#but i got convinced the internet was poisoning my brain m i got super scared of coming back online for some reason i couldnt really identif | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

acanthemp3 · 4 months

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sorry for disappearing from tumblr for 3 months without saying anything but im back now :> hiiiiiii :> ill ramble a bit abt why i was gone in the tags. anyway yay hi guys :> good evening :> hows everyone doing :>

#i really do feel bad... i was originally just taking a few days off to catch up on assignments #but i got convinced the internet was poisoning my brain m i got super scared of coming back online for some reason i couldnt really identif #then i realized it was one of my classic attempts to self isolate to solve all my problems when all it actually was is self sabatoge.#many such cases!#so much has happened but also literally nothing has happened at all. crazy #youd think all that time not on tumblr would have made me more productive but it didnt. i just napped and wallowed.#i wish i could come back with more art or something but i lowkey got nothing. but im working on several things yay!! look forward to it #on the bright side i think i recognize the impulse a bit better now and im trying to stop shutting myself off from any kind of community #u know how it is when its almost ur birthday and u realize that time keeps passing and if u keep living the way u are -#- ur never going to be happy? yeah.#so im probly going to be a bit chattier online or at least try to be. im trying to live my life less afraid of everything in many ways #angel.txt

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