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mammoneythegreat · 1 year

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I wont be online for a while! But before that, who tf made needle eyes so small?? Im trying to fix my clothes and my bigass fingers cant get the rope through it :/

#i stabbed myself accidently so many times :(#today i cleaned the entire house and reorganised a lot of places #and then mom told me to stop caz it was late and we have neighbours:(#so instead i started sewing #and fixing my clothes #using the knowledge from my 3rd grade art teacher #and I successfully sewed my stuff!!#which im proud of myself for #they dont look very nice but!#thats okay #i tried my best #and i doubt anyonr will notice them #i am so bored of just- cleaning my room over and over again tbh #but i cant keep it clean😭#you mean to tell me that everytime i change i have to put ny clothes away and not on the chair?#being nice to myself is so hard sometimes #god im pathetic #all this to just stop myself from thinking lol

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skitskatdacat63 · 5 months

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Catie i need to know in the famous interview w ron dennis DID FERNANDO EAT AN APPLE OR A PEACH??????? This is important information and im getting conflicting data. It looks like an apple but in my head its always been a peach

Okay so I don't know how to find that interview itself but I did remember that they showed it in Nando's doc, so here:

The peach thing is a seperate thing. I understand why you'd be inclined to think it's a peach in this interview, bcs the peach thing is so iconic but this is def an apple. I like to think that this is just an extension of the peach thing. Because wasn't it that Ron Dennis hated any messy fruit eating? An apple is also messy honestly, so I like to think Fernando is particularly trying to be a bastard here as well, but a peach is perhaps too obscene to eat in a public interview SJFKVLV

#one of the best things about teh original peach story is the mention of his beard #it particularly mentions how the juices were in his beard #but huh what wasnt he specifically clean shaven in 2007 bcs of Ron Dennis' weird specifications?(shaven bald clean shaven etc)#but it just adds another layer to ir bcs he did in fact hsve a beard for literally like one weekend in 2007 #so not only is he eating a peach messily to fuck w ron but hes also ignoring his weird stipulations abt appearance as well 😭#btw this is somewhat related but i cant stop thinking abt that flavio quote abt ron dennis not being able to be strict w nando #and i feel like ron dennis was strict but literally not in any way that would actually keep fernando in line yknow?#the whole haircut thing. thats not gonna make nando respect him itll just make him resent him #so maybe thats what flavio wss getting at #catie.asks.#fernando alonso

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yandereshingeki · 6 months

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Here it is!! My entire Eren collection😭 and also a small peak at my new but slowly growing JJK one lol

If anyone wants to know where I got certain things or to see things closer up or more in detail (like keychains or smth bc I know they aren't all visible, or even my other fandom collections bc I like showing off my little trinkets) then just lmk!! And I also would love to see other people's collections too... it can be more than just Eren, let me see any collection you have that you want to show off!!

#PLEASE EXCUSE HOW DUSTY EVERYTHING IS its right next to bird cages and they make so much dust… its impossible to keep clean longer than aday #not pictured is all of my silly graphic tees and my Eren shirt (literally the green one he wears in the show lol)#You cant see them but I have both of Eren's sanrio plushies on the bottom shelf of the cabinet 😭 theyre just buried under the tinier erens #I also have some mikasa and armin plushies so this technically isn't even all of my aot stuff #can you tell im irresponsible with my money btw #I even have 2 more eren plushies on preorder rn 😭😭 TAKE MY WALLET AWAY #ch:erenj #eren jaeger #attack on titan #eren yeager #aot spoilers

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gnarlystarships · 4 months

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god i miss having pet rats so much

#i wish my brain worked so i could keep up with cleaning their cage and doing stuff for them #but i cant at least not rn #so i wont get more rats #but im so sad #i miss having little guys 😭😭#ograt

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quiveringdeer · 5 months

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me thinkin the cats are wary but at least doing fine with both being out while I'm gone.

