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t4tstarvingdog · 2 years

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ohhhh human cas in my little au.... thinking about my poem i made a while back and it’s about his gender but also about being fully angel and fully man and if the angel part is taken away... and while dean and cas ARE meant to be side by side in what they’re going through it’s still different because dean got changed but cas got part of himself taken. stuffed into a shell and then got all the guts removed. ship of theseus.

#it's like looking in a mirror and trying to convince yourself that your reflection is just as physical and a part of you #as the skin you can feel. yes it's two dimensional and flat. and the glass cold. but it isme! you cry. it is me!#because if it's not then what is left of you?#timothy's txts.#thee gender debacle fic #human cas #and ofc will i do it in-universe pre or post canon human cas? OR will i do it and ignore timelines period #i just don't know #but i will be excited for certain things with him as a human #he takes super long showers and i can delve into his texture issues and things like him having. oh what's it called #i know it's an adhd thing for me. when you're having a bad time but you don't know WHY and then five hours later you're like oh fuck #i needed to pee this whole time AND i haven't eaten in two days #anyways i think he would do that as a human. and he would struggle with. not paranoia exactly? but his senses are extremely changed #and i think it makes him very anxious #and having DREAMS... sleeping is fine and he can do it just fine (he has insomnia...) but even good dreams unsettle him i think #to believe something so fully that it can even affect what you believe when you're awake! that's disconcerting #anyways i am Thinking about this fic. having many Thoughts #can't wait to make dean menstruate #tw swearing

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