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#but god imagine being seb in this au!!! you get to wake up next to this majestic beast....
skitskatdacat63 · 6 months
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“Amore et Timore” - King Fernando I “El Animoso”
#*why is it that when I write tags that are genuinely imporant and wordy it always doesnt save UGH#well. ill try and rewrite them.#hahaha I bring you curly haired king Fernando!!(mostly for cofi)#2011 monza gp core Fernando that gripped us all by the throat right?? right????#also i hope that his hair doesn't appear red to you like it did to me on my pc??? its brown I assure you#anyways! historical context for nerds like me:#'el animoso'(the spirited) comes from Philip V of course#it was apparently bestowed on him bcs of his perseverance and unwavering fervor in battle#and is that not the most Fernando coded thing youve ever heard?????#'Amore et Timore'(through love and fear) however comes from Joseph I#whom seb is partially based on but i thought his Latin motto fit Nando way better so here we are#philip v didn't have a motto as far as i could tell so that's why I stole Joseph's#but i do think the motto for the Spanish kingdom fits Fernando's career pretty well?#'A solis ortu usque ad occasum'(from sunrise to sunset) and i think that suits Fernando's 'longest f1 career ever' p well#anyways I sent a sketch of this to cofi the other day like yeah I probably wont finish this#and now here i am on 5 am on a tuesday grinning manically sleep deprived like HERE YOU GO#i think he looks very cute in this!!! i really did a lot of work on his eyelashes...very important detail to me#he kinda accidentally looks like Louis XIV unfortunately#but thats down to his hair I think. it looks a lot more like the traditional wig style from then compared to what I typically draw#but god imagine being seb in this au!!! you get to wake up next to this majestic beast....#seb would have this painting framed over his bed or something. i mean who wouldn't????#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#f1 fanart#formula 1 fanart#catie.art.#boy king au
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consultingcriminal · 3 years
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My brain is going like ✨too fast✨ so have some shorter prompts before I spam the longer ones whOOPS.
-Fake dating for a job?? Except Sebastian is way too in love to handle things and Jim is oblivious and just thinks Seb's a good actor.
-JIM TAGGING ALONG WHEN SEB GOES TO DO SNIPER THINGS AND GETS ALL IMPRESSED AND MAYBE FLUSTERED PSJFKS
-VAMPIRE JIM ORIGINALLY HIRING SEB FOR EAST BLOOD ACCESS (with Seb's consent ofc)
-Jim never noticing Seb being not straight until he literally sees a fucking pride flag in the sniper's room PSHFJSJ
-Sebastian's commentary during the pool scene and Jim trying not to tell him to shut up or laugh.
-PIRATE!JIM AND SIREN!SEBASTIAN that's it that's the prompt
-Role reversal AU??? Except Sebastian acts the same and so does Jim they just got jobs reversed? If that. Makes sense.
-Soulmate AU except it's that Tik Tok one where whatever song stuck in Person A's head plays for Person B. Idk seems interesting with Jim being all Music™ and Seb probably listening to like "Mii Channel theme but *insert wrong thing*".
FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUU I'M LEGIT SO EXCITED TO ANSWER ALL THIS
*cracks knuckles*
LET US BEGIN
AAAHHHHHH MY POOR HEART
SO IMAGINE SEBASTIAN AND JIM ON A DATE AND SEBASTIAN IS GAZING LOVINGLY IN HIS EYES AND JUST ENJOYING THE BITS FROM THIS MISSION BECAUSE HE KNOWS HE CAN NEVER EVER HAVE JIM BECAUSE HE'S SO DISTANT AND UNINTERESTED. MEANWHILE JIM IS JUST GETTING BRAINWRECKED AND FEELS LIKE SHIT BECAUSE SEB IS SUCH A GOOD ACTOR AND HE CAN NEVER BE WITH SEB BECAUSE THINGS JUST SHOULDN'T GO THAT WAY, THEY'RE TWO DUMB MORONS PINING AFTER EACH OTHER BUT KEEPING THEIR DISTANCE BECAUSE GOD FORBID THAT THE OTHER HAS A SINGLE IDEA OF THEIR FEELINGS AND THEY'LL DEFINITELY MOCK EACH OTHER, BECAUSE THAT'S JUST HOW THEY ARE. Sebastian gets into a fight with Jim one day after they were out *acting* together, because Jim got angry and he risked his life just for an adrenaline rush. Sebastian then starts shouting and then Jim starts yelling too and then Sebastian is like: Because I love you. Meanwhile Jim goes like: Oh. Jim wants to believe it, he does for a second, but he can't, he won't, because Sebastian is angry and he chose to mock him and he gets angrier and laughs at Sebastian and berates him, trying to show him that him joking with Jim's feelings had no effect. Sebastian's heart breaks, it wasn't worth it after all. So then Jim leaves out to seek some company and Sebastian goes out to get himself drunk, both doing the things they best do to try and get out of their heads but end up hurting the most in the morning. Jim gets back home first and goes to sleep again. Sebastian then comes in all rowdy and sleep deprived and probably has lost contact with planet earth and faints on the kitchen floor. Jim hears the noise and goes to check out the noise and sees him and then helps him to the bed and takes care of him. Tomorrow morning Sebastian wakes up and then he sees Jim sleeping next to him and he starts sleepy crying and tries to push him off the bed and he starts mumbling/whispering nonsense at why Jim always jokes with his feelings and then Jim is like wait you weren't joking? Sebastian gives a bitter laughter and then goes like no, no Jim. You are an idiot have I ever told you that? So then they're happy lil beebyes. Everyone lives happily ever after. The end.
Prompt 2 upcoming...
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sinner-as-saint · 5 years
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Home With You
Mob! Seb AU
Part 1   Part 2   Part 3   Part 4   Part 5   Part 6   Part 7
 Part 8.
 Run-through: After having gone through hell, the mob boss finally finds his solace.
 Themes: angst, fluff, mentions of death, smut, mentions of violence, gore scenes and death
 ALL TAG LISTS ARE OPEN. 
A/N: Here we go, one last time…
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  He was numb, and regretted with all his heart that he wasn’t here when you woke up. 
 Sebastian didn’t know how to react to the fact that you sat on the bed, surrounded by doctors, with a faint smile on your face as they filled you in with what happened to you and your recovery from here on.
 He felt every emotion at the same time, like a giant wave crashing down upon him. He was relieved, yet scared. He felt as though the entire world around him had come to a halt, and the only thing he could focus on was the little nod you gave the doctors as they congratulated you on waking up and fighting through it all.
They were saying something along the lines of it being a miracle and Sebastian could barely hear them.
Within a few seconds, you spotted him by the door, and your smile magnified. The doctors turned to him as well, and they had reassuring smiles on their faces.
There were three of them, two of who walked out as soon as he walked in. The one who stayed, along with the nurse, was checking the monitors and writing down stuff.
Everything seemed to be happening in slow motion. One second he was by the door, and the next he was approaching you; cautiously.
He was afraid that this was another one of his torturous dreams, and that he would wake up and find that you were still lying on the bed – unmoving.
Only, it wasn’t.
 You extended your weak arm towards him and he reluctantly took it. Once he held your hand, he could no longer stop the tears.
