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#but like. dang if my jobs gonna be miserable and if my landlord is being so cruel??? I’d never let anyone else talk to me that way
the-trans-dragon
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#sorenhoots
#soren rambles lol
#I am really pretty tired of my current existence! not in a sad way—almost in an exciting way? like. I am at least learning I’m not happy
#here!!! which is better than not knowing I guess
#my job is really pointless and meaningless but at least I don’t feel tied to it. yknow except because money
#I don’t fit here :( new hires make friends in a week that I haven’t made in 11 months
#it feels like everything I do is wrong
#and yknow maybe that’s just part of being an autistic person in a work environment
#but like. dang if my jobs gonna be miserable and if my landlord is being so cruel??? I’d never let anyone else talk to me that way
#and every day i have little bits of happiness from hanging out with my polycule and that’s honestly it
#so like :/ why am I living in this city if there isn’t a scrap of joy?
#I don’t know how to move :/ I don’t know how to leave family behind or rent a uhaul or take such a big chance with such a high risk of
#failure: not finding a job; not having family to fall back on; not knowing anyone; not being able to see my mom; not being able to find a
#good apartment…. it scares me so much
#to think about all the things I could do to change my life because they’re all so HARD
#but I… I… I don’t want the life I have right now if I could trade it for a better one
#I just want to grow old and die knowing I did my best to be happy and make my loved ones happy and not make the world any worse
#but every single day is a million decisions about how to do that
#and I’m quite afraid of everything
#I’m as aftaid of actions as I am nonactions
#I’m afraid of moving but I’m afraid of staying stuck
#the world is such a deadly place and I am scared if I leave my little safety zone I’ll never find another
#but god is it suffocating in here
#😥
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