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time heals exactly one wound. and you don't get to choose it

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“I was already complete

when I met him. He just filled my life with so much color, to go on without him seemed absurd.”

- (B.D.)

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“I suppose I love this life,

In spite of my clenched fist”

- (C.B.)

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“I’m not hungry, I’m not full. I’ve starved myself of you for so long, I dont want to even begin to imagine what you taste like.”

- (C.B.)

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“Yes there is a place where someone loves you both before and after they learn what you are.”

- (C.B.)

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Athena Nassar, from "Love Is Not Always Song, but the Swelling"

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“A  repetition of the past, a pain that demands to be felt. A light that extinguishes, a sun that has melted, a heart left broken. Lies left unspoken.”

(C.B.)

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“i miss you immensely. i miss watching the stars rise & the moon set on the horizon with a bloody orange new beginning. something in the orange mornings tinged with the aching memory of you. i think of you often, often enough to wonder if you think of me, us, just as often. if when you make the drive past my street daily if you ever sometimes turn left sometimes (or right) down this block, and remember. remember our oranges, remember our stars that we made wishes on, on the front lawn during the witching hours. if you remember how you wouldn’t tell a soul what that wish was, because if you did, it wouldn’t come true. do you remember the lamplight, the cigarettes burning, the patio lights shining. i gave us up because of an undeniable fear. i hold onto that fear, and the inconceivable love that i have for you. i see the future you’re making from the distance, and i would not expect anything less for you, even in our separate lives i think of you. i think of how much i love you, loved you, and how scared i was to show you how I truly felt. i stuffed those feelings of fondness, love, and affection with turmoil, hate, & sadness. but, i will always remember us, and our sunsets.”

(C.B.)

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fiona apple was right. how can i ask anyone to love me when all i do is beg to be left alone

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I'm Glad My Mom Died by Jennette McCurdy

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“you only smile like that when you’re drinkin’. i wish i didn’t, but I do remember every moment on the nights with you”

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i meant what i said; i want you to be happy, even if it is without me.

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“You're asking me what I want for breakfast and I'm telling you about how when the worst thing happened, I didn't even cry. You're handing me a receipt from the laundromat down the street and I'm passing you a bundle of letters that I wrote to God when I was fourteen and scared. You're passing me the milk after you drip it into your coffee and I'm half laughing about the psychiatrist's office and how there's actually a couch and it's made of blue tweed. You're trying to do the normal things and I am throwing up dull pieces of truth onto our kitchen table. I can't lie anymore. These are the things I've done and they're mostly sad. These are the places I've been and they're mostly awful. This life has woven itself into the notches of my spine and I hear it creak every time I stand.”

— Fortesa Latifi; Dull Pieces Of Truth

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“I hope one day we can forgive each other for not being what we wanted each other to be”

— Kriti G.

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