#but i gotta bc i cant exactly keep exosting with one foot firmly in the closet just letting everyone assume im probably a lesbian or smth.. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

crypt1dcorv1dae · 3 years

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being trans adds so much extra annoyingness to like... having people know im queer. like bro i am the LEAST subtle fruit on the tree but people dont always know that bc they think im a giiiirlllllllllll.... blehhhhhh why does it have to add soany LAYERS..... i just want people to look at me and the way i stand and the way i speak and be like "yep. thats definitely a queer person" instead im just a weird little creature that exists in gender limbo to most people and they get confused when i dont act as drearily and emo as i tend to dress and so if i want people to KNOW know i have to TELL them and LAY OUT THE DETAILS and ughhhhhh i hate it... cant u all just automatically clock me as a trans mlm and move on ???? ughhhhhh

#i dont wanna come out i dont wanna have to go thru the hassle and the anxiety and the explaining ughhhh #but i gotta bc i cant exactly keep exosting with one foot firmly in the closet just letting everyone assume im probably a lesbian or smth..#bc like yeah everyyyybodyyyy knows im queer in some way.. like i said im not subtle #but nobody really KNOWS ykno? they dont know the details or the specifics bc.. its not obvious at first glance #blehhhhhhhhh ok ok im gonna come out soon i promise i WILL i just... need to figure out how im gonna deliver that news...#ive seriously considered writing a note/letter or sending out a group text bc i know face to face suuuuucks #i get so nervous and when i get too nervous sometimes i go nonverbal which makes the actual telling very difficult!!!

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