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zer08eat · 28 days ago

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UPDATED: Responding to the Imgur defense post.

(Content warning for mentions of NSFW, f slur and t slur usage, and mentions of incest.)

So I've been let known about this defense post that Bell made on Imgur, and all I can say is that it is such a nothing burger of a defense.

(Bell is the bowling ball user just wanted to point that out)

I didn't think I'd have to say this, but for the love of god, this isn't about making NSFW jokes in general, everyone does it, it's the severity of it, Lazy literally was gonna make a haptics mod and expose a small community of people to it, it would be different if this community was big enough to ignore it like Lethal Company and Ultrakill, but he was literally gonna risk our dev endorsement just for this shit joke, and me reacting with Jabroni Mike emotes doesn't mean anything, also I'm not friends with Mell0w, I'm not sure where the fuck you got that from, this is grasping at straws.

Did you miss the part where I said he told me "he said this as a joke"?

I said "they won't be the only one getting put on a list" because of the way y'all have been handling the ban with Frehdo, I jokingly said this about you guys, like you really think we're that petty enough to "make a list of people to bully" or whatever the fuck is going through your thick skulls, despite spending a whole ass year with us, you guys clearly don't know us at all.

Oh no making fun of Lazy's Sims mod, what a crime. (they weren't making fun of him by the way, they were asking questions on what good Sims 2 mods there were, that's the extent of that)

I would like to point out that in the past, Lazy previously made his Sims 2 mods as an april fools joke, his story progression mod allows incest.

Before I hear the "he was younger back then and didn't know any better" excuse, 2021-2022 wasn't that long ago.

Don't even get me started on when in July last year, Lazy kept making incest jokes in the GG's server, and when I finally snapped and told him to stop, he basically left the entire server, made me feel like I'm in the wrong for calling him out for it, and acts coldly towards me when I tried to apologise.

It took someone else having to talk to him for him to come back, and this all happened a bit before ACN started development.

You could argue that the reason he was making these jokes in the server in the first place was because of another member (who was like 16-17 at the time), not that it matters who started them, but Lazy is much older than them, you're really gonna behave like a fucking weirdo because someone much younger than you is doing it? Bruh you're 23 now, grow up.

And as for "making jabs" towards Fay, Septic and Velvet didn't even say anything remotely mean or out of order, and he already shown himself to be a weirdo and a creep towards Melody (which you didn't address in the Imgur weirdly enough), I've shown visible proof of it, if you're still gonna defend him and Lazy after what I've shown you, that says a lot about y'all than it does about us, but yeah keep lying how "we're the liars here making you all look bad".

Yeah and you've done a horrible fucking job at it, of course you feel like you haven't done anything wrong, get well soon bozos.

"Same age gap" is bullshit by the way, the age gap was more smaller in comparison to you and Ann's, and even when Stony first told me he dated Ann (which wasn't for very long might I add, Ann kept jumping from relationship to relationship before settling with Bell), I openly expressed to him that that age gap was a little big for my liking, even so, a 23-19 (Stony is now 24, his birthday last year was in December) age gap isn't as big in comparison to 7-8 years, so again, you have no defence, little miss "oh but she's young and doesn't know any better" then goes and dates her despite the 7-8 year age gap, you may be a lot older than Ann but you sure as hell act like you're the same age as her, immature and uncomfortably horny, and if you guys really need proof on how old Stony is, he'll gladly show you his ID.

I'll admit I probably shouldn't of done this, it was in the heat of the moment from Stony's admin demotion, but you also left out the part where Undad also did the same thing, but the most y'all did was you demoting him on the Freesoul server from being a goonstructor, and the difference is "we can call ourselves these slurs" because I'm trans and gay, and Undad is gay as well, we didn't call anyone else a faggot or tranny, you guys were fine with Fay saying the n slur all over the place in the GG's server and calling other people it, and dumbing down Lazy calling Stony a faggot despite Stony telling him over and over not to call him that after they dated, but us calling ourselves faggots crosses the line, alright then, again, grasping at straws.

I don't even have anything to say about this, why do you have such a problem with understanding other people's boundaries? I don't care what Stony's sexuality is or isn't, if someone tells you stop calling them a slur, you stop.

Speaking of Stony's admin position being revoked, I'm gonna go into that, if you remember YuriLewd (developer of Movement+) making this announcement in Freesoul.

Yeah the reason behind this overdramatic announcement was made was because of Stony calling out Lazy for the haptics mod bullshit in the GG's server, it made him feel like "we're not allowed to express free creativity" or whatever.

Yoshi, Lazy and Bell all decided to revoke Stony's admin position, basically as punishment for "causing M+ to stop being developed", imagine caring more for a fucking mod over your own friend who did a lot for us out of the kindness of his heart and worked on most of y'all's character mods. (check the Gamebanana credits you'll most likely see his name)

And I can back up the last sentence in the screenshot myself, me and Undad leaving GG's around this time wasn't because he told us too, we left on our own volition because as I said before, this isn't something I want anything to do with, wherever or not it was in our name as GG's or not.