They flowed uncontrollably and silently down his face.
 He tightened his grip around your knuckles, as if testing if you were real or just a fragment of his imagination.
And he soon found out that you were very real.
 He stared at your face, and your bright smile and he couldn’t believe his eyes. After so many days, you had finally woken up. You were here, with him. You didn’t leave him like everyone said you most likely would.
Without saying a word, he sat on the edge of the bed. Just like he normally would, the only difference was that now; you were awake.
 He watched how your other hand, which still had the IV attached to it, reached out and gently wiped away his tears.
Your hand wasn’t cold anymore. And he leaned into your touch and thanked God quietly as he felt the warmth of your hand against his face.
You gently cradled his face in your hand as you inched closer to him.
 “You badly need a trim,” you whispered, chuckling faintly as you ran your fingers through his now long hair. Despite your head still being a little foggy, you could tell that he hadn’t been taking care of himself.
 He closed his eyes and allowed his tears to fall. The mob boss didn’t care who saw him crying, you were back now, and that’s all he cared about.
 He sniffled and brought your hand to his lips, kissing your knuckles and thanking God countless times.
 “You were gone for three weeks, and that’s the first thing you tell me when you wake up?” he asked, fresh tears forming along his water line.
His eyes were red, caused by the many sleepless nights he had spent alongside you – worrying about your well-being.
His ocean blue eyes looked into yours, and all your pain was forgotten.
 You leaned in and placed a soft kiss on his cheek, his beard tickled your skin as you did. He sighed and closed his eyes again.
“There’s so much I need to tell you. So much happened, while you weren’t here, and I-,”
You cut him off.
 “I was here, Seb. I heard you, every day. I heard everything you told me. About Chris, and Connor and… Liana. I know you got me flowers all the time, and told me that I was rude and that I should at least say ‘thank you’. I’m sorry, I couldn’t say it then, but I really liked it. I’m sure the flowers were pretty,”
He chuckled while you spoke, softly.
 “I heard you as you complained about your work, and I even heard you snoring at night. I heard everything, Seb. I- I just couldn’t find my way back to you. I wanna go home now, with you,” you placed your head on his broad shoulder and he inched closer to circle his arms around you carefully.
You spoke slower than usual.
His ran his hand up and down your back lazily.
 “Don’t ever leave me again, promise me,” he asked, kissing the top of your head.
 “I won’t. I promise,” you whispered in the crook of his neck. The warmth of your breath ignited a spark inside him, and he was happier than ever.
 When he felt you tightening your grip around his torso, his world suddenly seemed brighter. He felt as though he had been trapped in a dark room all this time, and now, out of nowhere someone flipped the switch and granted him the light he needed, and craved so much.
With you awake, responsive and so alive in his arms; the mob boss felt stronger. He felt complete. You were here now, everything made much more sense.
 ---
 The doctors suggested that you spend a couple more days, under observation, at the hospital. You were weak, and your body was stiff and you needed to get over the shock before they could allow you to go home.
For the following 3-4 days, Sebastian was the happiest he had ever been. His girl was back, and he gets to bring her home after so many days.
 He had people clean the house, made sure everything was in order. He indeed got the trim he so badly needed, then proceeded to come and show you his new hair. It was still longer than before, but it suited him. A lot actually.
You laughed and asked him to do a spin and show it off better. He, very grumpily, did. And made you swear not to ever mention it again, to anyone – not even Chris.
  ---
 By the third day, you were feeling much better. Sebastian helped you walk around; to get you used to moving your limbs which had been resting still for so many days.
And he was extremely not cooperative when the nurses told him that he wasn’t allowed to be in room while they gave you a sponge bath.
You had to suppress your laughter while you watched a grown man in a dark suit argue with two middle aged woman about how he should be allowed to make sure ‘everything was okay’ and how he should not have to leave the room because you were girlfriend.
 After he reluctantly left, the women told you that you were very lucky that he loved you that much. You smiled and told them you were very grateful for having him in your life.  
After all, he was all you had. He was your everything too.
 ---
Sebastian was ecstatic when the doctors finally told him that he could bring you home. You had never seen that big of a smile on his face before.
The doctors told him it would take some time for you to figure everything out, and get back to how things initially were.
He understood, and promised that he would take things slow.
  In the ride back home, he would stop asking if you were fine, comfortable or if you needed anything. It felt like he was dealing with a child.
 “I’m okay, babe, don’t worry,” you reassured him and watched how his ears got red, and so did the apples of his cheeks.
His entire face flushed.
 You chuckled, holding his hand firmly as it was lazily placed on your lap.
 “I just- I want to make sure everything’s alright. With you, with us,” he spoke and brought your intertwined hands to his lips and kissed the back of your hand.
There was a white patch on it, under which was the wound caused by the IV.
 “We’re alright, Seb. We’re fine, we’ll be okay. Don’t worry so much,”
 He smiled at your words and proceeded to tell you how happy he was that you were going back home with him.
He looked like a little kid; excited as if he was bringing home his best friend.
 Truth is, he was.
   ---
Days went on.
And you were happily back on track. You had adjusted pretty quickly to everything, and you used your social media to catch up on everything you missed.
 Sebastian was of great help, of course, the man barely left your side. He made sure you ate properly, and David came by often and helped with your physiotherapy, to help your stiff joints.
You were getting better and better, and Sebastian was happier than anyone to hear about your progress.
  As much as he could, Sebastian avoided talking about Connor and Liana, but somehow, you managed to bring it up once.
You asked about them, but he still refused to tell you about the horrifying details.
 “They’re gone, okay? You don’t have to worry about them, baby, just focus on getting better, I-,”
 You sighed.
 “I am better, Seb, it’s been two weeks. I’m fine. I just want to know what you did to them, it’s r-,”
 “Killed them, threw their bodies in lakes, no big deal,” he cut you off and answered nonchalantly.
 Surprisingly, you didn’t react.
It did hurt to hear that the man you once thought as being your father, was now at the bottom of some lake. Dead. Alone. Left there without a proper funeral.
And Liana, the one you once considered to be a close friend. She was also dead and lying at the bottom of a lake somewhere. Not cared for.
It hurt for a moment, you were human after all, and unlike Sebastian; you weren’t used to this. But once the recollection of what they did to you settled in, what they did to Sebastian and to your real parents – a little voice in your head whispered that they probably deserved what fate had in store for them.
 You just nodded. At Sebastian, and at your conscience.
 Well, at least they were gone for good.
  ---
 You noticed that Sebastian was still being very careful around you. He held you like you were the most brittle thing in the world, or that he was scared he would break you.
Right now, he assisted you as you got out of the shower, wrapped in your bathrobe. He stood outside as he waited for you to step out.
 “God Y/N, you took so long in there. I thought you fell or something,” his voice showed his worry.
You had barely stepped out of the shower completely that he began questioning you.
 You laughed and shook your head.
 “I’m not made of glass, Seb. I’m fine, you need to stop worrying so much, really,” you spoke as you got your hair out of the twisted towel.
 Your wet locks fell down your back and Sebastian walked up to you and wrapped his hands around you. He kissed the side of your face and looked at you through the mirror in front of which you were standing.
