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#but i dont think you go to dinners filled with ppl you dislike just to hang out with a friend. i really dont NDJDJDNNZ
bangcakes · 4 months
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#back to Overthinking HDJDJDNDNDN#glad i got called in to work tomorrow LOL#personal#i should just ask him to hang out n get it over with BUT IM SCAREDNFJFJDJXKXM#theres nothing to even be scared of bc im pretty sure im the reason he even showed up last time NDNNDNDND#literally texted me like. youre going tonight right. and then saying it should be thrilling (sarcastically. he doesnt feel much toward the#other ppl we were meeting JDJJFJD. hes said this on several occassions)#n e way. one of us has to put on our big girl pants n i guess it has to be ME DNNDJDJXJX#im also like irrationally worried that he'll find someone else. idk where since he works at home anyway and overtime on top of that but#HJDJXJXJZJZ HHHHHHH#if thats the case tho then hes not the guy for me n thats that ya.... HDNDJDJDJ#literally hurting myself on ourpose like this is so fucjed up JDJDJJDD#why cant i just like. accept that maybe he does like me. like for sure we're friends n he cares about me enough but if its romantically...#well i dont want to Assume........#but i dont think you go to dinners filled with ppl you dislike just to hang out with a friend. i really dont NDJDJDNNZ#n e way#im just afraid to think that somethung good may happen for once. like its already a lot to handle rn that i have a job#if i also have a bf thats.... well is that even allowed for me to have#this sounds so JDJDJDJDJDJ irrational ik. but in my mind its like. idk. other ppl can do these 2 good things at once but i Can't......#idk
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kevinday · 7 years
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92 truths tag
tagged by @oh-howyoumakeme tysm lovely <333
rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag! LAST… 
[1] drink: milk 
[2] phone call: my mom 
[3] text message: a classmate 
[4] song you listened to: alone by halsey 
[5] time you cried: last month i think
HAVE YOU EVER… 
[6] dated someone twice: nope 
[7] been cheated on: nope 
[8] kissed someone and regretted it: never been kissed  
[9] lost someone special: I wish I hadn’t 
[10] been depressed: every day man 
[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: hell no
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: 
[12] pastel blue (and every other pastel Color lbr im a pastel hoe) 
[13] yellow 
[14] red
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 
[15] made new friends: yup!! 
[16] fallen out of love: no 
[17] laughed until you cried: multiple times 
[18] found out someone was talking about you: yes 
[19] met someone who changed you: yesss 
[20] found out who your true friends are: yeah sadly/thankfully 
[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: i dont have fb thank g odGENERAL… 
[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: (see previous question) 
[23] do you have any pets: nope 
[24] do you want to change your name: not anymore 
[25] what did you do for your last birthday: l went out for dinner with my fam 
[26] what time did you wake up: 11:13am 
[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: i was filling out a tag game haha 
[28] name something you cannot wait for: death  summer holidays holy shit  
[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: I’m sitting across our kitchen table from her 
[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish my Family was more accepting and less narrow minded tbfh (lowkey dislike all of them who wants to adopt me) 
[31] what are you listening to right now: im listening to halseys spotify playlist 
[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: no 
[33] something that is getting on your nerves: ppl shipping incest and abuse bye yall ugli 
[34] most visited website: this godforsaken site 
[35] elementary: DONE 
[36] high school: currently a sophomore, two years left help 
[37] college: soon....fukc 
[38] hair colour: black 
[39] long or short hair: short 
[40] do you have a crush on someone: not rly  
[41] what do you like about yourself? ????quoi? [42] piercings: my ears [43]blood type: o [44] nickname: / 
[45] relationship status: single 
[46] zodiac sign: capricorn 
[47] pronouns: she/her 
[48] fav tv show: jane the virgin 
[49] tattoos: hopefully 
[50] right or left handed: right
FIRST… 
[51] surgery: tonsils (and wisom teeth soon omf) 
[52] piercing: my ears 
[53] best friend: a girl who lives down the street (but she turned out to be a racist snake so. bye Felicia) 
[54] sport: football 
[55] vacation: halong bay 
[56] pair of trainers: ???i cant rememberRIGHT NOW… 
[57] eating: nothing 
[58] drinking: nothing 
[59] i’m about to: have dinner ^^ 
[60] listening to: still listening to halseys playlist 
[61] waiting for: my motivation to kick in so I can get my shit together for today 
[62] want: travel :((( doesnt matter where i just want to travel :’( 
[63] get married: nah fam 
[64] career: idk WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: hugssss im such a hoe for hugs :(( [66] lips or eyes: eyes   [67] shorter or taller: taller  [68] older or younger: older but not by much [69] romantic or spontaneous: romantic [70] nice arms or nice stomach: idc tbh  [71] sensitive or loud: a little bit of both [72] hook up or relationship: relationship FTW [73] troublemaker or hesitant: neitherHAVE YOU EVER… 
[74] kissed a stranger? nope 
[75] drank hard liquor? no thank u 
[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? yes !!! i lost my first glasses at the beach sdfgh i think they got swept away even 
[77] turned someone down: yes 
[78] sex on first date? not at all 
[79] broken someone’s heart? yeh 
[80] had your own heart broken? a couple times 
[81] been arrested? nope  
[82] cried when someone died? no,,,  
[83] fallen for a friend: yea
DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 
[84] yourself? not very often 
[85] miracles? not rly 
[86] love at first sight? nope 
[87] santa claus? no 
[88] kiss on the first date? hmjhhh maybe ? 
[89] angels? nopeOTHER… 
[90] current best friend’s name: irl?? chris 
[91] eye colour: brown 
[92] favourite movies: mfssd fuck me up stucky :((( winter soldier & balto!!!
hoo boi here we go: @feycien @cedricdiggoury @agusdt @mytholgie @nickyhemmick @sevenyearsdead  @rhysahd @kaznej @persrephone  @softghafas @kettersdam @ninazeanik @vanillasweet @alicelongbottom @camerongoodkn @dawncourt @etoilies @illuminosity @jeansmoreau @kaitegecko @kalebkrychek @kcvindae @lindseymorgan @mathiashelvars @minyardt @wesninskie 
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