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#but alas I won't believe in my body's ability to do that until I see it
dkettchen · 4 months
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#meme#homemade memes#cw dysphoria#trans#bones are stupid#cw dysphoria venting#waiting out current phase of transition changes to happen#(cause I got my dose raised again in april & am waiting for my next two surgeries & continuing tryna build muscle 😔)#hoping it'll get to a point eventually where the affirming bits are overpowering enough to ppl's perception#that I can dress the bits I can't change (like hips) in things that suit them#and do the whole embracing looking trans thing without worrying abt the misgendering#but alas I won't believe in my body's ability to do that until I see it#seeing as I still get lady-ed & unquestioningly she/her-ed 5 years into HRT + post two highly visible surgeries#+ fully dressed in men's clothes + sporting the shortest hair I've ever had -.-#cis ppl learn what transmascs look like & what that means for words you use on them challenge 2024- difficulty level: impossible apparently#I've had several ppl in the last few months that I literally TOLD I am trans/'it's he/him'/was clocked as trans by#who then STILL proceeded to misgender me anyway???#like what more can I do than literally straight up tell you????#I told a clinician who was looking at my knee the other month that I was trans (cause they always ask abt all meds n diagnoses)#and he misgendered me as a trans woman on his report like-#sir I am 5'4" and have a flat chest baby face and facial hair#and I was telling you abt how I've been on HRT for years and have had several Transgender Surgeries#you're a bone doctor you know how bones work and what their limitations are and you have functionning eyes#you should be able to put 2 and 2 together abt how this works even if you've never met a trans person holy fuck#(I wrote a complaint and they amended the report and sent me an apology meanwhile but still like- buddy wtf)
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Pillow Fight ...?
genre: sfw - fluff [1K wc]
members: yunho / san / mingi / wooyoung x you ft yeosang
warning: none
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"-and I told San that wearing that would really make him look short in pictures but did he listen? no, he didn't"
"I thought it would look cute!" defended San. Mingi just kept looking at him with a smug that he so wanted to wipe off. San's eyes almost saying 'say one more thing, i dare you' but in tiny.
"Atinys! Mingi's bullying me! Tell him Tinys, I looked good right?" whined San. Immediately the chat flew like rapid wind. It was literally half - half, one sided with Mingi to tease San further and the others cooed San so he won't pout anymore.
"I think I agree with Mingi on this one Atinys" you laughed, making San wail rather dramatically on his bed.
"you two are so mean...this is why you're best-friends with YunGi! meanies"
"I'm just better at fashion than you" said Mingi, full of confidence. Well deserved confidence honestly. Recently, Mingi made headlines for days on end when he uploaded the series of street casual photos, wearing his grey fit. Song Mingi was born a model.
The room went silent and the 3 of you continued to read the chat, addressing the casual 'i love you's' and 'please say hi to_'s comments.
"Everyone, Wooyoung just texted me he's wearing my birthday merch nightwear" spoke San, looking up from his phone into the camera, "Jung Wooyoung, are you watching me? I don't believe you"
5 minutes later and the hotel room busted open with a screaming Wooyoung charging towards his best-friend San, a heavy pillow in hand and ready to take down what seemed to be his mortal enemy. Wooyoung striked fast and hard that he sent San flying to the side, earning a yell in return.
San of course, did not back down. He quickly grabbed whatever pillow nearby and fought back a small yet satan's spawn Wooyoung. San's arm workout was paying off. His ability to keep hitting with consistency was impressive.
The fight started off with declared wars between the offense and the defense, until you stepped in. You tried to come in between WooSan since they were still in the middle of doing a live stream. Alas, it was the wrong move. The two of them ganged up on you and challenged you.
"if you can bring us down..." started San
"we'll be your slaves for a whole month" of course satan's spawn would say that. Even San whacked his head to his left, with a look questioning 'why the hell would you bet that you idiot!'. But Wooyoung being Wooyoung, he was a cocky one. He was sure WooSan was going to win against you.
That was until you flipped your head to face him, with a psycho smile and tackled little Wooyoung to the floor, wrestling him for what seemed like forever victory. You kept punching his sides as hard as you could and sure he was fighting back, but he couldn't help himself to a giggle fest as if he was being tickled.
"keep laughing like this you lil shit and i will make sure it'll be your alarm tone every 5am!!" you proclaimed, fully slamming your body to him, only for him to yell,
"NEVER!!" it was a wonder how none of the next room people didn't come to complain, "Choi San! Avenge me!!"
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"
"BRING IT ON SHORT MOUNTAIN!!"
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At the sound of heavy footsteps, the manager turned around and finally sighed relief seeing Yunho, "thank goodness you came Yunho-yah"
Yunho just laughed when he walked further in, taking the state of his members and you sprawled out on top of each other in rather questionable positions.
"What happened here? It looks like an exploded mine-field" he laughed, shaking his head.
"Wooyoung started a pillow fight mid live streaming out of nowhere" replied the manager. He sounded bewildered but has come to accept it.
"Of course it Wooyoung. It's always Wooyoung" said Yunho, thinking 'not surprised'. Wooyoung has a special bond with Yunho and acted more like a little yet mischievous brother around Yunho. Sometimes he would bite people out of nowhere. Yunho thinks it's something he learned from San - monkey see monkey do.
The tall teddy bear squated down near you and poked your cheeks trying to wake you up.
*poke* *poke* *poke*
You only returned an unconscious groan, upset that your sleep was being disturbed.
"Hey sleepyhead. Wake up, let's go sleep in our room"
When you continued to sleep, he placed his arm around your back and under your waist to hoist you up and carry you bridal style back to your shared room. He laid you down, kissed your forehead and let sleep take over him too.
Morning came and Yunho needed you awake since he couldn't eat breakfast by himself. He missed the morning call with the members since he was so deep in sleep as if he was the one involved in the pillow fight last night. He thought of different ways he could wake you up but settled on being sweet instead. "Hey! Wake up" whisper-yelled Yunho sounding a little mumbled since he was peppering kisses all over you. He knew he'd get in trouble for it but he didn't care yet.
"If you don't go and brush your teeth first, its war Jung Yunho"
All hairs on him stood up and he felt fear run through his veins at the sound of you being awake and that was the first thing you said to him.
"Ma'am yes ma'am" He was not taking risks. He knew you wouldn't hurt him but he had enough respect to your preferences. Plus he also liked it when you were a bit bossy around him. You silently laughed. Your trick works every time.
-- Bonus Epilogue --
"Guys ... did Mingi just disappear into thin air?" - Atinys
Back to when the pillow fight first started. Mingi sneakily escaped the perimeters and immediately dialed for help.
"Yeosang! Please come pick me up, I'm scared"
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