#but i was so tired i simply did not care gdkfj i was ready to accept relative failure i had already accepted it | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

weirdlizard26 · 1 year

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im so genuinely devastated by the fact that i go back to class tomorrow its embarrassing dfkgjdd ive been completely out of it for. weeks????? i couldnt enjoy the second half of my break bc i never stopped thinking about having to go back to uni im just aughhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#wl26 #wl negative #this is sosososo stupiddddd #and its so unfairrrrr i dont want a masters degree i dont want ittttttttttt #i barely survived getting a bachelors degree and now i have 1.5 more years to suffer through its awful #like this isnt the worst thing that can happen by FAR i mean a much worse thing is happening to me right now independently from uni #and yet. its just so devastating #i try so hard not to vent these days maybe thats also part of why i feel so shit gdfnkjgd #its just so pathetic bc im not even upset bc im failing or anything #but just like. the mere thought of the academic process itself is making me feel like a fish on fire #but i am unfortunately really fucking good at this shit so the profs expect me to do everything and as perfectly as humanly possible too #like last semester i was like its fine.#i wont turn in these last few assignments bc im exhausted out of my mind and i already have a passing grade so it wont hurt me too much #other than losing my scholarship #but i was so tired i simply did not care gdkfj i was ready to accept relative failure i had already accepted it #then i get a million emails from profs reminding me abt those assignments. girlie im turning into dust as we speak have some RESPECT #of course i unintentionally made a huge vent post abt uni. of course i did. why wouldnt i. its tradition at this point

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