#btw poison bottle says (u guessed it) poison

[carnivalwizard]

Magic spell of

✨ Omg your art is so cool djssnsbwjowowoweusysbdbnspandvsusos bskwowha. S ✨

thank you so much!!!!! doodles be upon ye

they're all kinda messy cuz i doodle in pen but that's what doodling's about babey. feat. my old dnd character mr Caecilius Quinn who was a very evil and very gay sorcerer mad scientist man whom i miss dearly

[eggbagelz]

OUUUUUUUGH DO YOU HAVE THE RIGHT OPINIONS ON EVERYTHING WHEN IT COMES TO THE KILLJOYS.

dr death defying is my fav but the way u jus described motorbaby..... she might take the crown....

okok now i gotta ask- what r ur fav hcs abt any of the killjoys? or what hcs are so stuck in your brain that theyre practically canon to you??? i love ur killjoys sm please i would love to hear you ramble abt them >:]

OH WELL SINCE U ASKED

Actually I've been wanting to talk abt my hcs for a while so THANK U FOR THIS TEE HEE

Anyway! I think like. My interpretations [or hcs i guess] of the 'joys is a lil nonstandard in some ways bc i took the blank slate of their personalities and ran with it GSJSH [so these are all like. Canon to me. Basically. Sorry gerald u never gave ur apocalypse ocs personalities so theyre mine now] basically like. I have some v set hcs on their personalities and main characteristics as a whole

SO!

I like to think that fun ghoul is like. While hes v v chatty and more than a little mischievous hes also EXTREMELY perceptive to the point it's unnerving, and while hes not v good with his own emotions he's fucking insanely good at picking up other people's, as well as like. Tiny details and shit that others wouldn't have noticed. Hes still an idiot tho godbless GKEHSJ. Hes the number one mad gear fanboy. Hes good w explosives but crap with other tech.

Kobra. Ohohohohohohohoooo kobra. Ppl like to hc him as v stoic [which im not implying is a bad hc at all btw!!! Just an observation] but i like to thing hes EXTREMELY emotional and p unpredictable. A v shoot first ask questions later type, and deathly afraid of being percieved as cowardly or weak. Absolutely GARBAGE shot, which is why he has stun gloves. Practically the fucking tech whisperer.Official motorbaby wrangler. Gets astronomical amounts of ass but is terrified of feeling any romantic emotions.Half Japanese, he and poison are fraternal twins!

POISON! Also extremely emotional but has it under sliiightly better control than kobra [lol. "Control." How full's that bottle ur filling ur feelings with now pois?]. Very very good w tactical stuff and planning, likes logic and such. Also v flamboyant and enjoys colour and the life of the zones. Prettiest 'joy in the zones, seriously. Talks a LOT but has absolutely no fucking filter. Extremely sex positive.Abt as emotionally intelligent as a brick. Also half japanese ic the they and kobra being twins thing didnt make it obvious GDJDDJ. Terrified of death but doesnt know it. Romatic feelings for jet are approximately the size of the continent of asia

Jet jet jet jet jet. My sweet girlboy. Lost his entire family in a shootout against bli when he was 14 and now suffers from "i have to keep everyone i love safe at all fucking costs so help me god" disease so bad that its actually a reflex now. Took care of motorbaby the most when she was an infant. Best shot in the zones GODBLESS. Hes got an eye [ha] for beauty and appreciates p much everything the world has to offer as best he can. Trying to be an optimist despite his horrendous anxiety disorder. Spanish is his first language! Doesnt talk much and thinks carefully abt what he says before he says it. Madly in love with poison but has carefully filed that away under "n" for "never touching that ever"

Motorbaby. Stuck halfway between "extremely unchildlike behavior" and being a regular weird little girl. Far too used to violence. LOOOOVES big robots so much her favorite toy is an old mecha action figure ghoul fixed up for her. Impossible not to love, seriously. ADORES her big brothers. High energy but also burns out quickly and has to nap a LOT. Picked up some of the languages the fab four speak aside from english [spanish, italian, and snatches of japanese] but in the manner that means she knows how to swear in four languages. Veeery small

Jet and ghoul are desert boys [tho ghoul wasnt born in the desert and was smuggled out of bat city by his dad when he was a toddler], while kobes and poison are cityboys [escaped when they were both 13]. Jet's the oldest, ghoul's the youngest

I also have some ideas abt zones culture but aside from the talk abt bigotry probably still being rampant in the zones thats smth im saving for my roadtrip au fic tee hee

[sexindacidy-blog]

Sunday I was recovering from some slight alchohol/food poisoning. I decided to take it easy and just relax and just lounge. Around 1pm, this fella hit me up and asked to come over. I wasn’t really interested since my body was acting up but when he offered me tree, I figured why not? Is there a possibility we could actually just watch football and smoke like two regular “bros?” Doubtful but let us find out.

