#but i was literally gagging the whole time bc the wine tasted gross and strong
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just spent like an hour scrolling my own blog bc i havent been on here in a while and i forgot what ive posted on here and wow. the only information a stranger would be able to glean from this blog about me is that i love my bf, i have weird and upsetting food habits, and i used to have a drinking problem
#sooo many 'im drunk' posts. god#i had the tiniest glass of wine with dinner last night bc me and josh went all out and made pasta with lots of veggies and garlic bread#and it just felt right#but i was literally gagging the whole time bc the wine tasted gross and strong#other than that i havent had a drink in like 6 months and havent smoked weed for about that same amount of time so. cool#sobriety is cool i guess but honestly dont feel like its helped my mental state much. still sad still anxious still girlrotting etc.#but at least im not Inebriated in some form or another 90% of my day#which is. nice. i guess. i feel more clear at least.#still have problems but i can cross that off my list
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