#but their concerns are valid like obviously. i gotta focus on my future. wtf i’m gonna do. and ik my sexuality is gonna. but idk
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i feel like i need a good cry. like just absolutely sobbing my eyes out, unable to catch my breath, headache inducing cry. (goes on about my day as normal)
#(venting in the tags haaaa)#average emotion in my head for meeeeee#like i’m worrying about my future again. normal atp.#but i’m also starting to feel shame about myself specifically my sexuality again bc. idk.#it just makes me feel really lonely.#my family is like. weird about it ig. but it’s like valid concerns.#‘be proud but not too proud!’ yknow. like yeah don’t be ashamed of who you are but also don’t be open to anyone about it ever or else#they might hate you or not wanna hire you (big one) but don’t let anyone judge you!!!!#mainly it’s my mom w/ this me and my dad just don’t. talk about it.#last time we did it was during an argument and it was like ‘you have time to figure out you’re a lesbian but not about your future’#type thing. like mind u i didn’t even wanna come out to him.#but their concerns are valid like obviously. i gotta focus on my future. wtf i’m gonna do. and ik my sexuality is gonna. but idk#like i’m black and a woman you think that’s not gonna hinder my job opportunities also?? whatever who cares#anyway. ENOUGH VENTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?!?! THE WEEKEND IS ALMOST HEREEEE#my text
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