me being a fool -- one of em peed on my bed, soaking into 2 pillows (lucky the rest were elsewhere), my fave stuffed animal and luckily only 1 (ONE) sock when I had random clean laundry on the bed I hadn't put away since the other day

also luckily I had a whole zip on mattress protector and another new one I got a few months ago that just goes on like a fitted sheet. AND YET ,that shit still got through with the smell on my mattress 😩😩😩😩

#nat talks #just went to toss the mattress protectors and pillows cause cant immediately wash them #have some left over enzyme spray that i drenched the mattress sock and toy in #gotta go wash those tomorrow i guess and buy two new mattress covers #just one thing after another with me #i got autoinsurance renewal the next couple weeks ans need to get all new tires #i really aint got money for this 😭#and im pretty sure it was maze cause brook was in the living room qith me the past few hours and it was still damp #and i dunno how to keep it from happening again so i put her back in the guest room for now but #shes meowing so i feel like shes gonna stress and maybe not use the litter again #and both boxes are clean!#like what is the reason?!?!?!#nat rants

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thelaughingmerman · 3 months

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The worst part about all this medical shit I've been going through aside from how debilitating the resulting anxiety has been is I can't sing anymore. If it's not my throat being in pain because I forgot to take my medicine again it's my jaw hurting so bad I can't even talk let alone sing

#i would be more happy to jump up and clean house if i could sing along with my musical soundtracks again 😭#i cannot state how bad the jaw pain has been and frankly #everything aside from the anxiety ive been feeling can apparently all be attributed to tmj #difficulty swallowing tinnitus dizziness eye strain if you can believe it #the human body is a goddamn disaster like bro i was supposed to be a dragonn #it makes it hard to eat too like if the anxiety or depression isnt keeping my belly empty #the jaw pain is because i cant chew and the docs like eat soft foods then #but bro my neurodovergent ass cant just #choose a soft food i have to be in the mood for something in particular or i wont eat #the only soft food i can thi k of is mashed potatos and. no. potatos are fine and like ill eat it if i really have to but. eh

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wambsgender · 1 year

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#i cant take this my dog is sooooooo sad 😭#she was spayed on friday and while the drugs have worn off she is so confused and frustrated and scared :(#she keeps trying to hide or run off to clean her wound #and she's wearing a recovery suit to protect it #but you have to undo the back half when she needs to pee otherwise youd need to take it off and wash it each time #and because she's so weak she can't signal to us when she needs the loo since normally she will wait at the back door #so she is confused as to where she's supposed to pee and it's scary to try anyway because her bottom half is all weird and painful :(#NELL IM SORRYYYYYYYYYYY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#🧸💢

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yuribalisms · 7 months

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Few things as painful as dragging yourself out of bed for the sixth day of work in a row

#I CANT KEEP DOING THIS #<— continues to do it #but I did manage to clean the apartment and grocery shop yesterday #so when I’m FINALLY off tomorrow I shouldn’t have to do anything and can just fucking relax 😭😭😭😭#kaz rambles

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dreamboyf · 10 months

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love my ferrets so much but they're sooo disgusting sometimes <3

#the amount of cleaning i do for these creachers. and i STILL feel like i cant keep up. they're a full time job😭

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cruelsister-moved2 · 2 years

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also at the grand age of 21 she is finally abt to move out into a normal house independently for the first time and it'll be her first time without anyone cleaning up after her bc her uni dorms literally had a cleaner and were catered n then she would come home and just expect we all clean up after her because she is just soooo busy and presumably we have no lives of our own -_- so excited for her to learn what housework is like ahwueueur hopefully this will be transformative

#its not even arrogance really she just has no idea how much actually goes into keeping a house cleaning n running #so she'll just like cook a meal and then produce loads of mess and then just be like oh u can clean that up since I cooked:)#she just like never grew up 😭😭😭#she stayed at mine and was like I cant take the bins out i dont know how it works😶😶😶#the ppl she's living w r all from the same uni #so either they will all be jsut as entitled which would be hilarious #or they r gonna be really mad w her really quickly #she loves to be like a performative good house guest when she goes to other ppls houses #but is awful to actually live w

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orcelito · 2 years

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Realized I am not at the point in time where I can dependably take care of a turtle actually But I had the moment of like "What if I got a 2nd cat..."

