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#but healthcare as a career was always a compromised interest between me and my parents as the eldest child
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heads up: this is a long rambly diary entry post, open tags at ur own risk
#literally counting down the days to visiting my bestest friend in the entire world
#the second half of summer was atrocious for me but i am so excited for my weekend trip :')
#like i am telling myself that this is the trip that will heal me
#i think in september im going to use my Saturdays to be dedicated study days
#studying for my permit test and for my big credentialing exam
#and im hoping to get dinner w my college friend group
#bc one of the dudes texted me like 'we have to get dinner w our friends soon' and im like oh thank god they still like me lol
#my other college friend told me she'd literally drive back to my city so we could get brunch together 🥺
#i also want to see my high school friends soon
#i just miss everyone so much...
#my introverted and burnt out a$$ just isolated so bad for the past two months since work is my whole life now
#but I don't want to let that define me
#and once i start driving im going to volunteer w my city council again
#bc i miss advocacy work and going down to center city
#i just miss being who i was when i was productive and felt good about the work i was doing
#like dont get me wrong i love what im doing at my current job
#i know my work is important and has the potential to save lives
#and also make healthcare a little cheaper and less repetitive for patients
#but healthcare as a career was always a compromised interest between me and my parents as the eldest child
#i think my real interests are in the equity of public education and food/housing insecurity and first-
#*first-gen mentorship and the arts (i.e. graphic design and writing)
#like im not an artsy person (my other siblings are) but i think my life has been drawn to creating
#anyways i need to get out and see people again bc i will not allow myself to fall into this weird antisocial depression again
#and i think it's good to start w someone who's been with me for my isolation periods for the past 7 years
#and in a whole new city to get me out of this weird funk
#WE'RE ALREADY PLANNING TO GET BOBA
#HAHAHAHAHHAA
#so so excited to be close to someone ive loved from afar for so long :')
#ending post here bye :)
#sandy rambling
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