He arrived in a sports cap, a raiders tee and baggy jeans. My gaydar was not picking anything up which was fine with me. I do like a downlow man on occasion.

I wore my tightest Under Armour shirt tucked into some baggy sweats. The silhouette gave a very slim/thick illusion. I played coy and immediately turned on the Raiders game. We chatted a bit but I was clear I wasn’t into the game. Didn’t mind it was on but I just wanted to smoke some. We smoked while the game went on and during half time he turned to me and said “What’s up?”

The way he said it, I knew exactly what he meant. It’s like how depending on how you say the word “bitch” you know if someone’s complimenting you, calling you out or about to tell you some really good gossip.

It basically told me “are we fucking or what?”

I dont recall what I said next but I’m sure it was me asking him to go to my room.

So to clarify, this man isn’t the most attractive. But when I was talking to him, all I wanted to do was kiss him. He has that same quality to him as Pete Davidson. Sometime’s he can look unattractive, but other times I find him so sexy in the most unconventional way. I love unconventionally attactive men.

When I tell you this mans body was everything. He was toned and chiseled and had meat in all the right places. He had perfect pecs. Smooth, veiny arms. And although I love a man who is packing, I had to pause for caution when I pulled his pants down.

This man was packing and as I said before, I was expecting to have sex but I wasn’t expecting to have SEX. With anal, you have to do a certain amount of preparation for certain sizes. Smaller dicks require less prep and larger dicks require much more. Obviously they penetrate deeper.

I wasn’t too concerned though. I was just taken aback for a moment but I knew what I was capable of and listening to my body, I was ready.

This man’s sex was so passionately intense and focused, I was not only dickmatized, I was being emotionally whiplashed. The intense eye contact, the way this man groaned like a man’s man. How he kissed my neck and made love to me. As I’m writing this I’m realizing this man made me feel feminine and dainty and sexy all at once. I usually relenquish everything during sex and am very submissive, but with this man, it was as if we were equals. I was getting just as much out of this as he was. Usually, the casual sex is just for me to get plowed, in and out, a quick moment of connecting and then on I’m on with my day. Actually, no I don’t continue on with my day. I usually seek another to continue that feeling for me. But what I’m understanding now is if the sex doens’t emotionally impact me as much as it does physically, I often feel unfulfilled. 

We took a second to catch our breath. I told him that he needed to warn guys beforehand. He said warn? Okay not warn, but prepare. I didn’t think it was going to be that big. That’s when he reminded me that he never sent a dick pic. He concealed it with a shampoo bottle in his photo. “Why did I forget to ask for the dick pic?” Rookie mistake.

With my face down and ass up, he pulled me closer to him and kissed me as he fucked me from behind. Two stand out moments include him stopping mid thrust to say “Hey btw, thanks again for inviting me over. I’m having a really good time.” I laughed at that one. This guy was so sweet and I could tell he was good. The other moment came when he had me lying on my back and my legs pointed out. He grabbed them and spread them apart further and down, closer to the pillow just behind my head. It was like a Yoga session turned Porno. He held my legs apart by holding onto my feet. Leaning over me, I admired and I mean, ADMIRED, his physique. Sweat was everywhere on him. He was glistening. His two gold chains swinging just over my head. At one point, sweat from his forehead dripped onto my face landing on my nose. I did not mind one bit. This man was from LA. What part? I didn’t know. But in my mind, he was from Compton. He was some man and I was his girl. He was fucking me like the kids weren’t home. You know when a man is in it? Like thoroughly enjoying himself and appreciating it? That was exactly what this was. 

We ended up taking a break because the sex session was long and he was physically wiped. That’s when he asked if I wanted to take a walk. I was like “a walk??” I live here and even I never go out for no “walks.” I immediately said yes. 

We walked around a bit and then went to the liquour store. He purchased two Modelos because of course he did. We got back and watched some more of the game. He stayed to watch some more tv and I asked him curiously who he lived with. He told me to guess.

“Wife?” “Close.”

“Husband?” “NO!”

“Girlfriend?” He nodded. He looked ashamed.

I told him “Ok.” The mood changed but I mean that’s not my fault you’re cheating on your s/o. 

Today is the next day and he text my cell and sent me a picture of him working with some dogs at work. 

Him: Aye!

Me: Hey

Him: Mmm, just thinking about u. I was hoping I could see you this weekend...

Me: Ur funny. Yeah we should link up

Him: Definitely