#but i've had macy sine 2013

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                                     Macy Alexis Barianna

December 25th, 2000 -  Age 9: Macy Alexis gets a tape recorder and casette tapes for Christmas. She can’t get the timing right, and ends up mashing songs together on accident. Eventually she started doing it on purpose, swearing she liked how they sounded. Until she got real mixing equipment, at least. 

September 11th 2001 -Age 10: The entire Barianna family crowds back into their parent’s house.  The watch on the new even though they can see the smoke outside. Macy Alexis can’t remember any other time she’d seen her father that scared. 

October 31st 2004 - Age 13: Macy gets her first kiss at a Halloween party, while playing spin the bottle. Superman’s kiss tastes like melted snickers and pizza grease. 

April 13th, 2006- Age 14: Macy Alexis DJs a school dance for 50 bucks. She keeps taking jobs, and eventually develops a following.  The height of her career was getting to headline her own show at a club on her 18th birthday. Her experience earns her a full ride at the University of Wales. 

September 2nd, 2007- Age 15:  Macy Alexis buys orange hairdye from CVS. It comes out patchy and terrible, but she keeps her hair orange for the next decade. 

May 23rd, 2007 -Age 15: Sarah Winslow moves in a block away from the Barianna household, and transfers into Macy’s class. They’re dating by the end of the school year. 

July 12, 2007- Age 16: Macy Alexis loses her virginity. 

January 10th, 2008- Age 16 Macy says I love you for the first time. Sarah says it back. They make plans for when they graduate, to run away together, to college outside of the US. Be out and live their lives together. 

July 22nd, 2009- Age 18: Macy’s mom walks in on Sarah and Macy. Kicks her out without the chance to pack anything, or say goodbye to her siblings. Tells her that she’ll pay for a hotel room until Macy goes to Wales as long as she stays out of contact.  Macy tries to turn to Sarah, only to find that Sarah is claiming Macy pressured her into having sex, that she never wanted to.  Macy has nobody to turn to. She comes home one day when her family is gone to pack a bag and take the cat. It is the last time she’ll step foot in the Barianna household for seven years.

Novemeber 10th, 2013- Age 22: Macy Alexis reapplies for her student visa for her dual masters degree after double majoring in Music Technology and Music Production. Her extended student visa is denied, and she moved to Portland to finish her masters degrees. She only finishes one while she’s there. 

January 28th, 2014- Age 22: Macy sleeps with Tybalt Sinclair. Neither of them realize the condom breaks. She gets pregnant, Briefly, she considers an abortion, before deciding to go through with it and  become a mother. 

July 12th, 2014- Age 23: Macy Alexis reaches out to her younger siblings about her pregnancy. It’s the first contact she’s had in five years with any member of her family. 

October 14th 2014- Age 23: Julia Blake Barianna Sinclair is born. Sinclair is legally removed from all official document while she is two, and Ty has no legal custody. Macy hasn’t spoke to him since before Julia was born. Julia Blake is the love of Macy’s life.

November 22nd, 2015- Age 24: Macy Alexis meets Dustin Montgomery. They talk about where they would escape to if the purge was real and weird creations of children’s imaginations. She has no idea what she’s in for. 

December 25th, 2015- Age 24:  Macy’s entire family is in Portland to spend the holiday with her and Julia. Rhys decides to move to Portland with her.  Macy sneaks away from her family after their dinner to spend a portion of the holiday with Dustin.  She realizes that she doesn’t feel casually about him at all. 

January 12th, 2016- Age 24: Macy Alexis breaks things off with Dustin. She doesn’t want their relationship to be casual and he had made it clear that was all her was interested in right now.

January 14th, 2016- Age 24: Macy Alexis is entirely sick of losing people in her life. Her family for five years, Sarah, Ty, Laiken, and now Dustin.  It felt like a matter of time before she lost everyone again anyways.  She makes sure her last words to everybody are ‘I love you’, and writes suicide notes. She doesn’t give Dustin his. Suffering from untreated postpartum depression, Macy Alexis swallows an entire bottle of pain medication. She barely survives. 

March 30th, 2016- Age 24: Macy Alexis moves back to New York.  She keeps in touch with Blake,and tries to keep in contact with her other friends, but loses touch with all of them. 

July 1st, 2016: - Age 24: Macy is offered a job at Lotus Records as a assistant music producer.  They offer to pay for her to finish the last credits of her major at Lakewood University.  After her birthday, Macy Alexis moves to LA. Tries to convince Blake to move back stateside. 

December 4th, 2016 - Age 25:  Macy runs into Killian teaching at Lakewood University.  Her gut gets the better of her, and she lets Blake know where he and Evie are.  She does not regret meddling for a second.  Still posits that they are soulmates, and belong together. Though she’ll never say it outloud because she think’s they’d lord it over her forever, she hopes for a relationship like theirs someday. 

May 3rd, 2017- Age 25: Lotus records scouts All Systems Go. Macy Alexis is assigned as their lead producer. It will be the her first ever producer credit. 

June 28, 2017- Age 25: Macy runs into Dustin again. None of her feelings have faded. In a moment of panic, she strips her hair of all color. Blake has to talk her out of sleeping with a stranger just to not fall for him again. He comes over that night. Macy wonders if this is what real love feels like. 

June 30th, 2017- Age 25: Macy invites Dustin to In-N-Out so she can talk about how she’s feeling. He brings it up first. They agree to take things slow. They are bad at taking things slow.

July 14th, 2017-Age 26: Dustin sleeps with Jagger, a day after having spent the last two with her for her birthday. Macy finds out because of a snapchat Jagger sends to Killian.  They aren’t technically together, but Macy is very jealous and hates thinking about it.  She is godawful at pretending it doesn’t bother her. Loses a day of recording talking to her band about how much it bothers her.

July 18th, 2017-  Age 26:  Macy bites the bullet and talks to Dustin about the situation with Jagger. The two are officially together.Not casual, not talking, not taking it slow. She thinks it’s funny that that was what it took, two weeks of talking and one odd one night stand, but she is over the moon. 

 August 29th, 2017- Age 26: Macy is stressed beyond reason between the album finishing recording and Julia’s terrible twos. Her anxieties get the best of her, and she and Dustin have a blow out fight. It’s the first time they say they love each other.  She thinks that’s it for their relationship, and decides against her brain that she’s not going to lose him again.  

September 2nd, 2017- Age 26: Leila, the cat that Macy has had since she was six,dies. Macy shuts down, forgets to charge her phone, forgets to shower, forgets to eat. She’s like this for three days. 

September 7th, 2017- Age 26: Macy finishes the initial recording of her first producer credit album, a day after a phonecall with Dustin where they made up from their fight.