#but ngl ever since i was young seeing myself as a doctor. i cld always see myself as a doctor
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HMMMMMM i wna read more books again soon ehe
#🌙.rambles#sm books to read but i wna prepare for the future by reading in general stuff on like#idk sorry abt rambling this here i promise i'll fix that spam account soon#thinking abt what i wna pursue in the future n hmmm#i'm not rlly sure if i'd like to be a doctor in like. IDK rn i'm not rlly interested in medicine#but. if i learn more abt it i may#enjoy it more or wtvr#astronomy.. i rlly love astronomy i'd love to be an astronomer but. then again i'm not rlly sure#bcs i'd also be good w molecular biology n biotechnology. i'm fond of biology after all#n then cries i also v much love psychology!!!! n i think i'd be good at related careers too#apollo says hi 'listen to linkin park' oh my god help me they're singing that one line of 'in the end' again n again#wait back to earlier though there's also. i'm fond of writing v fond of creative writing.. but being an author is v likely a side thing ofc#n then hdfklasjfd i'm v fond of programming too n compsci in general n Eventually i wna delve into some uhhh game dev yh#but ngl ever since i was young seeing myself as a doctor. i cld always see myself as a doctor#i think neurology is interesting.#BUT THE THING IS ARGHHH EVERYTHING I LIKE IS DIFFICULT TO PURSUE?#i'm g with data science too but it's not as interesting to me as the aforementioned#generally though i guess most of these stuff r for 'smart people' n oh my god no way in fucking hell will i stay in this goddamn country#you See i am very ambitious n maybe i overestimate myself but 😭😭 i really really want to succeed big#work is definitely an incredibly important aspect of my life. yk fuck i'm not as strict w acads anymore bcs that fucked me up but#fuck hs it's just burnout for me 🥹 esp w my school w this shitton of assignments. it should be balanced w exams but we don't have nymore#i need. balance. too much of one thing n the complete lack of another is bad for me.#hs bcs of the pandemic has been just assignments n assignments. no lab stuff bcs onsite just resumed n no exams n i hate it honestly#i really really hate how they've handled academics n all for the past few years. it fucked me up too so much#:c i'm so angry at the school system here there's rlly just so much problems. it also fucked some more things in my childhood too#IM RANTING NOW I'M SO SORRY so much is just. weighing me down rn n hdfaksdfjsdlkfj ://#there's more important things than acads. a bit funny for me to say growing up as. yeah.. but more than that i'm an emotional person.#anyways back to books though i genuinely just want to learn so much! learning seeking knowledge gaining wisdom. my curiosity is insatiable
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