Stony kept all of this behind closed doors, whereas Yuri on the other hand, he goes and makes an announcement like that in public, causing everyone to question why he stopped development out of nowhere, and basically left the rest of us to deal with those questions, thanks for that Yuri, you're a real pal.

He didn't leave, he was still in there (don't know if that's still the case but idc), there was literally no point to him making that annoucement, instead he could've just blocked Stony, and moved the fuck on and continued development like any normal person would, but no, had to make a big deal about this despite the rest of us dealing with this shit out of the public eye. (that's long out of the door now)

How many times are we gonna have to keep defending ourselves against this bullshit? We tried our damnest to move on from the haptics mod bullshit, but y'all couldn't let it go after you lost Movement+, and still won't, I'm honestly surprised you didn't go as far as to blacklist our names from Freesoul to prohibit people from using our character mods or maps for takeovers.

But yeah as of writing this right now, how you guys decide to behave isn't our fault, and it's no longer our responsibility either, you all fucked up, we wouldn't be here in the first place if you just fucking listened to me and Stony to begin with, and didn't go on a petty banning spree and banning people who never had anything to do with it.

Also this defence being put together just really shows how bad people's reading comprehension can be.

Subtle Foreshadowing.

BRC modding community has changed, and not for the better, and why I'm no longer on ACN.

Before I get into it, I would just like to clarify, the point of this post is me coming out and telling the reason why I've suddenly been absent from the Freesoul/ACN community, what you take out of this is up to you, because at this point, I do not care about what other people think at the end of the day, I have nothing left to lose by making this post, I will not be silent about this anymore.

I will also be turning off reblogs for this post, because I am not here to debate about this situation, anyone who tries to argue with me about this will be blocked.

Anyway let's begin,

(Following post involves mentions of NSFW, proceed with caution, some of the screenshots included were also provided to me by other people.)

A couple weeks ago now, a friend of mine named Frehdo got banned from ACN/Freesoul for "being disrespectful towards other players and misogyny", that isn't entirely case, and here's why.

According to him (because I wasn't on the game that day) a bunch of people started changing their usernames to have "Haptics Lovers" as their crews, admins included, which apparently was suppose to be "a one time joke", but even now there's still players with it still in their name (just shortened to "HL", no it does not mean Half Life), it would also go so far as to people making "I love haptics jokes" and such in the in game chat itself.

Rightfully so, he thought this behaviour was really fucking weird, because keep in mind, BRC is a T rated game, so there's going to be people under 18 playing the MP mod, and there is, but that unfortunately doesn't stop these people from telling NSFW level jokes on there, and the admins would not do anything about it, in fact some of them would join in on the inappropriate behaviour. (some of the people in these screenshots are friends with the admins)

And yes this also extends to the Freesoul Discord, despite the no NSFW rule (which has been LONG broken by now).

Kinda ironic isn't it? but again these admins stopped giving a fuck long time ago clearly.

As for where this "haptics" joke came from, it originated from Lazy Duchess wanting to make a BRC Haptics mod. (the name of the other person he was gonna work with is crossed out because they realised it wasn't a good idea)

Frehdo rightfully spoke out against this kind of behaviour on the game, but his choice of wording was poorly choosen, calling people "pedos" for this kind of behaviour.

But tbh if you don't wanna be called things like this, maybe don't behave like this in the first place, because it is fucking weird, this isn't VRChat, and if you acted like this on SlopCrew if it allowed in game chat, you would all be the ones to get banned.

Next thing to talk about is the supposed "misogynistic behaviour", from what I was told by Frehdo himself, he was talking about his shitty ex with someone on the game, and jokingly said "fuck women fr", which I agree is something he shouldn't of really said in the first place, however.

When one of the Freesoul's admins brought this up to the our previous crew's leader (GoonForce), this part was entirely taken out of context, making Frehdo look like he's actually a misogynistic dickhead, and even when they banned him, they didn't give him any chance to defend himself or anything like that, didn't even message Frehdo himself. but again, messaged the GF leader instead like he's his fuckin dad or something, and at the time when the leader said he wasn't going to kick Frehdo from the GF server, the admins and Goofy Gooners who were part of the server all decided to leave, and got the GF badge removed entirely from ACN. (so if you were at the Sunday takeover on Splash Stadium and saw the badge get removed in real time, you now know why)

After being told about all this happening, I was already getting fucking tired of some of the GG's bullshit beforehand, after they demoted my best friend Stony from being admin, and wasn't told about it until we found out ourselves, because he tried sticking up for himself against someone who actively treated him like shit (but that's a whole nother can of worms that isn't mine to go into, if it's something you're really curious about, you can go and talk to him about it, I'm not his secretary just because I spend the most time with him for fuck sake, please grow a spine.), and keep in mind this all happened around a time where I ran out of my medications, so I was also dealing with withdrawal symptoms, the times I went on game, I called the admins out on the Haptics shit, and crashed out.