 “Don’t ever leave me,” he spoke, his voice small and gentle. You noticed that he said that quite a lot these days. He wrap his arms around you at different times during the day and would whisper the exact same words, all the time.
You turned around in his arms and faced him, cupping his face in your hands as you placed your lips on his.
He immediately responded by moving his mouth with yours. His hands gripped your waist and one of them easily slipped past the slit of the robe and traced imaginary shapes on your hip bone.
You missed this.
You missed him, and his touch.
And he knew.
But he believed he would hurt you.
  Your hands travelled to his hair and you ran your fingers through it, as you walked the two of you towards the bed.
You sensed that he was holding back. He was, again, being very gentle.
 When the back of his legs hit the edge of the bed, Sebastian broke the kiss abruptly and pulled away. His face showed that he was worried, for nothing, again.
 “Baby, are you hurt? I’m so s-,”
 “Will you just shut up and fuck me? Jesus fucking Christ, Seb! I’m fine! Just-,”
 He didn’t even let you complete your sentence. Having heard what you wanted, all he wanted to do was to please you, all while being gentle of course.
 Sebastian carefully pushed you down on the bed and climbed on top of you, untying your dark grey bathrobe in the process.
He immediately dipped his head down and gave you a deep kiss, tongue slipping past your lips while his hands lazily rubbed up and down your sides.
His hands were warm against your still, somewhat, damp body.
He pulled back and saw the hunger in your eyes. Truth be told, he was eager to have you as well. He had been for so many days, but he was scared.
 His hands ran along your legs and he settled in between them, arms wrapped around your thighs as his face got dangerously close to your damp core.
You whimpered as each puff of air he breathed out fanned against your wet folds and sent shivers down your spine.
 He watched how your back immediately arched off the bed as soon as his mouth made contact with your sensitive spot.
A quiet moan escaped your lips when his tongue circled your clit; eyes closing as each stroke of his tongue felt like ecstasy.
Your hands grabbed onto the blanket under you as Sebastian’s mouth worked wonder on you. His lips rubbed against your folds relentlessly as each sound you made fueled his passion.
You bucked your hips against his mouth gently, moaning as you coated the lower half of his face with your arousal.
 Your thighs tensed as the pleasure washed over you again and again with each stroke of his tongue. It didn’t take you long to reach your release.
Soon, you gushed out all over his lips. Cursing and whimpering under his touch as he kissed his way up your body.
He very briefly took one of your nipples in his mouth, swirling his tongue around it and soon shifted his attention to the other one.
His actions got hastier as he dipped his head back into the crook of your neck again, nibbling on the skin at your throat and collar bones.
 He was just as impatient as you were.
 “Baby, tell me if I hurt you, okay?” he panted at the shell of your ear and waited until you nodded. Once you did, he lowered his sweatpants just enough to free his excited member.
You moaned as soon as you felt it; hard and firm, against your inner thigh. Sebastian chuckled.
 “Needy for me, huh?” he teased, nibbling on the spot right beneath your ear; knowing very well that it was your weak spot.
 You whined in response and he chuckled again – staring into your eyes.
He stared for a bit too long so your hand reached out and touched his face, stroking his cheek affectionately.
“What?” you asked, the look he gave you was different.
It was comforting, loving. Providing you a sense of belonging – there in his arms.
 “Nothing, I love you. I’m so in love with you, and I’m scared that– please don’t leave me. You’re my everything, Y/N,” his words immediately brought tears in your eyes.
 You leaned in and placed our lips on his, sealing the promise that you wouldn’t leave him.
 “I love you, too Seb. A lot,” you whispered against his lips and he wasted no time in pushing his length inside of you.
You sensed a warmth engulfing both you and him, wrapping around you like an invisible shelter – promising a sanctuary. One you wouldn’t find anywhere else.
 He filled you up, and watched how your face frowned in pleasure. He searched for any signs of discomfort, but when he found none; he sped up into you.
 Your hands gripped his shoulder for support as your body moved against his perfectly. Your legs circled his waist and locked behind his lower back.
Each stroke of his member allowed you to feel all of him. His scent infiltrated your mind and soon, that was all you could focus on.
His cologne, mixed with the faint scent of his shower gel. He smelt divine.
 You panted and groaned along with him each time you matched his thrust; body moving against his like a rag doll.
 He pounded into while whispering how much he loved you in your ear, telling you how lonely he felt when you weren’t here, how much he missed you and how he will keep you safe for the rest of your life.
All the sparks, the warmth, the emotions and the pleasure – all at once became too much to handle and soon, you were riding the waves of euphoria.
Walls clenching around him as you let go; moaning his name out loud and whimpering in pleasure as he grunted at how good you felt and how much he had missed this; missed you.
  -
 After going at it for quite a while, the two of you just collapsed onto the bed and snuggled under the covers – panting and sweating, but worth it.
Sebastian’s hands circled around you and he pulled you into his side, kissing the top of your head and sighing in satisfaction.
Out of nowhere, he chuckled.
 “What’s so funny?” you asked, voice still hoarse from your past actions. You tangled your bare legs with his quietly winced at the soreness between your hips.
“Just thinking about the time when I had to literally chase you around the country because you wouldn’t stop fucking running away from me,” he chuckled again.
You scoffed, and smiled at the memory.
 “Well, you did threaten me by placing a gun to my face. You poured hot wax on me, Seb, who wouldn’t run away?” you giggled at the memory.
He turned to look at you in fake disbelief.
 “Oh shut up, you liked it,” he argued and kissed your forehead. Hands lazily hovering over your skin, you sighed in the comfort of his touch.
 “You remember the note you left me? I was so scared of you then,” you laughed at the memory.
 He inched closer and gave you a quick peck on the cheek.
“And now?” he asked, his baby blue eyes looking in yours.
 “And now you’re my safe place. My sanctuary. You’re my home, Seb,”
  ---
  Weeks went on and your relationship with the mob boss kept flourishing. You did have certain situations where you had your differences. Sebastian had this habit of looking out for you and sometimes, it could get suffocating.
But, just like any other couple, you faced your highs and your lows together – promising each other that no matter what happens, you’ll figure out a way to handle it.
 Sebastian, along with Chris, soon got back to his work. All was going smoothly, until one day.
 You were playing around on your phone while Sebastian made dinner. By dinner he meant wine and grilled cheese. Your favorite as you had been loving cheese lately.
 As you scrolled through your calendar, you realized that you hadn’t marked the date you last had your period.
A wave of panic washed over you. And you sat there, frozen on the kitchen stool. Your thoughts were racing and it felt like you were going to pass out any time soon.
 You told Seb you were going to use the bathroom, and on your way there, you searched the bathroom drawers for the two pregnancy tests you had kept just in case.
Your heart pounded as you took both.
 You waited for a while, allowing it time to process the sample and then you finally checked both of them.
Two lines.
You were pregnant.
 Holy shit.
  You paced around in front of the bathroom mirror, making a mental plan of how you would break the news to Sebastian. Would he be happy?
Was the timing alright?
Is it too soon to have a b-
 “Babe? You in there? What’s taking so long?” your always too worried boyfriend yelled from outside, interrupting your overthinking session.
 Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
Screw the plan.
 Your heart pounded even more as you twisted the handle and opened the door. Stepping out of the bathroom, you found Sebastian standing in the middle of the room.
