#but atp im wasting unnecessary $ on them since they dont last as long as they once used to | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

peachiyyy · 2 years

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on another note, i have to stop getting acrylic nails fr now bc my last & current set broke/is breaking off quicker than they usually do bc my natural nails can’t handle it anymore i guess. The only problem is that i’ve been using them as a source to look and feel more feminine so now i’m questioning my entire self and connection to womanhood. My natural nails don’t grow nicely but either way it doesn’t matter bc I can’t keep my natural nails long since I immediately start scratching myself and create bruises and painful open wounds on my skin.

#personal #im going to get manicures sure but they wont look as good as they do on other women bc 1) cant keep my natural nails long for the reason #stated above #2) my eczema usually hits my hands / fingers the worst and when theyre gone it looks like my skins been burned kind of #and i wouldnt really go out of my way to say i have feminine looking hands 😭 which is why i always get acrylics #but atp im wasting unnecessary $ on them since they dont last as long as they once used to #extremely superficial and vain i know but i feel like a big part of my femininity is being taken away from me and ive been dwelling #on it for a few weeks now #maybe i should journal about this instead…

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