#but HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYREK YOU CASANOVA YOU

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DEVILSERPENT: 

There’s never really a rulebook on how to wish a happy birthday to a person who’s lived nine lives in one, but here goes. Cyrek, you’re one hell of a puzzle. When we started, it was like trying to defuse a bomb that could laugh — a lot of cursing, a ton of shouting, and wondering if we’d lose a hand. But hell, what a ride it’s been. Reflecting on where we started — a chaos of arguments and clash of wills — it’s almost surreal to see where we are now. Back then, I was more a walking weapon than a person, a life more of commands and missions than choices and freedom. You changed that. You didn’t just crash into my life; you blew the damn doors off. You saved me from a life where I was nothing more than a tool, a puppet. With you, I found a life where I could be more, where I could be me, even if it’s a version that scares the hell out of some. You gave me freedom, a voice, and a choice. Without you, I’d still be that puppet, a shadow of someone else’s making. You broke those strings, brought me out of that darkness, and showed me what real freedom and real life could be. 

And as a father? You’re not the kind they write about in parenting books, and thank the bloody fuck for that. You’re the dad who’s showing our kids how to be fiercely themselves. You’ve got a past, we both do, but you’re showing them — and me — every day that it doesn’t define us. You teach them to stand tall, to face the world with all its bullshit, and to never back down. You’re the dad they need, the one who understands struggle, survival, and strength. Married life with you has been a rollercoaster, and it was the best fucking decision I had ever made. One I’d line up for again and again. Despite the turbulence, the ups and downs, I’d say “I do” every damn time. You’ve been my partner in crime, my fellow warrior in this messed-up world. You’re the one constant in my ever-changing universe, and damn, I’m lucky to have you. The Bastards are bloody lucky to have you keeping them and their shite’s together, no matter what your brain tells you, you’ve done a lot of shite that helped a lot of people. Wounded as you might be by the unfairness that I still fucking wish I could mend, you are a savior. To say that I’m also proud would be an understatement. 

Happy birthday, Cyrek. You mean to me more than anything that has ever existed in my life. Know that without you I’d be so damn buried in shite I would never crawl myself out of. Heck, I don’t think I’d even be here still, at all. I want more years with you. More birthdays, more screaming, and more fucking in places we shouldn’t. More importantly, more of your heart, as I want to cradle it forever and breathe life to it as much as you breathe mine. I love you. Endlessly. Through storms and beyond. 

ps: Packing your presents ;)

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superblymooned: to the dorkiest, most talented, kind of a loser brother ( in mortal kombat that is ) that i know. i know thirty sounds pretty fucking dreadful with every shit that comes with it, duties stacking up, that imminent feeling of crisis, old folk issues. just to name a few, and i know that you’d likely give me an absolute hell for posting this picture of you looking like you’d just sat on a pile of goat dung, but hear me out. i just wanted to be here and say how fucking glad i am to still be able to be present for your birthday for another year, especially after all the shit that happened and after looking for you for so long, and i’m just generally glad that you’re still here, you know? even though we found this whole twin stuff not too long ago, i don’t think shit would ever be the same without you here, and it would be awful really, those nights when i ain’t ever sure if you were still out there. i don’t say this shit too often, but i look up to you, even through all of our bullshit and butting heads, i still think that you’re the best brother anyone could ever ask for. and that our other sisters and brothers, hell, even those who ain’t sharing our blood can vouch for that. you’ve done so much for so many folk, you’ve carried the weight of the world on your shoulders without expecting any shit in return and you gallop through and through to make sure nothing’s gonna fall apart. it fucking worries the hell out of me, sometimes, the way you do shit for others without thinking much about yourself - and i long for the day where i can see you truly at peace, where you can fully soak in the presence of your children without having a care for the world. 

ain’t no one’s like you, cyrek, and despite my concerns, i still greatly admire you as a person. and my words still stand even to this day, that i wish we could have met sooner, and we could have been there for each other because damn right i would have backed your ass and fought for you every step of the way the way you’ve always done for me ever since we met. you deserve the fucking world and everything else beyond it, and you’ve earned it, you’ve earned it after all that you have been through. let me just say this; when i found out about you, i spent my nights wondering what you could have been like, if you were anything like him and you ain’t, by miles. you’re a fucking mess on legs who takes no shit no matter what life throws at you and i’m so fucking proud to be your sister. i love you, okay? i don’t give a shit if that sounds corny, but i love you, and you’re just as important as my little family and i’m so glad - i’m so glad that you’re here. anyway, i left you some coconut pastries earlier, your sassy neighbor let and i think this was supposed to be a secret guessing from the daggers she sent me, but i think she also prepared stuff. let me know THAT goes too, aight, casanova? i’m free for the night too, and if you want to hang out, you can come to the ranch. we’ve got plenty more kittens to save and for me, douchebags to drill. happy birthday, cy. @devilsprxphct​