You knew that both of you thought about that time when you threw up blood and lied to him. But there was no lying this time.
 “Did you throw up again? Y/N, are you okay? Should I call David a-,”
You cut him off
 “I’m pregnant,” was all you said and you watched how it took him some time to process the words you spoke.
He just stared at you, lips parted as he looked like he was in shock.
 “My period’s late, and I just took two tests in there. I’m so pregnant. Seb, baby, I know it’s too soon for us to even consider having a baby and I-,”
 He cut you off by walking over to where you were standing and placed his lips on yours. All your worries went away as fast as they came when he held your face gently in his hand.
When Sebastian pulled away, you noticed how glossy his eyes had become. His blue eyes sparkled as he spoke.
 “Shh, this is perfect. You’re perfect, baby, thank you so much. Jesus, I’m gonna be a dad. Babe, I don’t know how to do anything around babies. I should hide my guns, oh God, do we need a bigger house? Baby, I-,”
Your tears fell as he went on and on, and rambled until you cut him off.
 “Hey, calm down. And don’t worry, the baby won’t be here for a while now. We’re fine, Seb, we’re gonna be okay, we have plenty of time. You’re gonna be a great dad,” you reassured him while he wiped away your tears as they kept falling.
 “That’s my baby in there?” he asked, softly as he placed his hand on your tummy. You nodded with tears in your eyes.
 Sebastian let out a little laugh as he looked down. He was a dad now. He had a baby on the way. And he was more than happy that he’ll get to share this part of his life with you.
 “When will it show?” he asked, suddenly very interested in your belly as he caressed the skin with the palm of his hand and you chuckled as you ran your hand through his now slightly longer hair.
He had been growing it since you once told him that you liked it better that way.
 “It’ll take time for the bump to show, Seb,” you laughed at how clueless he was. Then you realized than due to the nature of his work, he must have been so disconnected from the more ‘normal’ side of life.
He never got to see how beautiful it was to start a family, and watch the life you helped create grow inside someone you love.
He never had this before. But he was going to now, and you were more than happy that you got to give him that.
 Sebastian kissed you again, after which he promised to keep you and his baby safe and sound.
 ---
  And so began the life you had always dreamt of, with the one you loved the most in the world. Life with Sebastian was blissful.
It was everything you had ever dreamt of, and more. Ups and downs, moments spent with him which you would cherish until your last breath. Vacations, and arguments over your baby’s name and your sudden cravings.
And more arguments over names after you found out that you were having twins. A boy and a girl. Sebastian became more protective than ever.
 On some days, he could be the biggest baby you had ever seen. And on other days, watching him run around trying to deal with your mood swings soon became the funniest thing you had ever witnessed.
 Every night, he would wake up even with the slightest movement you made. If you woke up to use the bathroom, he’d wake up and sit on the edge of the bed and waited until you were back in bed before sleeping again.
 While asleep, he soon developed this habit of caressing your baby bump whenever he pleased.
 Sometimes, you both would just look at each other and smile. Not a word was said – but so much was shared through that one smile.
All the hard times which went by, and the ones to come; you both knew that as long as the other one was there, you’d make it through hell and back.
You knew that no matter what, you’d always find a way back to each other. Back to the safety of one another’s arms.
Back home, with each other.
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 A/N: I’m crying.
Thank you to each and every one who made it till the end of this series. Thank you for each like. Each comment. Each re-blog and each ask you sent. Thank you for encouraging this.
This is it. This is the last part of the ‘Back For You’ series. Thank you for loving it as much as I did. This is the first series I have ever written, but definitely not the last.
The love you all showed to this series means a lot to me. I adore you. Each one of you. Thank you again!
Love,
Your friendly, neighborhood Sinner.
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jcmorgenstern · 5 years
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This World Inverted!SebJon headcanon?
o o ooo hmmm that’s a good one!
ok this is a lot harder than generic seb headcanons but ill try! It may be more of an AU tho because there’s soooo much you can do with it
I kind of imagine Sebastian is Jonathan’s hot Milton TA who wears tight-fitting sweaters and always has tea in class and young obnoxious Eng Lit major Jonathan doesn’t know whether to spend his time arguing with the professor (who is infinitely more qualified than him and done with his edgy satan-stanning shit) or drooling over his TA
It’s kind of an equal split
He’s obnoxious as hell and no one really likes him
A few years after he scrapes a B out of that class (could have done better if he didn’t spend so much time staring at his TA’s cardigan or misconstruing the essay prompts to talk about how Lucifer Was Right All Along) he runs into Hot TA Sebastian at a grad student party
They have a very messy hook up
Jonathan wakes up the next morning on Maia’s couch and, after a lot of complaining about his hangover, asks “so can you text a guy after blowing him in a gross bathroom stall and throwing up immediately afterwards”
Maia tells him he’s a lightweight
He is
bless his little soul
he has the soul of a Demon Boi but none of the constitution
He texts Sebastian anyway. something along the lines of “sorry for throwing up your dick was great wanna get coffee”
Sebastian leaves him on read for like 10 hours
Then says yes
They hook up in the coffee shop bathroom which isn’t even a thing and all the other customers hate them for taking up the bathroom for like 20 minutes
Sebastian spends a lot of time wondering a) how his life came to this and b) why a natural ginger would bleach the fuck out of his hair
They spend the rest of Jonathan’s undergraduate degree being casual booty call/more than friends with benefits/those Lit majors that walk around their apartment naked writing poetry at 3 am while extremely high
Also are each other’s casual dates to parties etc
UNTIL Jonathan invites Sebastian to the Garroway-Fairchild-Morgenstern Thanksgiving dinner because he’s DESPERATE and god Oskar won’t stop pestering him for grandchildren and Maia told him to fuck off when he asked and Jonathan promises Sebastian all kinds of wild sexual favors in return
They are extremely loud and Clary wants to murder both of them.
Feelings are admitted while both are drunk on turkey
In case this is not a universal experience, whatever they treat turkeys with in the US tends to act as a mild sedative and makes you really sleepy if you eat a lot. That could honestly be an urban legend idk.
Jonathan spends the rest of the visit being obnoxiously couply, sitting in Sebastian’s lap, holding hands, kissing, EVERYTHING. disgusting levels of PDA. Hugging. CLINGY. Mushy Shakespeare quotes, EVERYTHING.
Sebastian pretends to be embarrassed but really he loves it.
He does not tell the story of how they met mostly because of the alcohol, vomiting, and the blow job.
He lies and says they met at a grad fair presentation. This is a filthy lie, Jonathan has never been to anything even remotely like a grad fair.
None of Jonathan’s parents really buy it but they nod along anyways.
Sebastian seems like a nice boy, doesn’t he? He must mean well.
Adele and Granville pencil them in for a Spring wedding. Clary thinks the PDA is gross. Jon and Seb are too infatuated and gross-couple-y to notice either.
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hithelleth · 7 years
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The Originals 4 x 05 “I Hear You Knocking”
I knew Sofya was up to no good! So, she wants revenge (what for we still have to learn) against the Mikaelsons (I assume.) And now she has a weapon that can kill an original, a thorn of a plant grown for Marcel’s blood, which Klaus himself unwittingly provided. Oh, the irony.
