#conheaded

[abusedog]

he's uncomfortable and curling around the magazine like his LIFE depended on it ( it feel like it does ) . it wasn't actually his , but he had been curious and had stole it from a CLASSMATE when he wasn't looking . he had liked what he had seen , the men TOUCHING each other , kissing each other , but dad had went into ANOTHER rampage about how faggots were ruining the country over dinner and roman had ran to his ROOM and tried to burn the magazine before his father found out and actually KILL him . that's when @conheaded had found him .

❛  i won't judge you , no matter what you say .  ❜

❝ it's not mine , i swear it's not mine but you have to PROMISE me you won't tell dad , con . promise me ! ❞ he's almost CRYING as he slowly offers his older brother a look to what's he's HIDING , enough for him to know what it is, not enough to fucking traumatize him or something ❝ i NEED to get rid of it before he finds it , con or i'm as good as DEAD . he will kill me . ❞

[leclercari]

connor having ptsd over his wedding cake. connor finding out dead last that his father died, while they are literally at his wedding. connor’s very first instinct reaction being ‘he never even liked me’. connor knowing he has to be sad but also knowing his father gave him nothing. he has nothing to grieve. he’s empty. none of them even considered asking him to come say goodbye. he’s irrelevant. they are at his wedding. connor comforting his sister. connor not getting to be the supportive big brother. or the first son. he never was. connor asking the one person who actually has the power to hurt him by leaving if she’s only around for the money. she is honest with him. someone is finally honest with him. he marries her in front of no one. it’s not for show. it’s not for his father. it’s for connor and connor alone.

[iwan-out]

[irlplasticlamb]

sacrificial lamb — someone or something that is deliberately sacrificed to promote a cause or for the benefit of others.

prints + merch + ig

[bulkbarnes]

im a plant that grows on rocks and lives off insects that die inside me

inprnt

[notesappsoup]

Something about Connor showing up with a long eulegy prepared and yet being the only one of the siblings who didn't get a chance to speak. Connor 'he never loved me'. Connor who had to take care of his father's body. Connor whose father chose business over his son's wedding and then died. Connor who never got the last chance to speak to his dying father over the phone. Connor who wants the top bunk in the mausoleum to lie with his father forever.

[shivroy]

connor, pathetic, with schrödinger's poisoned donut

[muadweeb]

THINK THEY HAVE "DESPERADO" BY THE EAGLES?

[lovebugism]

connor had a whole speech about having a family who didn't love him and we watched that play out in real time. his father was DYING at his WEDDING and his siblings still neglected him. everyone else got to say their goodbyes and connor was treated as an afterthought.

[abusedog]

it's a coincidence if he keeps lying to himself , just a coincidence he decided to call CONNOR on this exact day . it wasn't like it was for father's day or anything . ❝ hey , @conheaded ❞ he TALKS through the phone ❝ i was wondering , are you around today ? for LUNCH , maybe . maybe dinner ? ❞

once again , an impromptu starter

[attentionhoard]

connor roy + text posts v1

(connor v2 / connor v3 / more succ text posts)

[damongant]

[sgsketchbook]

sometimes i lie awake at night thinking about the camping trip that connor took them on. decided to do something about that

[kenstewydyke]

Me every five seconds: Connor Roy is my president. (I'm a communist who lives in India and firmly believes that the USA needs to be completely destroyed)