There were also some other things I've said in game, like during the Splash Stadium takeover, I said before closing the game "#Justice4Frehdo", I asked someone part of GF why they had "haptics lovers" in their name (because I knew they were 16), and I openly expressed that the joke wasn't funny, I will admit there were things I said in game that I shouldn't have, but when you've been dealing with bullshit from a group of people like this like I have been for the past few months, don't tell me you wouldn't do the same thing.

And going back to some of the GG's leaving the GF server, clearly one or some of them saw the conversations me and Stony would be having in the VC chats about what's happened with us behind the scenes and about why we both left GG's and Freesoul (which was only brought up if another GF member asked us about it, we're allowed to talk about it), they clearly didn't like that and blabbed about it to the Freesoul admins.

So in conclusion, me sticking up for Stony and Frehdo, and talking about the GG "drama" with other GF members is what resulted in me getting banned from Freesoul/ACN.

Oh, but it doesn't end there.

Stony's also now banned from being able to play on ACN, despite not having said anything wrong in the game itself, they actively seeked out his IP to ban him, and it's lead to our mutual friends also getting banned as well, when all they did was rep Stony's crew in the game after the GF leader decided to talk behind our backs, and we all left GoonForce. (no he didn't kick us, we left on our own volition, because our friends told us he was considering kicking us instead of coming to talk to US about it)

Even people who haven't said anything have been banned, it's gotten to the point that if you're even associated with Stony and me, or Frehdo (unless ofc Fay likes you), you're most likely going to get banned from Freesoul, like Frehdo, no messages about it, or anything, it's gotten that ridiculous, I wouldn't be surprised if banning us was an act of damage control.

Me and Stony have also been tossed from Fusion because of all this, so we're also no longer apart of that crew either.

These past couple of weeks, we've been backstabbed, betrayed, and thrown under the bus, by people we both used to consider friends, people have been showing their true colours and turning out that they're not actually great people after all, but instead, they're two faced, fake, and do not actually care for your friendship, if you end up becoming someone who could potentially make them look bad, they'll gladly toss you away like you're garbage, all for the sake of publicity, recognition, or to make themselves look good in the eyes of people of power who abuse their position, can't fucking trust people in this damn community anymore.

Oh and also, I already addressed this in game before I got banned, but I know full well all the people who have wronged us are all trying to save face.

This is a fucking lie because I do not recall Bell ever bringing up making Freesoul 18+, and even if she did, again, this is a T rated game, Freesoul would not be as successful if we DID decide to make it 18+ at the start, that and the BRC devs themselves wouldn't endorse Freesoul if that were the case, so cut the crap.

But then again this is the same grown ass 27 year old woman who is dating someone 7-8 years younger than her, and is nothing but a massive immature hypocrite who says one thing then does another, so why should I even be surprised?

They don't even bother to keep shit to themselves anymore either, they'll even go so far as to break another one of their own rules again about "being respectful of other players" and then say shit like this in public.

We literally had a GG chat in Freesoul for when a problematic player pissed one of us off, but hey that's long out of the window by now huh lmao.

We did not help playtest this MP mod for months, just so y'all fuck up everything we built up because you all wanna act like VRChat tier freaks in public in front of underaged teenagers, but quite frankly, I no longer care what happens with Freesoul, if this is a grave they choose to die in, so be it, I'm done caring, me caring about our image as GG's and runners of Freesoul, resulted in me getting thrown to the curb, so excuse me if I now feel nothing but hatred and bitterness towards everything now.

And if one of you assholes are reading this right now, I don't care if you do see this, fuck you all for wasting an entire year of my life working with y'all, calling me biased for sticking up for Stony, shittalking about me towards people who were friends with me, and to those who unfriended me and decided to side with power tripping cunts, I hope everything bites you in the ass one day, and if you come to me or Stony for forgiveness, we'll just tell you to go fuck yourselves, you're dead to us.

And to our previous crew leader, I hope ditching us to get your in game crew badge back was worth it.

To anyone who's finished reading all of this, now you know why me and a bunch of other people have been suddenly absent from Freesoul/ACN, wherever you're with us or against us is irrelevant to me, I know who my real friends are, and I'm not going to just sit here and let people like Fay make us look like we're the bad guys, we know the truth at the end of the day, and it's up to you to talk to us about our side of the situation.

Oh, and since I've been permitted to post this part, Fay also kept being creepy towards another ex GF member named Mel (Flora) before he left GF, despite Mel at the time actively saying and she wasn't looking for a relationship, but he would act like they were dating (talking cutesy to her, make romantic advances towards her, getting jealous when she acted "flirty" (jokingly) towards other members, etc)

Brother you are a grown ass man what the fuck is this lmao

Anyway, as for what I'll be doing from this point onwards, we're all now chilling in our own little discord server that Stony runs, we might be looking into making our own server on ACN if we wanna continue playing on BRC (cuz quite frankly I don't wanna be a ghost on the main server using a VPN on an alt to get on), nothing is set in stone at the moment, but I'll be updating my already existing mods on Gamebanana, then I'll be taking a break, we've all been through enough.

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