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#but i held on and i didnt break anything in my occasional explosions of anger
orcelito ยท 2 years
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#speculation nation#'oh fanny your sunday open cant have been much worse than your saturday open! you worked less time and it's Sunday!'#well apparently god hates me today bc i want to fucking gut something#it was okay enough. annoying but manageable.#but then the last half hour we just got slammed out of nowhere#im generally good at handling rushes but im tired and already stressed and it was just out of nowhere#i was Thiiiis close to just having a nervous breakdown#but i held on and i didnt break anything in my occasional explosions of anger#i say 'explosion' i mean me kicking a counter or slamming a cup or whatever. slamming the fridge door. that kind of thing.#i was planning on staying late to work on sorting through applicants but i think if i have to stay any later#then i Will fucking murder something.#i already stayed like 25 mins late just to help them get the rush under control. bc im not the type to dip immediately after my shift.#i dont even want to look at my number of hours for this pay period#except. i kinda do lmao bc big numbers means big money#too bad it is coming at the cost of my sanity โค#gonna go home and have a relaxing day even if it kills me.#and then go to bed early. bc i have to go to pt tomorrow#and then work 7+ hours. which NONZERO CHANCE im gonna have to fucking close on top of opening.#god. fuck my life.#i hate being one of the only people who can work during break. i hate my fucking LIFE.#negative/#just gotta hope the fact that tomorrow's monday will make things manageable#oh yea and then there's manager meeting :) ha ha ha ha ha
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A Hobo - Frank Castle imagine
Imagine Frank being like a guardian angel
It was dark on the streets of Hells Kitchen and walking alone was less than ideal for you. This small part of New York wasn't a stranger to high amounts of crime, so as you walked your normal path, you couldn't help but fell a need to hurry your steps.
You were on a fairly quiet street, a few walkers here and there, and the occasional drunk. You liked to think that you were prepared to protect yourself if the need should arise, but all you really hand was a tin of pepper spray at the bottom of your bag.
The clanging of metal drew you from your thoughts as you looked up to see a homeless man sitting just a few yards away eat some slop from a metal can. It had to be at least in the low 50s tonight and he looked to be in a beaten up jumper. You fell bad, because you knew what it was like to have literally nothing.
You steps became smaller as you began to search through you bag for at least some change. As a tip earning worker, you didnt make much and what you did make mostly came in small bills and change.
Once you stood in front of the man, your fingers grabbed the metal coins, pulled them from your bag and dropped them into his metallic cup. The colliding metals made a clanking sound that carried down the street.
As you pulled your hand back, the ragged man peared into his cup, staring at the few quarters and dimes that rested at the bottom. When he looked up, you expected him to thank you for your generosity and you would wave it off as not even a problem, but his features held a look of annoyance that surprised you.
"That's it?" You were taken back by his tone, shocked. You opened your mouth but nothing came as you looked at your light weight purse.
"I, uhโ€ฆ that's all I have." You stammered, at a lost for words. "I'm sorry."
"Sorry!?" You yelped in surprise not only at his sudden raise in voice but also in his sudden change of position from sitting to standing. You tried to take a step back, an uncomfortable feeling flowing through you at being so close to the explosive man, but a large hand gripped onto your upper arm.
This made you freeze in your movements, afraid that if you move his already crushing grip would get tighter, or even break your arm because it sure felt like it.
"Please, let go." Your voice was small, almost impossible to hear over your pounding heart. The reason for the escalation was completely forgot, replaced with utter fear at the angering man in front of you.
His burning glare and mangled appearance made you regret stepping from your house.
"A spoiled bitch like you always walking around, pockets full, but when I comes to the ones below you act like you have no more than them." He spat.
"I swear, I-" You were stunned. Never in your life had you been physically hurt purposely and never would you have imagine that a slap could hurt so bad. You couldn't stop the water forming in your eyes, as your unrestrained hand cover your face.
You were suddenly yanked back to face the man, no longer the desperate beggar looking for change.
"A few coins when you were that piece around your neck." Your heart sunk just as your hand felt to your neck.
"No-" You couldn't speak or even move fast enough to stop the man from basically grabbing your throat to rip the necklace off your neck.
There was probably only one thing you cared about more than that necklace and you would be damned if you let someone take it. Your previous fear had suddenly vanished as you glare at the man.
You first mistake was your sudden burst of courage and your second was acting on it. Because once you tried to reach out, no amount of strength was enough to overpower a man twice your size and weight. With a small shove you were thrown into the thankfully empty street onto the asphalt.
The sound of you hitting the ground sounded hard than it felt. But the sound of two solid objects colliding pulled you from your internal thoughts.
You attacker was now on the ground being attacked, no beaten by another. He was punching the man over and over, grunts of anger leaving his lungs with every strike.
You could only lay and watch as he only stopped when the man stopped moving. His heavy breaths were the only thing heard as you slowly sat up.
"Frank?" You had never seen him like this before. In such a blind rage that anything might set him off. When his head turned and his eye met yours, it seemed as though his entire body relaxed.
Frank stood, pushing himself up from his knees and slightly stepping back from the unmoving man. His next move was towards you, holding his hand out and down for you to take. You didnt hesitate putting your small hand in his bloody and bruised one has he helped you to your feet.
You stepped close to him, still slightly shocked by the whole ordeal. Everything had happen so fast it was a wonder it happened at all.
"Are you okay?" You looked at the man.
"You just bet a man almost to death, and you're asking if 'I' am okay?" He knew what you were doing, so he stayed silent, staring into your eyes. You were the first to look away.
"Yeah." You replied, once again looking at the man on the ground. As soon as it caught your eyes you wasted no time in stepping away from Frank to grab it off the ground. In the low light is was hard to see the full damage, but you knew at the very least the chain was broken.
With a sigh, you carefully placed the jewelry in a safe place of your purse.
"Could we go? Being near a man who could've killed me is making me kinda uneasy." You had little compassion for the beaten. Even if Frank had gone a little overboard, she was glad it happened at all. As she looked up at Frank, he nodded to her question.
"Yeah. I'll walk you home."
"Actually," Your sudden objection cause the man to stop in his tracks, turning to look at the woman. "I still wanna go to the diner like we planned. I dont want to let some jerk ruin the one night a week I get to see you, plus I'm really hungry."
Frank's wide smirk didnt leave his face as he nodded and started towards the diner with you beside him. He had to give you credit though. You had just ben harrassed by a man about his size and still found the time to indulge yourself in your food addiction.
It almost made him laugh to himself just thinking of the whole ordeal.
In the diner, you both sat in the corner, for Frank's sake of course. You ordered your usual, waffles with fries while Frank had his black coffee.
As you ate your weird food combo and Frank sipped his coffee, just like the other times you ate here you watched Frank. You admired his skill of being completely aware of his surroundings. And he probably tell you the license plate numbers to all the vehicles in the parking lot.
"Frank?" Frank in his usual dark colored hoodie, long hair and over grown beard, look at you, waiting for what ever you had to say. "I never thanked you for what you didnt for me earlier."
He scoffed with a smile, because he would hesitate to do it again.
"Well, I would've let you deal with him on your own but figured I had nothing else to do." You rolled your eyes at the man but still smiled.
"I'm just glad have have my very own guardian angel. You could use a bit of a shave and a shower, because you look no better than that homeless man." Frank laughed, a real laugh. And it made you smile to see him relax a little.
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