"Sometimes I lay at night, thinking about you. All the time we've spent together, all the memories we've made together... I never want to forget it.. but I always do."
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Artist's note:
This is more a vent per say, rather than a means of shipping, but due to the context and way I executed the drawing- I'm tagging this as sonadow.
There is an bit of a but of a rant/vent an ID and a bonus edit version of this drawing after the readmore. Feel free to skip whichever or.
(I titled them all so it easier to skip stuff. When scrolling fast)
ID:
[ID: A traditional pencil drawing; Text in the top reads: "YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU CAN'T REMEMBER"
On the right and left side are drawings of sonic the hedgehog with his eye portion sketched out.
The left side has 4 drawings, one of sonic smirking with a fist, below that is a drawing of his shoes and next to it is a drawing of super sonic w/ 2 chaos emeralds. Below that is a grumpy sonic checking the watch on his arm.
On the right is a drawing of sonic, hands on hips with his back facing front. The one below that is of sonic laughing with his hand in his chest, then underneath that is sonic at a side angle, smiling whilst talking. Next to that is sonic having a toothy smirk, with a finger waggle as well.
Shadow the hedgehog is in the middle, both hands on the lower portion of his chest, with his quills (very messy) all extended outwards. Creases are all around him as his on a bed. There are 2 pillows on both sides of him. To the right of him are some earphones desgined for hedgehogs that has a headphone wire attached to it. (It's unplugged) and a book with a pencil ontop of it.
On the lower left of him (around the knees) is a phone, only a reflection of the screen shows as it's presumably off.
Shadow looking upwards, with a gazed, zoning out type expression. His identifiable scowl is no where to be seen.
Underneath all of that, are 2 comic panels.
The first one/ the one on the left is of shadow on lying his left side, with one arm over his torso while the other is tucked underneath his head (like a makeshift pillow.) His legs are also shown His, one over the other. His eyes are looking down, now the more iconic angry eyes.
A dark pillar of sorts is behind him, and to the side of that the text reads, " So then, Why".
The right panel is a close up of one of his eyes. It's pretty detailed and you can see some hints of fluff/small quills on his face as well as a bit of his big o'l hedgehog nose.
His iris has a drawing of supersonic reaching out towards one of his extended arms. There are stars around them, and sonic's eyes are still crossed out.
Text to the right of the eye read: "Are you so FAMILAIR?"
:End ID]
Bonus:
Still edited, but just a different version of the post above. It's a little less brighter, but it's more accurate to how the drawing actually looks irl:
Vent:
I never really understood how shadow gained his memories back.
This is coming from a personal level, but him struggling with these identity and memory issues always kind of stuck with me.
As someone who struggles with memory, it's really hard to trust what people say is true or not.
Someone recently told me they've known me for years, and I thought I only knew them for a few weeks.
Like, this is somebody I'm supposed to know. They're so familiar, yet to somehow their still a stranger.
It's shit like that, that always bugs me.
Then people tell me of these stories and things I went through, and it's like I'm listening to another person explain to me what my life was like. It just feels like I'm listening to someone read a storybook.
It's all so distant, beacuse I just can't really remember. I can't connect with my own self, and honestly I don't even know if should. Sometimes I question whether I should even try to learn my psst, or if it would even matter at all..
It makes it hard to trust people too. Cause there's liars out there, and when you've got memory problems it makes it easy for them to put stuff in your head.
(Always thinking about that just gives me way to much anxiety and makes it impossible for me to connect with people.. it's like I got eggshells for shoes.)
I try not to think about it too much, and just move on in life...but the feelings still there.
It just sucks.
I have a really good memory too...(I think?) beacuse when I can remember things its crisp and detailed. (Atleast..sometimes.)
Either than that, there's just entire gaps between my life I can't remember.
I have a freind who tells me about all my adventures I had with her. So I'm just here, lying down on my bed, contemplating all these memories I had with her.
Hello guys , I have been thinking ... Can I use your beautiful fan-arts of urien even tho they are sketchies or the one I requested from beautiful artist like you guys ? I Cherish for the fan-arts of urien lol I just wanna put it in my header on uriens blog and also , I'm going to put some credit , so I don't own it , and also whenever you enter this blog to look at the artsies of mine , you will see your art in my header !!! So whatcha think ?
I'm kinda sad of the other artist who got activated :'(
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Its hard to pick which to choose when they all so pretty and funny XDXD and adorbs !
These are the one I'm going to post on my header because the colors are fascinating XD I just like colors lmao ..... No wait hmmmm have to be more creative when making headers .... Hold on .. I have to put EVERY FAN-ART THAT EXIST !!! - HSJJSN
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@izumi-lov3 I already put your beautiful artwork but I just gonna tag you lmao , @okame-art , @camomiletae , @zibranhunter45 , @kiroccoowi @lumilynndraws - sadly this artist is deactivated :((( , @helloiama-deadblog , @beeb-umbrei , @jewelymoo , @lilygames9600 , @midlightart , @smallartistsam , @gabilords - my god your art is goooddddd , @devogamer , @anthony-alejandro-0-o - this artist also deactivated :(
I was doing some research in order to find the specific types of species that might've inspired the artist's designs for their characters, and found this species: Jackson Chameleons.
Turns out, Jackson chameleons have sexual dymorphism (like humans do) to differentiate between sexes.
So basically, depending on the Jackson chameleon type you get (Nairobi Three-Horned, Kenyan/Rainbow, Mt. Meru/Dwarf) there's an amount of horns each one will grow.
According to my sources (links down below), all the male chameleons have a 3-horn characteristic, while most females have 1 or 3 (sometimes zero- with Mt. Meru/Dwarf chameleon girls having one horn with varying length and shape. ).
I thought it was interesting, since I would often "correct" the design when I would redesign Espio, thinking it was a simple stylistic choice because "Jackson Chameleons have 3 horns, not one."
Then after some thinking, about other characters like Amy (and Tails) who both have their little head tuffs, and how Amy's full redesign had her change her outfit and quills/hair entirely- he was redesigned in a game where the artists could've fit like 2 or one extra horn. (I've done it, and its really easy, it fits his head shape perfectly.)
So now, here we are. Espio is trans, because he has one horn.
Thank you for coming to my Ted-talk.
oh, and this is the background I painted. I thought it was so pretty it deserved its own png.
A watercolor painting I made. For those who wish to know what supplies i used multimedia sketchbook paper, dollar store paints, watercolor pencils and crayons. This took about a week and a half to complete.
The idea was that sonic caught shadow instead, of him falling to his death. Sonic had try to overcome his fear of water and use what power he had left to bring them both to shore.
I like to think that sonic collapses after this, and shadow will wake up to see sonic passes out on the beach. Their both alive but bruised from the water. Though you can make your own ideas on what happens next.
Unedited version under the cut, as well as a few bonus filtered ones: