUSAN KNEW OK AND IT WAS HEARTBREAKING BUT SHE GOT HER REAL JOE BACK AND JUST IM IN MY FEELS🥺:,(( gosh man this movie was so beautiful and sad aaahfhd

OMG BELLA I CANNOT BELIEVE I DIDN'T SEE THIS- LITERALLY IN LOVE WITH THIS MOVIE SO I'M SO GLAD YOU LOVED IT

it always has me in my feels no matter how many times I watch it- I also firmly believe that the peanut butter scene is a cinematic masterpiece that has yet to be topped- my mom and I are such simps for brad in this movie, everything he does in it makes me swoon nkdmxs

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Omg congrats on 2k Monique🥺🥺

Thank you bby <33

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HAHSAHHA THATS OK!! My pretty boys come in all ages so🤣 I’ll just come back when I find a more dilfy one for you HAHAHA

thank you kindly bella dear, though should not forget our fave dilfy pretty boy

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𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 - okok this is v pretty but idk if it counts as fantasy

okay sooo, idk if meet joe black can super strictly be classified as fantasy, but I feel like it should because the love interest is literally death, anyway- this reminded me of susan from the movie and it's literal perfection because I think your personalities are very similar too

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teal, periwinkle, blush, and timberwolf😁🥰

love you bells, I literally get excited every time I see you in my notifications and love our little chats kjvr <33

tell me which colour I am

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Aah yesss, I mean you saved it for a reason ahdhsha, fr tho like you have no idea if they’re ever gonna come to a con nearby again afjdh so take it while it’s there :,)

Omg it’s in two days!!

Ugg I'm truly so excited, been so fun getting to freak out about it with you kjnsd- like I was planning on going alone because, you know, no friends, but my mom is joining me and she's just as excited as I am so that's making me even more excited and ahhh

It's been a while since I've had the chance to go so I'll probably be posting on insta as the day goes on- ooo I could send you pics and vids of them while they're doing the panels if you'd like that ksjcsd

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Ohhhh ok, ok maybe they’re still fixing things schedule and prices and stuff shhdd, but yes hahshsh more time to decide

BELLA I CAVED AND GOT BOTH KDJSF