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icewindandboringhorror · 5 years

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maybe is very Bigg Nerd of me but I absolutely love when it gets to this time of year and I sit down and reorganize my goals, write up a new schedule, make a to-do list for the next year, discard/donate everything I’m not using, etc. etc. It’s jost.. Refreshinge.. despite the fact that no matter how much planning I do I’m always going to have functioning issues and other factors inhibiting me lol, it’s still like, Well Hey At Least I’m Trying, And I Love To Organize Shelves Babey

#especialy since by the end of the year everything is a mess and i have like 700 random sticky notes everywhere and etc etc #not that i dont try to reorganize things during the actual year as well but..sometimes things still arent as organized as i want #them to be or need them to be to function properly. I still have trouble finding a schedule i can manage with me also being so chronically #exhausted all the time like.. i wake up tired and often feel so tired i end up taking a nap during the day or something #which is super poo poo doo doo in terms of actually being productive and keeping on task. so I'll try out lots of different #sleeping/waking schedules and daily task blocks and ways to organize things and etc. but other than that i dont dramatically shift my #focus (except for this year when like.. midway through the year i was like 'im dedicating most of my time to making a game now for no #reason' lmao.. but like.. OTHER THAN THAT #i usually set like five main goals for each year.. and rrarely even finish more than three of them because again.. chronic sleepby #but its still good to always be able to refocus and know what i should be working towards. and this year i may categorize things a bit #differently into more divisions so that things seem less daunting #but anyway.... lov to ... organize.. prepare... refreshe.. clean out stuff #i usually clean out my social media too lol like.. I sell everyhting I'm not using in my inventory on gaia and i clear out all my tumblr #likes and unfollow unactive blogs and unsubscribe to youtube channels and delete all the old drafts i know I'll never actually post #and also my computer like.. i have so many old screencaps and stuff im never going to use so I delete those and backup my computer onto #an external harddrive and transfer keepsake things over to a usb (like.. stuff that I do indeed want to keep but tha I'm not actively using #like old pictures of me or something) etc. etc. It's so satisfying to delete like 20GB of stuff off your computer in one sitting lol #I delete everything on my phone and forcequit and clear the cache on all apps etc. etc.#Nice... Soothing... obviously that astuff is less important than setting actual life goals and stuff but i like to do it also #i think because my thoughts are so scattered and anxious and disorganized constantly i like to overcompensate by being externally almost #over-organized like.. since I'm always getting 800 ideas a second and panicking or unable to stay awake for long periods of time or etc.#and it's harder for me to function. I look for ways to make it as EASY for me as possible to function when I can. like even on a bad day i #have a higher chance of getting stuff done if I've laid it all out for myself and everything is neat than if it's not. even if it doesnt alw #ays help.. over-organizing at least enables it to be easier for me when I am struggling. And I'm definitely not neat like.. i have stink #handwriting and i dont like colorcode cute little notes and i cant afford fancy tape and 6$ packs of deco stickers or etc lol but like.. i #do my best with my own little system of paper taped to my wall and etc #I dont want to give the illusion I'm actually like.. Super Clean Neat Perfect Organization Inspo lol.. i'm.. still very messy outwardly but #internally I reast easier knowing I made a bunch of lists and cleared things from my computer and have some notebook paper goals taped to #the wall lol.. anyway... aaaAAAA... organize... time

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