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redcallisto · 1 year

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How the hell did zines accept me when my art used to be shit years ago, and now i can’t seem to get accepted? Man. I just wanna draw mahito or horror mahito for a fun project and i’m being locked out lmao. Now that I’m really confident in my work no one wants it, even though I make bangers ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ It’s been forever since I’ve been in one i’ve cared about and I’m just not right for the ones I like apparently. Fuck this I’m so sick of literally nothing happening. There’s still a whole month to go before we start deso e7 production; I feel so empty constantly creating for myself with no one to give back, no one to work alongside

#vent #i may be angrier bc i worked on assignments all day bleh #i don't get to be in cool things. i only have deso #like #i've been told i'm feeding mahitoblr lately and like. that's fun and all I enjoy seeing others enjoy my work but #It gets tiring. I don't want to have to always make my food and eat it #i'd like takeout too when i'm tired yknow what i mean lmao #i miss working with others #idek what i'm saying anymore #i just miss things happening and being in things #who wants my bnha/mha zines i dont care about lmao /j #good night (morning)#maybe i'll regret speaking and delete this later #can't let the world know i experience negative emotions heheh

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