#cant wait for a fiammetta alter where she finally gets better

[arkiwii]

on my way to ramble about fiammetta because autism be damned and it will do good to see me talk about another liberi on this liberi blog

she's a character i already used to appreciate with the little content i saw of her in her operator records and code of brawl, so i was really interested in guide ahead to understand more of her and mostima and ohhh boy this bird is full of separation anxiety

I particularly love that what drives her anger is her hatred for Andoian for hurting her friends, despite that her friends are actually pretty chill about it She's not even a victim of what he did and yet she's the only one out of the three who can't stand him And why? because she's not a Sankta, because whe can't feel the empathy Lumuen and Mostima were able to feel Andoian and they understood his intentions, and while they're still bitter about him because, well, he fucked up, they could feel that he was geniune Fiammetta doesn't, and she can't understand her friends neither, so all she saw as a Liberi was that someone she used to trust attacked the people she cares about

the reason of all her anger is precisely what Andoian talks about, but she still refuses his claims in a world where it wasn't andoian who did all of this eight years ago, maybe she would have listened to him

But at the same time she's very religious and influenced by the Sanktas as if she was one of them, she was raised by one So in her mind, there's NO way she could blame them What Andoian says goes against all she got taught and believes in, so she puts the blame on him

and now she's here, following Mostima absolutely everywhere and being her overseer because she's scared that Mostima might be suffering from her Fall even tho Mostima seems to not give a single fuck about it and that she's completely alright but Fiammetta is still scared to lose her, this event deeply influenced her and she's now depending emotionally on her, despite what she tries to show

Mostima and Lemuen could try to explain her but she wouldn't understand, she's just blinded by her own rage and fear And they're not to blame, not their fault is they're Sanktas and she is not, they can't do anything about it

I still think a LOT about what the Gun-Knight told her in her operator record, "It's not Mostima who needs you, it's you who needs her"

give this bird a break and therapy