(Is the thorn deadly because of Marcel’s venomous super-hybrid blood – though I think only his venom is deadly, not blood – or is it a whole new level of deadly due to a combo if Marcel’s blood and the Hollow’s power? I think the latter.)
Anyway, obviously Klaus doesn't want to kill Marcel. And not just because mercy was necessary to prevent the Hollow gaining power from it, as he claimed.
Elijah, of course, figured it out. Although, how is Marcel supposed to see that Klaus has changed if locked away (or always on the opposite sides). And I disagree with Elijah that it was only Hope Klaus changed for; it was all of them, including Marcel, affecting him over time – but I agree that Hope provided the final, major push.
Also, I liked that Elijah did at least mention/admit he killed Marcel in order to save his family, although he was totally unrepentant about it.
The issues of where to draw the lines when it comes to protecting their family and harming other people is being hinted at a lot this season and I like that. I'll like it even more when/if the Mikaelsons – as much as I love them all – come to a conclusion that doing it for family doesn't excuse some things after all.
I do have problems with Elijah this season in particularly, but maybe more on that some other time when my brain works better. I hate Mikael and even more so the Hollow posing as Mikael to torture Klaus inside his head, but kudos to Sebastian Roche for delivering it as fabulously as ever. Hated to see Mikael, but loved to see him, if you know what I mean. As in, I hate Mikael but I love how Seb Roche delivers him the way it makes me wanna stab him. (Also, the flashback where Klaus would help an enemy if it wasn’t for Mikael and then more of Mikael’s tirades about being pathetic and cowardly… poor Klaus. Yes, my hatred for Mikael keeps burning.)
I was thinking… about the Hollow symbol: a serpent eating its own tail is basically the same as The World Serpent whose waking signals the beginning of Ragnarok (= the end of gods) in Norse mythology. Now, Mikael was a Viking, and until recent super-hybrid development, the Mikaelsons as the original Vampires (and Klaus as a hybrid in particularly) have been pretty much akin to gods (as the strongest living supernatural creatures). Therefore, does the Hollow signal the end of the Mikaelsons?
Of course, that would be a terrible tragic end, but it could be a way to end the show? We could always imagine a happier AU. 
Or, it doesn’t even have to be tragic, if they take the page from TVD, maybe the Mikaelsons only ‘end’ as supernatural beings, but get to live as humans? That would actually be a perfect ending for all of them: Rebekah has always wanted a (human) family, Kol to be a witch, Hayley talked about wanting to create a life with Elijah and Hope just this episode, and I think Freya and Klaus could find their place and happiness as humans, too.
And even if this season’s end is tragic, but the show gets renewed for S5, they can always bring the Mikaelsons back, because anything is possible in this universe.
But these are just wild speculations that will probably amount to nothing. Anyway, there are only 8 more episodes to see what happens. (I almost forgot about the shorter season, but I think it will be okay. This show was always rather fast paced and fewer episodes means they don’t have to put in that much filler stuff and unnecessary drama/death. Hopefully.)
Back to the episode.
I loved Freya and Keelin becoming friends and even more so Freya knowing that some of the things she does aren't right.
And apparently it was Mary's husband who killed Hayley's parents, being driven by the Hollow that might actually have been after the Lebonairs the whole time because they have had an entire history of strange deaths. Yikes. And now a fortnight to the next episode.
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sinner-as-saint · 5 years
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Next To You (Mob! Seb AU)
Part 1: Back For You
Part 2: Want You Back
Part 3: Kill For You
Part 4: Run To You
MASTER LIST.
 Run-through: Following your friend’s instructions, and the direction to Seb’s place which she left you; you manage to be free from the clutches of your murderous uncle. But how long are you able to stay out of danger? Would Seb be able to keep his promise and keep you safe . . . from everything?
Themes: mob! Seb, language, smut, slight gore elements, dark! Seb
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  You mentally yelled at yourself to keep yourself awake and focus on the road, since it was around 1:30 a.m. your eyes started to immediately close at intervals of every few seconds. Seriously, driving at that time is next to impossible.
In your sleepy state, driving rather faster than usual, you couldn’t help but think about what must be happening back at Connor’s place.
What would Liana do?
Was she even safe?
If Sebastian sent his men, why didn’t he come to get you himself?
 You had no idea what was going on. Yet, you hoped that Sebastian would explain everything to you soon.
 As you drove, lack of sleep burning your eyes, you felt a weird discomfort in your stomach; felt like mild period cramps. Except, you weren’t supposed to have your period for the next 2 weeks – so you thought it was just your mind messing with you.
The pain eventually subsided, and your thoughts were infiltrated by a certain blue-eyed, devilishly handsome mob boss.
And right as you thought of him, Liana’s phone rang in your lap.
 Your eyes burned as you looked at the bright screen, but they soon widened in surprise and relief.
Sebastian was calling.
 You slowed down the car, unable to stop because Liana told you not to at any cost; and you answered the call.
 “Hel-,”
 “Baby? Y/n, are you okay? I am so, so sorry, babe I swear I- fuck! Where are you? Please tell me you’re okay. Are you hurt? Did anyone touch y-,”
 He started getting hyper, and loud, so you cut him off.
 “Seb! Calm down, I’m fine. I’m okay, and I’m on my way to you. Liana left me an address I believe to your place, I’m coming over. Don’t worry, I’m okay,” you explained the situation to him and he sighed loudly; signaling that his worries lessened a little bit.
 “Okay, but- wait, are you alone right now? Did Liana let you leave alone? Baby, where are you?” he asked again, and you sensed the hint of anger in his voice.
 “I’m driving Seb! Yes, I’m alone. And yes I checked, no one’s following me, okay? I’m fine, just-“you got cut off by a whooping cough. It was rather violent, and it caught you off guard.
 “Babe? You okay?” Sebastian’s worried voice came through the phone again as you lowered it, in order not to cough right into the phone.
 You couldn’t reply as a warm liquid filled your mouth; it had a metallic taste which you hated.
On the verge of gagging, you quickly rolled down the window and spit it out; it felt as though your mouth was salivating more than usual. You quickly wiped your mouth and got back to Sebastian.
 “Yes, I’m fine. I’m okay, Seb. I’m coming over, my GPS says I’m only 40 minutes away. I’ll see you then, okay?” and without waiting for a reply from his end, you ended the call and took a deep breath – completely ignoring the fact that you just coughed up blood.
You found a seal water bottle and quickly rinsed your mouth, after which you finished the entire thing. The cool water going down your throat help in eradicating the taste of blood from your taste buds. God, why did blood taste so awful?
  You drove, following Liana’s direction and the instructions led you to a yet another lavish mansion. Given that it was 2:30 and 3 a.m., the lights weren’t all lit – just a couple on the front porch and on the sides which gave off a rather warm, yet mystical vibe.
You sighed in relief as you parked outside the gates and grabbed your phone again, to call Seb and have him open the gates to let you in.
 You tapped on his contact, but he didn’t answer; instead the gates opened slowly and once they widened enough that you could get through, you drove right in.
 Tired, sleep deprived, yet relieved; your body leaned back into the seat once you realized that you were safe now.