I need a cat that will cuddle me. Tally refuses to cuddle me. But I'd have to... make a call to my rental company I guess to see what I'd have to do to get another cat added into my contract. Bc I'd rather not get fined for having more cats than I'm allowed lol

#speculation nation #i think... i need to work on cleaning up my apartment some #adding another cat would mean two cats would have to share the space #which could end. Poorly. if it's still super messy #idk how it would work to have two cats lmao but i dont wanna give up tally but i also Really would like to have a cat that cuddles #idk how tally would deal with All That but im sure she would get used to it. in time...#maybe get a cat that's a bit less high energy than tally lmao. i do Not need a second tally ...#we will see. this is all moot if it turns out i cant have a 2nd cat in my apartment #probably wont b able to call until monday. tho i'll check tomorrow for what the office hours are #betraying tally by contemplating getting a 2nd cat but like. i need a cuddle cat. i Need a cuddle cat.#& who knows maybe she'd react well to it & she'll have a sibling to keep her company while im at work #i want... a boy. a sweet boy. maybe an orange boy...#not to replace Sammy exactly. i just really miss having an orange cuddle boy.#no cat can replace Sammy. no cat ever can.#but also. 😭😭😭 i miss having an orange cat #id just have to see what's at the shelter i guess

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timehascomeagain · 2 years

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Im sore and guilty and i want to be held until the feelings go away. <- 24/7 shouted chant in the back of my brain

#i feel so badd😭😭 i will always put myself ahead of what i owe other people but not in a good way in a deeply selfish unkind unpleasant #way. like girl no one cares u were overwhelmed with school and work get a fucking grip on yourself.#i dont know what it is i just find it all so difficult. i feel like ill always let people down by dropping out of touch so it's just better #not to try at all WHICH DOESNY EVEN MAKE SENSE..........#but i feel so bad bc my mum so #unded so put out when she asked why i hadnt been texting her while she was away #and i didnt even have an answer #and i feel this visceral tug of grief every time i think of my grandma as if shses not still alive and also waiting to hear from me. it all #feels so frahile and temporary and like theres so much riding on it all and im so stressed and it's not good. anne Carson did you ever figu #re out where to put it down etc #im just so freaked out. i have to write 3 essays tomorrow ajd clean the house and avoid getting into any shit with my family. it's all #painfully real now ngl #i feel so alone but i cant bring myself to nurture the connections ive got. especially family. and it sucks. i wish it didnt feel like it #is all on me to keep everything together.#like i guess it's just a matter of really really trying to balance everything bc at the end of the day id rather have a late essay than kno #w i put an essay before my family.#but it's all just sooooooooòooooooiioooooiioioioiouououiyoririioo #Omfg i realized today that the intro of free in the knowledge uses the same chord progression asthat 1 bit of sweet song thats like #And ahhhhh it seems that we keep falling apart but i hope i see the good in you come back again. which i think is neat.#also i think someone is using the blundering #the blender* and i am not impressed.#oh my god im just so tired i think getting a job might have been a mistake. i think surviving birth was a mistake actually🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

