#bruh my eyes are so cloudy rn

[suhjihanma]

☩ ℌ𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 ☩

☩Kink (9): Feeding/feederism kink ☩Pairing: Celia / Female Reader ☩Word Count: 731 ☩Content Warning: Mentions of heavy alcohol use, overdrinking, slight alcohol abuse mentions, feederism, burping, nausea, vomiting, mentions of name-calling. ☩Author's Note: Minors and kink shamers do not interact. That goes with ageless blogs. I have a masterlist of my works but, fuck Tumblr. The stories are posted on my blog so, you guys have to look for them, under "suhjihanma:kinktober" or similar. I was planning on doing a feeding kink fic based on this game. If you haven't played "The Price of Flesh" while its Halloween season, what are you doing? Support indie games. Apologies if this drabble is all over the place/rushed. It's been a while since I wrote a feeding/feederism kink and I promise that I'm normal, y'all. Also, shout out to @gatobob. I've been rocking with you since BTD with the first release. I liked Strade but, Akira and Sano were my two. Reblogs and likes are much appreciated. Enjoy my mess.

“Are you sure that you don't want to go to the hospital?”

Celia’s hand gently patted the back of your fragile back. You were now struggling while being on all fours, dry heaving out what was left inside of you. Just from the first drink that reached your light-weighted lips, you knew your body was going to be in a world full of nausea. Your body wasn’t the strongest with hard alcohol but, despite all the doubts that had floated in your head along with a slightly concerned face shown by Celia, taking down a shotgun was all it took before humiliating yourself. All you ever wanted was to impress her. Upping the ante instead of drinking down rows of sweet tequilas and mojitos, you wanted Celia to be impressed by your drinking skills. Intermediate, yet at least you could show off with a little fun, maybe even turn it into a drinking contest. 

You always wanted to spend time with Celia like it was your last, despite degradations and the constant remembrance of being put in your place. And, here you were, trying not to vomit out everything that rested inside, dry heaves included. Trying your best, you failed by opening your mouth and the urge of salivating increased. The force of food contents violently escaped your mouth as you clutched on your weak stomach for dear life. Being on the ground throwing up contents that stung your throat, your face grimaced through the burning sensation that coats your aching throat and mouth.

 It was a mystery as to why people drink this stuff. Several reasons for that matter. Maybe they love the burning sensation, or throwing all of their troubles into a glass that uses that sensation to shut them away, or maybe it was something else. Whatever it was, Celia became the possibility of being that person, especially when it came to drinking something that ran through like hell fire and calmed the nerves of a woman laced with depravity.

Looking to properly respond to the pitiful woman that kneeled under her, the urge of letting out a thick and wet belch came over you, looking away from Celia out of embarrassment. Of all times, do you have to be this disgusting, especially around a woman that holds to at least high standards. She might have not minded that though as Celia continued to pat your back before gently rubbing your stomach with one of her free hands.

 At least she has a bit of humanity in her.

“Celia.” Celia created a humming noise, notifying you that she was listening to every word that slurred from your lips covered in food content. “

Celia. I’m so gross.”

The pitiful name-calling made Celia want to hear your pathetic groans even more. Such carelessness, Celia wouldn’t be so easy on forgiving your behavior. Then again, it was nice to see you atone for your cockiness. A small smile formed across her lipstick stained lips as she looked at you, quietly tutting out in disbelief.

“No you’re not.” She playfully cooed at you, her fingers slowly drifting to the clear liquid that slowly poured from the corner of your lips. Idle movements, her fingers played with the saliva before dragging her fingers across your full lips, showcasing a weary pout.

“But I am.” You wailed before letting out another deep and thick belch. The soft fingers that traced across your lips did soothe you a little though. 

“Relax.”Celia continued to gently caress your stomach while you let out wetten belches every minute. Even though she didn’t mind, it felt so disgusting. Almost as if you were a pig that had no shame of its diet. Digging yourself deeper in your grave, all you could do is perish from embarrassment. If you didn’t go through making yourself look like a fool, none of this would ever happen. Still, it was very generous to experience Celia’s comfort. It was rare to see this side of her come out. Normally, a name-calling session would play out, but then again she kind of knew that you did go overboard on the drinking.

