#charm.mysme

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saeran: i'm going to come get you

mc: haha then what ;)

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rude

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look at this sentimental nerd lol

he made the rfa group shot the background for his monitor how adorable❤️

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gdi there's a glitch when loading the game

I'm trying to load the first day and it says it's going to load the first day but then it loads the second day and I've lost 15 hourglasses to this

is anyone else getting this problem and do you know how to fix it

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all is right in the world

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i'm going to have to write this aren't i

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honestly i know that MC is supposed to be this blank slate so every person playing MM can identify with her but like

she somehow has way more personality than me

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I FEEL SO BAD

THIS IS WHY I WANTED TO PLAY THE BAD ENDINGS FIRST

Zen.... poor baby...... I'm so sorry

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also this is way late but that’s 100% Dipper and Mabel Pines

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Mint Eye agent MC

Prompt: How would RFA react if MC revealed they were working as a spy for Mint Eye, but backed out of the mission when they genuinely fell in love with a member, angering their partner (Saeran) and Mint Eye as a whole?

A/N: This is incredibly self-indulgent tbh. I just wanted to try one of these things and see how it went. I like the way this turned out, and I might write an actual fic for it, rather than just a scenario :)

Jaehee

you tell her over the phone after you tell Saeran you quit

you tell her you were sent to gather information about the RFA

and she honestly feels more betrayed than she thought she should be

you

you know who's after the rfa?

what's more, you're part of it??

you're also scared of the hacker/your partner bc you think he's going to come after you?

"maybe you deserve it" she tells you on impulse

but she can't ignore the way you're crying

it's just over the phone so she can't see you but she can hear your voice shaking as you beg for forgiveness

and then she hears glass breaking and a cold, cold voice in the distance

she hears as you drop your phone and even though she feels betrayed she still loves you and tries to call Seven

when you show up at her house, bloody and in shock, she lets you in and gives you a big hug

"this doesn't mean i forgive you, but i do care about you"

gives you tea and lets you stay with her

but only if you tell the rest of the RFA about Mint Eye, which you were going to do anyway

it takes a while, but she does forgive you and trusts you again

you make each other  genuinely happy 

she never asks how you got away from the voice on you phone - she doesn't need to (the blood on you that night wasn't yours, after all)

Yoosung

you visit his house unexpectedly to tell him

"MC? how did you know where i live?"

you blurt out, "Mint Eye!" and explain that they're why you went to Rika's apartment and joined RFA

wait

what did you just say?

"no... you can't be"

denies it

then you tell him that Rika is the head of Mint Eye

denies it harder

has a panic attack in his bedroom

runs away to the other room with hands over his ears and tears in his eyes

you help him through it and he makes tea after it

he still doesn't want to believe you about Rika

but it makes sense, he never trusted V or the fact that there was no body at her funeral

you tell him your partner might come for you, so you have to leave

he insists on going with you but before you can argue back you hear Saeran's laughter coming from inside the house

“run as far as you want, i'll find you"

Yoosung looks confused until he sees the fear in your eyes

he leads you to the back and you two run all the way to Seven's house and he gives you shelter until the whole thing blows over

Saeran and the rest of Mint Eye eventually abandon their pursuit of you after you tell the rest of the RFA

Zen

you tell him when you visit him

you just kind of murmur it while handing him a beer

but he heard what you said and grabbed your wrist before you could get away

"Mint Eye? what is that?"

you can't look him in the eye, but you explain that you were originally sent to infiltrate the RFA for their secrets

his grip on your wrist tightens for a moment before he lets go and silently stares at you

you look away and back up, but he hugs you

"i want you to be happy. i will admit, this hurts. it hurts a lot. but it means you trust me, right?"

you nod and say you decided to leave Mint Eye

but since you also told your partner, he might be mad and come to take you back

Zen kisses you and holds you tight

"i'm glad you told me, princess. i promise to protect you"

when Zen is called in for rehearsal, he takes you with him

Saeran is there, hiding in the theater

he's trying to scare you away from the crowd so he can take you back to Mint Eye, but Zen never takes his eyes off you and is ready to jump to your defense if someone gets within three feet of you

Saeran just gives up then

Zen keeps it a secret until you're ready to tell everyone else

Jumin

you tell him one night, as soon as he walks in the door after work

"you work for the group who wants to hurt us? it's headed by Rika and V knows about it?"

