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#boomers are always clowning on teenagers for being “addicted to screens” and “not having hobbies”
delisocks · 3 months
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i hope i die for real just like hit with a bus regina george style
#so much work to do. so little time until i have to go back to school... hgh#it's like weekends and ends of day don't even register anymore#i go to school from 8:00 to 3:30 every day and then i come home and do more school#if i'm lucky maybe i can get thru an episode of tv or a little bit of plague inc in a half-delirious haze before i fall asleep#and then BANG! radar alarm ringtone. do it all over again bitch#i'm convinced time isn't real why does the public school system hate teenagers so much#i have settled into the routine of an unmarried middle-aged accountant at 16 and i am not okay with that#on fridays i let myself buy a pint of ben & jerry's but it is naught. for the grind continues. 5 hours of the grind for#like#20 minutes of cherry garcia + danny gonzalez#my mom says depression is recognizing the futility of life but what is it when your life really Is that futile. it's all this for 2 1/2 mor#years until college and then it's maybe not this bad anymore but still like another. solid 4 years#maybe more like 8 if i go for the doctorate#which it feels like you really have to if you want to get anywhere anymore#plus fucking student loans. i don't want to be in debt before i'm 20#but of course i will be. everyone is.#boomers are always clowning on teenagers for being “addicted to screens” and “not having hobbies”#but hey! it's not like we have any public spaces!! it's not like we have fucking any#free time!!! the phone is the most easily accessible thing#i'm so done. fuck my stupid baka life etc etc
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