You didn’t get out of the car, you just looked up at Sebastian’s home. You faintly smiled as you took in its architecture. It reflected his personality; alluring, dark and fascinating. Like the houses which belonged to heroes of gothic romances; the ones you loved so much.
 Carefully, you got out of the car and walked up to the front door, and before you even knocked; it flew opened, causing your body to shake at the sudden movement.
On the other side of the door frame stood Sebastian, and he was a sight for sore eyes. You smiled faintly at him. Dressed in sweat pants and a tight, white t-shirt instead of his usual flawless suits – you thought he looked rather adorable.
He wasted no time in grabbing your hand and pulling you inside his home, and into him for a hug. His arms circled around you and his body heat surrounded you – and it was in that moment that you came up with the conclusion that nowhere would feel as safe as in his arms.
He tightened his grip on you and nuzzled his face into your neck, breathing in and out rapidly.
 “I got you, baby,” he whispered and you smiled, placing your chin on his muscular shoulder; sighing in solace.
“I know,” you whispered back and pulled away to get a good look at his gorgeous face. Once you did so, you noticed the men who stood behind him – around 4 of them; and your body tensed.
You didn’t realize there were people watching you and Sebastian being cozy.
 “Don’t mind them, they’re my guys. It’s late baby, you should get some sleep,” Sebastian grabbed your hand and started walking across the front area, through the spacious living room and up the stairs.
You briefly took in the interior as you followed him; mainly dark decors, with regular contrasts of white. The house looked well maintained, and you were sure that multiple people must be hired in order to do so.
 As you walked up the stairs, countless questions erupted in your mind.
 “Sebastian, I don’t understand what’s going on. What happened tonight?” you asked once you finally ascended all the stairs.
 Sebastian halted and turned to face you yet again, the bags under his eyes were very visible and worried was written all over his face.
He sure was hiding something, and not knowing what was going on around you was frustrating.
 “Can we talk about this in the morning? You need to sleep, babe, it’s late. Now, come on, our bedroom is this way,” he spoke and started walking again.
Our bedroom . . .
 Just repeating those words mentally was crazy enough to invite the butterflies back in your stomach.
Our bedroom . . .
 He said it so casually, while you began overthinking. Within the next few seconds, you had already imagined what it would be like to live with him, wake up to him every morning, and cuddling to him every night.
The thought was quite far-fetched but you liked it very much.
  Sebastian walked the two of you through massive wooden doors and closed it behind you.
“Get some sleep baby, I’ll be here when you wake up,” he whispered, kissing the side of your head and pointing to the king sized bed.
 “And where are you going?” you asked, seeing that he seemed like he had something very urgent to attend to.
 “I, well, I have some things that I need to sort out. We’re dealing with real threats here, babe and I’ve got to make sure no one hurts my girl again, yeah? Go on, I love you,” he kissed your cheek and sent you off to bed.
 As you walked to his bed, you heard the door opening and closing once again behind you, signaling that Sebastian was gone.
You sighed as you threw yourself onto his comfy bed. His satin sheets were soothing and cold against your tired body. Soon, you found yourself beneath the covers and his scent once again filled your senses.
 You felt so comfortable and safe in his bed, that you don’t even remember when you fell asleep. All you know is that you coughed a few more times during the night.
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  The next morning, the urgent need to pee woke you up. Groaning, you lazily dragged your body out of bed and made your way to the bathroom.
You finished your business and rummaged through the multiple drawers and cupboards found in the well-furnished bathroom; in the search for a toothbrush.
As you did so, you noticed that the faint taste of metal was still in your mouth. Finding a brand new toothbrush, you made your way to the sink and immediately stuck your tongue out to figure out what was going on with you.
As you started at yourself in the mirror, you noticed patches of dried up blood on your pale tongue. And the sight of it worried you for a second.
Were you sick?
 But you quickly shrugged it off; thinking it might be nothing at all, and proceeded to brush your teeth. Once done, you were about to go snuggle back in Sebastian’s comfy bed, but the shower looked extremely inviting, so you decided to have a nice, long, hot shower.
 You didn’t think twice before slipping out of your clothes; you didn’t even bother checking if you had locked the door.
   ^^^
  Sebastian walked into his bedroom, pumped to see you in his bed but when he got there; you were out of bed already.
He had asked his chef to make you breakfast while he came up to wake you up but you beat him to it; you were already up.
Just as he was about to call out your name, he heard the shower turn on. And he smiled at how quickly you had gotten comfortable with sharing his living space.
His innocent smile rapidly turned into a sly one as scandalous thoughts of your bare body under the running water filled his mind.
 He still couldn’t believe how lucky he was to have you, to be able to call you his. He tried his best to let you shower in peace, but the little guy in his pants was shamelessly excited; so Sebastian slowly made his way through the bathroom door.
 The glass concealing your body from his hungry eyes was foggy; and part of him was mad at that. You had your back facing him, yet, the rays of the morning sun caused your skin to glow more than usual.
He smirked again as he slowly got rid of his own clothing; easily discarding his sweat pants and his shirt. The water was rather loud so you didn’t acknowledge his presence until his torso pressed against your bare back.
  ^^^
  You savored the warm water running down your body with a smile on your face. Somehow, hot showers in the morning made everything much more bearable. The temperature of the water was so perfect and you focused so much on it that your senses didn’t pick up on the arrival of the mob boss.
You sighed in relaxation as the warm water fell right on the top of your head, making you tingly all over. Soon, you felt something pressing onto your back, and a pair of hands wrapped themselves around you and soft lips left feathery kisses on your shoulder.
Your body tensed for just a second, but right as your heard his voice; you went back to relishing his touch again.
 “Hi baby, morning,” Sebastian said, and resumed kissing your skin; his well-kept beard tickling your skin.  
You chuckled as he hugged you from behind; you leaned your head back and laid it comfortably against his shoulder. Knowing perfectly well that this allowed him a perfect view of your breasts, you smirked when you felt something hard poke your back side.
 “Morning, nice of you to join me,” you spoke and he bit your skin playfully; earning an involuntary moan out of you.
 The water falling in the two of you felt like pure bliss; if you could freeze time and live in one single moment for all eternity, it would be right here – with him.
 “You feel better babe? You need anything?” he asked and you turned around, still wrapped in his arms.
His face showed how much he needed to rest, the bags under his eyes were slightly darker than last night and his eyes a little more tired than usual.
You almost laughed at the twist in yours and Sebastian’s saga; how weeks ago you were running away from him, scared of him and his bad reputation. But now, weeks later; you were with him, in his home, in his bathroom – in his arms and pointing out how tired he looked.
You partially blamed yourself for his state. Yet, you didn’t know why you cared so much about a notorious mob boss. Was it love yet?
During the time you considered Connor your father, he once told you that love was something which developed gradually; he said that it took time for one person to realize that one loves someone.
Yet here you were, falling hard and fast for the blue-eyed man in your arms, defying all the rules.
 “Yeah, I need to know what’s going on. Where’s Connor, and Liana? Why am I here, Seb, what’s happening?” you asked, the confusion and frustration very, very evident on your voice.
Yet, Sebastian ignored all of your queries with his seductive fuckery. He rubbed your sides slowly with his rough hands and kissed your forehead.