Then again, Celia’s plans on the name-calling would be slowly brewing as she planned on the next session. A session that fully had you on your knees, eating up everything from her personal palette, coaxing out every grunt and belch that she can get out of you. She was determined.

[jamathon]

Ask me! I'll answer honestly

1: How tall or short do you wish you were? lit 7′0″ 2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not) cat 3: Do you have a favorite clothing style? met gala type fancy for sure.  4: What was your favorite video game growing up? Just dance 5: What three things/people do you think of most each day? My gf, boulder, art, 

6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say? "pwease no steppy” 7: What is your opinion on life? V weird. v cool 8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic] I tihnkkkk it was melancholic but i shud take it again bc it’s def changed  9: Are you ticklish? very 10: Are you allergic to anything? not that i know yet 11: What’s your sexuality? gay bi gay bi gay bi.  12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa? Tea 13: Are you a cat or dog person? cat 14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson? whichever one is least lonely. probably merperson. 15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber? Alex bertie!! 16: How tall are you? 5′4 17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to? Kiwi 18: How much do you weigh? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!] likeee 125 19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits? pass. 20: Do you like space or the ocean more? Ocean.  21: Are you religious? No 22: Pet peeves? A . Lot. im so impatient.  23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]? Diurnal! 24: Favorite constellation? uhhhh *panics and looks around kitchen* the big spoon 25: Favorite star? North bc i used to see it every night after work and i didn’t know it alr had a name so i named it after my gf as a romantic gesture hahhahaha 26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls? Yuh 27: Any phobias or fears? Afraid of loneliness  28: Do you think global warming is real? shut up.  29: Do you believe in reincarnation? Havent thought about it 30: Favorite movie? Scott pilgrim 31: Do you get scared easily? Yes 32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime? 1 33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.] my blogs a 10 even tho i still have the OG tumblr theme 34: What is a color that calms you? blue 35: Where would you like to travel and/or live? Iceland 36: Where were you born? baltimore 37: What is your eye color? hazel 38: Introvert or extrovert? both 39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs? hahahhaha yesss 40: Hugs or kisses? bofa 41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now? Would love to visit boulder i miss the mountains & weather a lot 42: Who is someone you love deeply? Rayven 43: Any piercings you want? septum tbh 44: Do you like tattoos and piercings? yes. v hot 45: Do you smoke or have you eiver done so? not anymore 46: Talk about your crush, if you have one! Rayven is my crush and also my gf she’s about to turn 21 which is exciting!! this feels like show n tell haha 47: What is a sound you really hate? fingernail scratching jeans 48: A sound you really love? keys jingling 49: Can you do a backflip? no 50: Can you do the splits?  no 51: Favorite actor and/or actress? emma stone  52: Favorite movie?alr asked. scotty P. 53: How are you feeling right now? fine but restless bc of a tummy ache 54: What color would you like your hair to be right now? back to black acctuallly im tired of dying it  55: When did you feel happiest? idk 56: Something that calms you down? tumblr 57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!] havent had an evaluation in years so idk! 58: What does your URL mean? that’s my JAMATHON!!! To describe a good song. A word i tried to make happen. like fetch. except not original, just “jam” with “athon” added.  59: What three words describe you the most? Understanding. Funny. Intense.  60: Do you believe in evolution? Yes 61: What makes you unfollow a blog? If they dont post enuf memes 62: What makes you follow a blog? Memes 63: Favorite kind of person: Funny, outgoing, spontaneous  64: Favorite animal(s): Whales 65: Name three of your favorite blogs. eh idk 66: Favorite emoticon: the drooling one 67: Favorite meme: too many 68: What is your MBTI personality type? intp idk if that’s right 69: What is your star sign? capricorn  70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog? no 71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most? i like layers. probably my leather jacket w black pants and a my yellow shirt. it makes me feel cute 72: Post a selfie or two? too hard 73: Do you have platform shoes? yes 74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself? I used to be double jointed and could bend my finger back to touch my hand, unsure what happened but now i have 0 party tricks 75: Can you do a front flip? yeah probably 76: Do you like birds? So much!!!!!! 77: Do you like to swim? no!!!!!! 78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you? swimming... 