#circumstances of my practical journeyman exam have changed quite a bit. location. time. conditions to an extent
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tired. i've been nothing but tired anxious frustrated. and tired! did i mention tired?
#meins#circumstances of my practical journeyman exam have changed quite a bit. location. time. conditions to an extent#i am dealing with it. we are finding solutions#we can adapt.#but i do not feel chill about it at all.#also eff my teacher#i feel so fucking unprepared for life post finishing apprenticeship#so many lessons that we missed bc she is incapable of proper planning and utterly overwhelmed with her responsibilities#i feel like so much of my time is wasted#at this point we are begging for some actual lessons#we do nothing but complain about it amongst us apprentices. it's so exhausting. everyone is stressed and frustrated#maybe that's why i am so tired#i finished my first sample suit in time. i worked hard. and what does it get me?#nothing! bc my teacher can't plan for shit and is with one foot in a burn out if not both#i feel for her but god fucking damnit this is our apprenticeship this is our journeyman exam#i want to do my very best and i don't feel like i am given the chance to do so#okay enough renting. i need to go do the dishes and distract myself
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