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36/40 March 2024 Vogue Cover Stars: Christy Turlington

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You ever wonder and ask yourself : of all the times you reach out or viceversa, how real is that picture – or, if the avatar is this totally cool drawing, how you could have this really new and banal or subdued exciting friendship that goes . . . . where ¿who actually knows? But! You really want it to be something YET it’s dead at the get go…

Regardless of how much time and effort; regardless of how sincere you both are; it never fails to completely and utterly, fail: miserably, you are crushed. From one dancing domino to the next: you could be that player you once held a seat in on that esteeeamed alter and playing-the-field, as the saying goes… however! However sol (shit-out-of-luck) we may be, WE MARCH FORWARD still in command of ourselves, our person; hence, our constitution IS ours. We do not, stop. We will not, stop.

Is her name to be Yut Mira Christinova? Been there. Done that. We’ve a child between us! A relationship to keep unsevered! I am so fucking sorry that I can take a joke but you carn’t. I am so fucking sorry that you can stretch limits as far as you want BUT I’m on a short leash. I’m sorry!

Is her name, then, to be Rebecca Hal, next?

Perhaps, no. Is it Keira Knightley, perhaps? Perhaps, boh? What do we know about how life goes, truly? Am I a sucker? Are they suckers? Are we somehow, inadvertently, connected to one another, indirectly? Yet, one of us lit a fuse? Was it the magazine at the laundromat in 2009\10\11 Padova, Italy? Was it the LOVE LETTER I was so compelled to, including 3 autographed pictures of myself, write Rebecca Hall, a few short years later? (That’s, now, quite a long time ago) I had already just written one to my baby sister, Rabiah’s friend, Katya! It was perplexing how I could write another one so soon after: at the time, I felt embarrassed that I could be such an easy lover. But, that’s me. In all reality, actuality and sincerity: I could fall in love with Rebecca just as easy as I can fall in love with Keira or even Naomi Campbell and Christy Turlington – if she or she isn’t a Burns. If I am that kind of guy or not, I don’t! I do not want to be a jealous person!

Am I wrong? Jealousy IS avarice and greed. Jealousy IS the root of ALL evil. Anyways.

That’s what we think. How about you?

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christy turlington (supermodel, charity-founder, campaigner)  — request @volcanorumblr​

› english, salvadoran, distant honduran, 1969.

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36/40 March 2024 Vogue Cover Stars: Christy Turlington

[showmeyouricons]

36/40 March 2024 Vogue Cover Stars: Christy Turlington

[ndia-galerie]

christy turlington (supermodel, charity-founder, campaigner)  — request @volcanorumblr

› english, salvadoran, distant honduran, 1969.