#but oh god the idea of somebun abdolutely flawless treating me like I'm on their level and we're both just hopelessly obsessed w eachother
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having thoughts abt somebun I don't even interact with that I really shouldn't be having !
#christ i need sleep i see somebun close to my age who's just as/more fucked up than me and make up a whole KiL-esque storyline in my head#we could be so BAD but GOOOOD for eachother come on <3#and then i realized Hm Fuck Maybe I Shouldn't Do That Also Aqua You Don't Fucking KNOW THAT BEING !!! UUU JUST SCROLLED THROIGJ THEIR MENTA#BREAKDOWN BLOG ????? CAN UU BE NORMAL FOR TWO SECOOOOONDS#. ugh and i cannawt fix shit to save my life much less somebun else . and like . I'm scared of beings who are violent el oh el#but come onnnn i could be such a good borderline dependant paranoid boyfie or girlfie or literally whatever they'd prefer#I AM AWARE THIS IS UNHEALTHY I AM AWARE THIS IS UNHEALTHY I WILL NAWT DO THIS I AM IN THERAPY I AM A CHANGING SOUL#I AM DOING MY BEST TO HAVE GOOD HEALTHY RELATIONSHIPS#but oh god the idea of somebun abdolutely flawless treating me like I'm on their level and we're both just hopelessly obsessed w eachother#spend no time apart ever . fuuuck#it's 1:30am I'm being weird as shit i need SLEEP#also fuck it this is being a vent even tho I'm nawt upset bc it's me being fucking W E I R D . augh#➳ valentin vents#ask to tag#this happens a weird amount btw this is why i cannawt let myself look at like . yancore accounts bc my brain pulls this type of weird fucki#bullshit i swear to god . is it obvious i need therapy . I'm in therapy . I'm trying to get better I promise ok#delete later
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