And you didn’t complain, because you needed him just as much as he needed you.
  “Can we, just, focus on each other for a while? The troubles, the problems, it’ll all be here, and I don’t wanna waste my time on them when my baby girl is in my arms, yeah?” he suggested and you smiled, burring your face into the crook of his neck.
 Slowly, his hand made its way in between the two if you and settled right on top of your core. His other hand massaged your breasts and occasionally pinched your erected nipples. Unmoving, he just pressed his two fingers on top of your folds and you weren’t sure if it was the shower or just your desire; but you felt wetness around that sensitive area.
 “Seb . . .,” you moaned into his neck and your noticed the goose bumps which erupted down his back. You sneakily smirked, guess you had the same effect on him which he had on you.
 “I’m here babe, right here,” he whispered, and the sound of the shower could barely veil the lust, the need and the hunger in his voice. All for you.
 He slipped his fingers through your wet folds with ease and toyed with your clit with expertise. Your body shuddered as you held onto him tightly for support.
 “Will you let me take you right here, in the shower? You’re gonna let me fuck you raw and rough and show you just how much you mean to me? Tell me baby, you’re gonna let me bury myself in you so deep that you forget your own name, huh?” his fingers quickened their sweet assault on your dripping core as he whispered his wild and vulgar thoughts in your ear.
You could only moan in response as his fingers slowly slipped into your entrance and his thumb settled upon your sensitive little bud; his hand moved in a circular motion and soon – he was all you could focus on. All your worries and all your burning questions could wait as you solely concentrated on his intimate touch.
His touch which made you feel like a toy in his hands, for him to play with as he wishes. And not one single protest left your lips.
 Seeing that you weren’t replying, he slightly pushed you off him and against the shower wall instead. Your back side made contact with the cold marble and you whimpered – closing your eyes immediately; both at the contrasting temperature and at how Sebastian growled in your ear.
 “Answer me when I talk to you, babygirl. Look at me,” he spoke again, one hand at your waist pressing you into the wall, while the other gripped your jaw and tilted your face upwards. So, you had no other choice but to look up at him.
 Your core throbbed as you opened your eyes; only to find his blue orbs staring down at you. Your chest pressed against his and your hardened nipples brushed against his skin – almost as if unintentionally teasing you. The water droplets fell from his hair and down his face, making him look tempting, alluring and angelic at the same time.
He was beautiful; electric – majestic. Everything you would describe him as when you first laid eyes on him.
 “I’m yours, Seb. You can do whatever you want,” you whispered as your hands snaked behind his neck and you pulled him down for a kiss.
Your words awakened the animal in him.
You nibbled on his bottom lip and he moaned into your mouth; tongue rubbing against yours sinfully and his hands roaming your body as if exploring it for the first time. The feeling of his soft skin against yours, with the warm water falling down on you; was unmatchable.
 Soon, you felt his hard member press against your upper thigh and you smirked, anticipating what was coming.
 “Tell me how much you want me, baby, and how bad you want my cock to pound into that tight little hole of yours. Tell me you’re mine, Y/n,” somehow, the sound of your name leaving his lips while he was in a haze; driven by lust and passion, was the most perfect sound you had ever heard.
 “Fuck! Seb . . . just, please fuck me. I need you,” you whined and it was all he needed to hear. All he needed was the desperate pleas coming from your swollen lips to show you just how much he wanted you.
 The hunger was rather clear in his eyes as he quickly placed his lips on yours, claiming them through the deep kiss as he rubbed his tip up and down your folds. You whimpered into his mouth as he quickly grabbed the back of your thighs and pulled you up further into him; causing you to wrap your legs around him and leaning against the wall for support as he held you tightly in his arms.
Steadily, his length slipped into your tight entrance as his one hand supported you while the other wrapped around your throat – tilting your head back.
 “You’re mine,” he whispered out of habit. His voice deep and gravelly with sexual tension. And you smiled, eyes rolling back and wrist wrapping around his arm; signaling that you liked having his hand around your throat.
 His thick member stretched you to your maximum and once you nodded at him in reassurance; he started thrusting in and out of you slowly, gradually increasing his speed.
He moaned out loud at the feel of your walls stretching to accommodate his cock. And you let out whimpers each time the base of his cock rubbed against your clit – driving you on the edge each time it did so.
Sebastian’s mouth hovered over your ear as he kept whispering comforting words at you as well as his vulgar words.
In that moment, nothing else mattered in the world. It was the two of you, present and consuming each other – and that was enough.
He licked a thick stripe from the base of your neck, up to your jaw and gently nibbled on your soft skin; making sure to leave behind dark marks which would remind you and everyone else that you belonged to him, and him only.
 “Seb . . . fuck!” you whined as his hand left your throat. Both of his hands wrapped under your thighs, supporting your shaking body firmly against the marble wall as he rocked in and out of you relentlessly; the new angle giving him access to sensitive spot you didn’t know you had.
His touch was pure bliss.
He increased his speed each time his name immorally escaped your bruised lips and soon, you were a moaning mess; body moving rhythmically along with his and with each thrust – your back hit the cold wall behind you.
He sloppily kissed the side of your mouth and groaned as a sinful moan left your lips.
 “Fuck! You feel so good baby, all mine,” he spoke in a haze as his eyes rolled back in pleasure.
You felt his cock twitch inside of you, as he sped up into you; earning more and more moans out of you.
 Sebastian nuzzled his face into the crook of your neck and he moaned out loud and a series of profanities left his mouth.
Your felt the familiar pressure form at your core yet again and the sweet pain in between your hips got unbearable. So, you let go in his embrace.
 You came with a cry of his name and your chest moved up and down rapidly as the waves of euphoria washed over you again and again.
Sebastian came right after; his cum shooting at your pulsating walls, whispering your name under his breath as he did. His chest pressed against yours, and you could feel his crazy heartbeat along with yours.
You both panted as you came down from your high, riding the waves of pleasure together. Sebastian kissed and bit the skin along your throat as he carefully placed you back onto your shaking feet. He didn’t let go of your figure just yet, knowing perfectly well that you wouldn’t be able to keep yourself up for long.
Your hands wrapped around his shoulders held onto him tighter than before and he chuckled in your ear.
The sound of it sent tingled down your spine, as did his warm load which trickled out of you slowly.
Once calm, you looked up at him and placed your hand on his cheek, your thumb instinctively caressing the soft skin below his eyes.
 “I love you,” you whispered, unsure if he heard you over the sound of the water falling from the shower head.
As a reply, his lips found yours in yet another possessive kiss; as if branding you as his, he tugged onto your bottom lip and you sighed in the comfort of his arms.
 “I love you even more. Now, come here, let me clean you up,” he said and reached out for the shower gel.
  That morning, you had a rather playful shower with mob boss. And he was so gentle and caring that for a moment you forgot who he really was. Sebastian Stan wasn’t regular person, he wasn’t just another handsome man who managed to steal your heart – he was still the most feared mob boss in the country.
  After you shower, as you wrapped your body in a fluffy, lilac towel; the questions you had resurfaced again in your mind.
 “Seb?” you called out to the man behind you, who was busy securing a white towel around his waist.