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milo-is-rambling · 2 months

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I LOVE YOU PAST MILO -current Milo nauseas head in a sparkling clean toilet I cleaned literally a half hour ago and then got too high while celebrating how clean it looked and feel sick now😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#but yipppee sparkly clean. gonna put a little sticky toilet gel thing on the inside while I’m in here #maybe throw up if another nausea wave comes before I can stand up 😭#I had too much cereal and a lot of water at once and like. yuck yuck yuck I feel yucky high on the floor yucky I wish I was normal I need to #back off of weed a little to become a real person but also. I’d rather dig my own grave and bury myself in it alive than work a real job #like. fuckkkkkk I want to cry. fuck retail fuck fuck fuck I’m a failure wahhhhhhh I cant even handle beginner jobs #rattling the bars of my cage screaming crying throwing up why am I alive waahhhhhh okay nvm that’s too far it’s not that bad I’m chilling #the toilet is clean! look at the bright side. my therapist when I talked about like my mom maybe wanting to set a goal for working like a #certain amount of doordash hours and my therapists number she came up with was three hours and I was so happy like. she gets it. I am #exhausted just existing and she was like hmm you should work three hours a week. like. at most.#love her so much. it was probably a mistake but also. keeping it in my brain forever #imagine a three hour work week being backed up by my therapist to my mom like haha my therapist said I only HAVE to do three hours #god three hours still feels like a lot rn #like two weeks ago I dropped a salad in a tight packed restaurant and everyone watched me drop it and then walk back to the kitchen and wait #for them to make a salad so I could leave and fucking deliver the food and it was so embarassing and I haven’t done a single order since #then bc I get so anxious that I just exit the app if I don’t get an order like immediately which I haven’t yet so no orders.#I just get high. too high. and admire my cleaning work. it’s nice. I have to do the bathroom floor still. dog hair. dust. brother beard hair #my hair and bleach specks. I need to clean the bathroom fr. I’m excited I’m redecorating the bathroom in my mind and it’s giving me #motivation to clean it and I want to work more dooordash shifts (when I’m not this high) to save moneys to update my room and the bathroom #a little before the summer. just. replace air matress bc it’s low key a trigger now. so that’s fun. so buy a futon or smthing. and update #the bathroom into a thing that I like in my extra Milo type way. while making room for three ppl to share one bathroom. bc. it’s small #small bathroom for sure. but I’ll get it lookin good. add some cute decorations. maybe a candle or two. an incense thing for when I tak bath #slay. slay. building my dream bathroom in my mind and also. my Amazon wishlist land. and Pinterest land. I love making lists of things.

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zevrans · 5 months

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#we have a rodent problem since the cold started and so far the traps caught 3 and i just couldnt bring myself #to look at previous two and one of them was a rat but i did look at the one that just caught up like 15 mins ago and i regret it sm #i felt like crying the mouse was so tiny and cute and i felt so fucking horrible it had to end this way for it was looking pleadingly..😭#wished they wouldnt try and infestate houses but this is a seasonal problem #but i hope it's the last one because given how clean we keep the house always i felt it was dirty no #matter how hard i cleaned everything and for so many times #but i cant remove the image of that poor little thing off my mind now 😭#i need to sleep 🥲#tbd

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edgelite · 8 months

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seth and shinsuke having a trilogy that ends with a no dq / weapons match i fink i deserve it

#just havin thoughts abt them bc its most def not over #we can even end it with seth losing the title and taking that break he (probably) needs 😭#love seth my username is literally in reference to him but 😭 world champ shinsuke agenda still in the back of my mind #and damian STAY AWAY!!!! you have your tag titles get away from the hwc #txt #i can book this kinda. weve had their first match at payback seth beating shin clean #2nd match on raw ends in a dq/countout so technically seth keeps his title #and uh. yeah then he'd lose it at their next ppv match 😭😭#just the story of shin slowly beating down seth and he Literally cant move to defend it. we need that i need that #which was kinda what they were going for w finn but that felt more like a tjd side story to me. if im honest #but we could stretch this shin/seth feud out a WHILE if we want seth to have a longer reign #dont need to have those matches in rapid succession in fact i think it would b better if they didnt. shin striking when the iron is hot #... which would probably work better if he was mr mitb 😭 whatever we move #that was alot of words my bad. see yall l8r

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