79: Something you wish didn’t exist: pollution 80: Some thing you wish did exist: cures 81: Piercings you have? ears 82: Something you really enjoy doing: playing music/drawing/taking pictures 83: Favorite person to talk to: rayven 84: What was your first impression of Tumblr? cupcakes 85: How many followers do you have? like 100 on this blog now hahaha 86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes? yes but will I? No. 87: Do your socks always match? No 88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely? No 89: What are your birthstones? Turquoise  90: If you were an animal, which one would you be? Fox 91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be? I want to be creative but when i think about it...a red rose.  92: A store you hate? The grocery store bc im there all the time 93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day? zero now but at the beginning of the year i was drinking around 4-5 a day.  94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds? fly 95: Do you like to wear camo? nah 96: Winter or summer? Used to be winter but nothing is good in the south. 97: How long can you hold your breath for? not long at all it gives me anxiety 98: Least favorite person? some of the people ive met in the past year have been atrocious.  99: Someone you look up to: My roommate Chris.  100: A store you love? I could spend all day in H&M  101: Favorite type of shoes? vans 102: Where do you live? ....atlanta 103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why? Yes bc my girlfriend is and we always share food so like... i guess i eat meat on my own but that’s liike once a month haha 104: What is your favorite mineral or gem? hmmm...bismuth. 105: Do you drink milk? No 106: Do you like bugs? Not in the south. 107: Do you like spiders? NO. 108: Something you get paranoid about? Bugs. 109: Can you draw: NO. 110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked? people love prying idk at this point 111: A question you hate being asked? are u a boy or a girl has definitely gotten old 112: Ever been bitten by a spider? yes 113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach? yesssssss 114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days? depends 115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now: my gf 116: Favorite cloud type: rain cloud 117: What color do you wish the sky was? orange.  118: Do you have freckles? yes 119: Favorite thing about a person: humor 120: Fruits or vegetables? veggies 121: Something you want to do right now: sleep but im restless :( 122: Is the ocean or sky prettier? hmmmm depends 123: Sweet or sour foods? sweet for sure.  124: Bright or dim lights? bright bc i need new glasses and cant see in dim light 125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature? dragons  126: Something you hate about Tumblr: nothing really 127: Something you love about Tumblr: takes my mind off everything 128: What do you think about the least? everything i shud be thinking about 129: What would you want written on your tombstone? something super funny that i cant think of rn 130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now? John cena bc i think he’d find it funny 131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself? Inability to fake happiness  132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures? sometimes! 133: Computer or TV? computer bc its both 134: Do you like roller coasters?  no 135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness? yes 136: Are your ears lobed or attached? lobed bruh 137: Do you believe in karma? idk 138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are? strong 8.5! I don’t think im too shabby most of the time actually 139: What nicknames do you have/have had? kiwi 140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends? yes named Kiki  141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink? plenty  142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others? Depends 143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help? Receiving  144: What makes you angry? people not being nice really irks me 145: How many languages do you speak fluently? 1 146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries? tag yourself im nonbinaries  147: Are you androgynous? i’d say  148: Favorite physical thing about yourself: lately it’s been my chest. it’s p hot 149: Favorite thing about your personality: I’m funny.  150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person. uhh idk 151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose? the uhhh one w swords  152: Do you like BuzzFeed? ya 153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.] Tindeerrrrr  hah 154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons? uh idk 155: Do you like to play with others’ hair? ya 156: What embarrasses you? a lot 157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious: when other people are noticably anxious  158: Biggest lie you have ever told: idk 159: How many people are you following? lots  160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)? lots 161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)? like 50 162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)? like 3,000 ishhhh  163: Last time you cried and why: My birthday bc one of rayvens gifts was ....so ....fuckin..sweet 164: Do you have long or short hair? short 165: Longest your hair has ever been: long 166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon? It’s annoying lmfao 167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created? Only bc im nosy 168: Do you like to wear makeup? no 169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds? no 170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully? yup