You turned around, following his voice, and took in his appearance; tan skin in contrast to the white towel, perfectly muscular arms, toned chest and a God-crafted Adonis belt. He was literally way out of your league, but you were glad you had him.
Mindlessly, you bit your lip as you studied his perfect body shamelessly.
 “Keep staring at me like that and I might just take you again, babe,” Sebastian teased and your face flushed as he caught you staring.
 “Sorry, I just wanted to know about Liana and Co-,”
 “Nope! Not right now, come on,” he cut you off and grabbed you hand and dragged you out of the bathroom you had just spent the last hour in; fucking and desperately trying to shower, before going back to fucking each other a few more times.
 He walked you to the bed and sat you down on the edge of it.
 “Seb! Cutting me off each time won’t help, I need to . . . oh fuck!” you involuntarily cussed as he rapidly pushed you back down on his bed, lifted the towel to reveal your still sensitive core to him as he started leaving soft kissed along your inner thighs.
He was on his knees by the side of the bed, hands wrapped around your thighs and mouth kissing his way up till he reached your glistening core.
The scent of his spicy body wash coming off your body was surprisingly enticing and inviting. To him, having his scent enveloping you, proved that you were truly his.
 “Guess I’ve found a great way to keep you from asking more questions, huh baby?” he teased and slowly licked a thick, warm stripe from your entrance to your clit.
You shivered as his warm mouth worked on your wet core. His tongue teasing your tight entrance as his eyes looked up at you shamelessly. He pressed his mouth further into you as your eyes rolled back and your hands flew downwards to caress his face.
 You already were quite sore from earlier and now his mouth just felt like it was all a little too much, but you weren’t complaining.
Sebastian ate you out feverishly, like he had an insatiable hunger which only seemed to grow with each passing moment.
 “Seb . . . I- fuck!” you were out of control as your body squirmed under him again. His mouth on you was all you could focus on.
  Within the next few minutes, and with a few strokes of his tongue, his steady fingers slipping in and out of your entrance; Sebastian had you coming around his fingers and mouth again – draining you of all the energy you had left.
As you panted, trying hard to catch your breath and calm your heartbeat, Sebastian threw himself on the bed right beside you.
You turned on your side to look at him; his face flushed and lips glistening with your slick. He was everything you didn’t know you needed.
 “Silencing me each time won’t help, Sebastian. I need to know what’s going on,” you spoke softly, too tired to move closer to him to hold him properly. But he got the memo that you wanted to be closer to him so he pulled you into his side.
You laid your head on his damp chest and sighed. His hands wrapped around you as he cradled your head, placing a kiss on top of it.
 “After you left, along with Liana, I gave it all a thought. And I was frustrated because I couldn’t figure out how to send him an indirect message that I was aware of all that’s going on. So, I called Liana and told her about a plan I had in mind. She was reluctant, but agreed soon enough. So, I sent my men and . . .,” he trailed off, obviously not wanting to tell you the complete story.
He was being so vague that it was driving you crazy.
 “What plan? Seb, what did you do?” you asked, sitting up on the bed, securing the towel around your chest.
Sebastian sighed and sat up as well.
 “I had my people take Dylan, Connor’s son. And long story short, he’s in my basement right now. And I know Connor did something, but that son of a bitch refuses to talk. I was with him last night, and I did everything, but he still hasn’t uttered a word. Unfortunately, I can’t kill him . . . yet,” he spoke nonchalantly.
 “Seb! Why? And Connor found out?” you asked, shocked at his revelations.
 “Yes. When Liana came to drop you at the loft, he had someone follow you. And he saw you and I together, so he knew something was up and that you were involved. When my people took his son, he was pissed naturally, and he finally put two and two together. Liana found him when he was on his way to you, and she . . .  well, you know the rest,” Sebastian spoke, hanging his head low.
 “Oh God, and what do you think Connor did?” you asked, probably more to yourself than to him.
He shrugged and looked at you helplessly.
 “I don’t know, and I hate that I don’t know. He didn’t send anyone after you, he didn’t send anyone here. He’s not even trying to get his son back. I just- I hate it. I can’t lose you. I don’t want you to get hurt, but I can’t keep you safe if I don’t know what his next move is. I-,”
 “Hey, I’m fine. I’m okay, I’m right here,” you whispered as you inched closer to him and laid your head on his shoulder. He sighed as he wrapped his strong arms around you and pressed you to his side.
“Connor can’t get to me here, Seb. I know you’ll keep me safe,” you smiled up at him and he had trouble believing that the angel in his arms was all his.
 His heart filled with a sense of pride when he heard that you counted on him to keep you safe.
“I love you, babygirl. Come on, breakfast is ready downs-,”
 The buzzing of his phone cut him off.
It caught your attention as well.
 Sebastian sighed and walked over to where the phone was, on the other side of the room and picked up the call without even checking the caller.
 “Hello? Liana, what-,”
 You watched how all the color from his face drained. He wasn’t scared, but he looked extremely worried. As though someone told him that his worst nightmare had become a reality.
“What do you mean, Liana? I trusted you with that!” he barked through the phone, closing his eyes for a brief moment.
 There was a pause, a rather long one. You were slightly worried as well, but hearing that Liana was alright made you feel a little better about everything that was going on.
 “No, she’s with me, she’s safe. No, he won’t talk. Yes, do you think I’m fucking stupid? Okay, fine. Yeah, I’ll call him. And take care, you fucking idiot!” with that, he ended the call and had to refrain from smashing his phone to the ground.
 You waited for a few seconds before speaking up.
 “Is everything okay? How is Liana? Is she-,”
 “She’s fine, babe. She’s on her way over right now. Don’t worry, everything’s . . . fine. Get dressed, Y/n, you need to eat something. I’m just gonna make a call, I’ll be right back,” he pointed to your luggage and started making his way out of the room when you called out to him.
 “Seb, wait! You’re hiding something from me, what else happened?” you asked and he sighed, looking down at the ground.
 “When Connor’s men found him bleeding and unconscious, they took him to the hospital. And Liana went to see him, but . . . he’s gone. He disappeared and no one knows where he is. We lost him, he could be anywhere, he could hurt you and I wouldn’t even be able t-,”
 “Sebastian, calm down,” you whispered as you approached him.
His breathing got irregular and he avoided eye contact at any cost and you noticed the slight change in his tone; he was scared.
 You wrapped your hands around his bare torso and placed a chaste kiss on his collar bone.
 “Liana told me he’s after my dad’s money. If we just give him the money once it’s transferred to my name, won’t that solve everything? If it’s just money he’s after-,”
 “It’s not the money babe, it’s you. He wants you, and the thought of not being able to keep you safe from him scares me. I always thought nothing could scare me, but the thought of losing you scares me a lot,” he spoke, closing his eyes and placing his forehead against yours.
 His breath fanned your face and you smiled faintly.
 “I trust you, Seb. And I know nothing will hurt me when I’m right next to you,” you whispered and connected your lips to his.
His soft lips moved along with yours, his tongue occasionally brushing against yours and making you feel all warm and tingly all over again.
Through the kiss, you could feel his worry and his concern. Yet, surprisingly, you had complete faith in him. You felt safe with him around.
You were sure that the broody mob boss, who you were undoubtedly falling for, would keep you away from any harm.
 Right?
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