he was speechless

speechless? he couldn't even breathe

he turns right around and goes back to his office

you follow him, trying to explain, but he won't hear it

when he reaches the lobby, he tells his guards to detain you

they're confused, but does as he asks

he watches as you don't fight back and start crying and apologizing

he plans on questioning you later, but right now he needs to do something else

something that doesn't involve you, V, or Rika in any way, shape, or form

something that will calm him down and help him regain control over his emotions

his phone rings when he gets in his car

"you have my partner"

"you must be the partner MC mentioned," he replies

"you're right. i need to take them back. they need... reeducation but your bodyguards won't let me"

"i won't let you either. i'm going to hear the full story first, then pass judgement"

when he finally reaches his office, he orders more guards to be placed around you

after working through the night and sleeping through the next day, he's ready to hear your story

you don't mean to, but you create a rift between him and V, especially when V never confesses to him. he can never look at V the same way again, and it breaks everyone's heart

he doesn't want to trust you anymore either, but he can't deny his feelings for you

you want to leave to give him peace, but he doesn't want you to, partly bc he still loves you, partly bc he thinks you're still in danger (he remembers the phone call from your partner every time he thinks of you leaving)

one day, about four months later, you notice him smiling as he watches you play with Elizabeth. it's the first time he’s smiled since you told him

Seven

you send him a message, telling him to come to the apartment, that you have something to confess and it has to be in person

he almost refuses, he has so much work to do, but then you call and he hears the desperation in your voice

when he gets there, you break down crying but manage to stumble through it

you tell him everything

e v e r y t h i n g

you tell him about Mint Eye, about Rika, and

you start crying more when you tell him about Saeran and what they did to him

he goes into shock

you've been working with not only the people who want to hurt them, but his brother as well??

what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fu-

he lashes out at the wall, punching a hole in it and hurting his hand

he feels anger burning through him

anger at Rika for hurting Saeran, anger at V for keeping it secret, anger at you for being involved

he's so angry he barely notices as you clean and bandage his hand

he stands in the hall for hours, not even entering the apartment

he watches you the whole time, eventually simmering down enough to wonder why you'd tell him such a dangerous secret

in his line of work - which operates very similarly to Mint Eye, from what you've told him - you could be hurt, tortured, killed for letting a just a little piece of information slip

and you just told him everything, free of will

and although you look miserable, he knows it's not because you're worried for your own safety, but his

you've been standing there with him the whole time, leaving only to get the first aid kit

he thinks back and remembers you occasionally muttering words of encouragement and even planning a rescue mission

"i'm sorry. but we can save him" "i know the best ways to sneak in" "he just needs to hear the truth" "time will help him" "they have medical records for him, maybe we can figure out what they've done to him and find a way to reverse it"

your patience makes him realize he still loves you and wants to see you out of Mint Eye and it dawns on him

"that's why you told me, isn't it? you want your freedom?"

“I trust you, Seven. I...” You don’t say it but he knows you love him as mcuh as he loves you and when you smile at him through your tears he feels his heart soar

he sets to work, still pacing the hall, asking you questions while you fix him something to eat

everything's going fine until he hears the window break. he goes to see what it was but you run over and shove him behind the wall

you greet the person who came in through the window and it doesn't take him long to figure out that you're talking to Saeran

he peeks around the corner to see you backed against the wall as Saeran stands over you angrily

"what do you mean you want to quit? and what is this?" Saeran points to your phone, which has the last conversation with Seven open on it - the one telling him to come to the apartment

you babble out an excuse but Saeran just shoves you towards the window

you meet Seven's eyes and give him a sad smile as Saeran buckles you and himself into a harness and takes off into the night

Seven knows you're going to be put through the same torment as Saeran

he knows he has to do something

he has to save both you and his brother

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this took like six hours

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funny story: i have both those missing cgs. if i tap on them, they come up like any other in the album. but the previews aren't there. hm.

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Saeyoung makes me so emotional i cry every time i finish one of his endings and it just leaves me feeling empty for the next few hours but like in a good way??

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IM SO BBINH SO MICH RIGHT NOW

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*sigh*

the pillowcase i want is $85 plus 11 for shipping and i can't. spend that much on it. i'm not going to. but i don't want to buy it from somewhere else bc then it wouldn't be supporting the artist and

*sigh*