#but also i have to rebuild discipline and scheduling cuz ive lost the habit lol

[kummatty]

I hate feeling like time is not mine . I knew living at home would be like this bc there's various schedules and I don't understand anything in my mom's kitchen - it clutters my mind and makes it hard to feed myself and im left at the mercy of her food or she's like why don't u cook for all of us - and I can't say no to my sister and ofc my mom has a revolving door of guests staying for the next few weeks, im hoping it gets better when I "move into" the little annex to the house but either way I rly have to assert my own schedule and needs instead of being swept away