#cosmorandomrambles

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Mmhghhrrrrr thinking about EiMorv again......... I keep thinking of this scenario of Aster locking Morvay out of the mansion as punishment, and Morvay using Eiden's room as a secret backdoor for getting back inside..

Eiden is staying up late, still has his lights on, and Morvay begs for Master not to snitch.. Morvay prepares to sneak his way back into his room, not wanting to be too much of a bother to his master when Eiden — lovely, bright Eiden — instead offers Morvay to stay.

And when Morvay hesitates to say no, Eiden spreads his arms out, smiles and says that if Morvay stays, he'll have a full night of cuddles and hard-earned praises!! Morvay— tired and underappreciated— takes the deal!! He works tirelessly everyday, and that shitty little vampire keeps taking all of master's attention!!

Morvay leaps into Eiden's arms, already getting showered with "good boy"s and kisses. Garu/Karu aren't the only puppies in this mansion, apperantly!!

Ugrhrhhrhr just imagining.... morvay kneeling with his head on Eiden's thighs, his little pink pupils turned into hearts, his tail swaying happily......... And he won't help but smile and melt when Eiden cups his cheeks, can't fight the shivers when Eiden brushes his fingers against those pointed ears or his horns......

Oiyghghghhrhrrhhrhhrhrggg morvay my love.....

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it'd be funny if Dante was secretly really into soft teenage slowburn books

this intimidating, massive, fiery red hot man has a hidden shelf of squishy, feel-good, lighthearted BL. Barely any smut, and if there is, it's very vanilla and very soft

and of course, he'll try to imagine him and Eiden in the characters' place..............

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devs once again trying to put us all in the hospital with these expressions

listen I don't usually watch Kuya's rooms but these ones were realllll good

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after chapter 16..... and the emotional turmoil that gave us..... have this as therapy

.. Eiden with cute hair clips...... sobbing

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HELLO????? OH MY GOD??

For FREE??? WE GET TO SEE THIS FOR FREE?????????? OH MY GOD!!!!!! The asthma attack I had when I saw this oh my god

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Eiden's faces in this room are going to be the cause of my death

THE HEART EYES ARE BACK!! It feels like it's been a while since we saw them <3333 shoutout to Dante!!! These wouldn't exist without him and his hard (cock) work <333

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Augehrh myn godd he's so fucking cute and cozy and hrhurghhhr I wanna kiss him gently on the head and whisper sweet dreams to him oh my godddd I'm djrjrkrirjirie 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 look it him using his widdle wings as blanket imbhuygrggggh nrjjjje I'm so gonna draw yet another astereimorv literal sleeping together but their mimis... Ohh....................

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The boys and gay slang 💅💅💅

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The eiden experience so far is

Silly protagonist

Isekai'd and Infodumped

Gay sex!

Boyfriends assemble!

Unpack trauma

Unpack trauma

Unpack trauma

Gay sex!

Unpack trauma

Unpack trauma

Unpa

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Blade coming into Eiden's room to watch him sleep, only to find Rei taking hair samples. They stare at each other before Rei exits Eiden's room via the window. Blade will continue to watch Eiden sleep, only for Yakumo to come in as well. Not wanting to wake up precious Eiden, they communicate with their eyes. Yakumo and Blade have agreed to watch Eiden sleep together.

They hear a pitter patter from the window, Blade thinks its an intruder, ready to defend the defenseless and unconscious Eiden, only to find out it's Morvay, using his master's room as a secret backdoor after sneaking out for a meal. "What are you two doing here??" He asks. After a whispered explanation, Morvay unknowingly joins in on watching Eiden sleep, though he himself should be in bed by now. His master is so at peace like this, so sound and safe, and it would be so easy to pounce on him and suck him dry...

"What a crowd we have here." A voice comes from Eiden's desk. It's Kuya, he's been here even before Rei, but he acts like its the others who are weird for peeping on the young grand sorcerer like this. The group has now started whispering amongst themselves, trying to defend their reasons for watching Eiden sleep.

Finally Eiden turns on the light "guys. Please."

They scatter. Blade goes under the bed, Morvay flies out the door, Kuya disappears in a cloud of smoke, and Yakumo screams as he opens the nearest window and jumps out.

"That was weird." Eiden is ready to go back to bed.

"Ikr" Rin says, from a hole in the ceiling

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RREAAAAAHHHHH HAPPY BIRTHDAY THE MOST HARDWORKING BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAAAHHHH *breaking tables* *smashing windows* *banging head* MORVAY!!!!!!!!!! THE M IN MORVAY STANDS FOR MVP!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAHHH!!!!!! RRRRRRAAAAHHH!!!!!

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Every polyclan ship that includes Aster should have Aster as the top............. Because it'd be so funny to see this 5'4 femboy with dainty twigs for arms dominating and giving orgasm tortures left and right like it's a charity. (But also because I'm biased and want to be orgasm tortured by Aster)

BUT. THERE IS AN EXCLUSION. Aster can't top Kuya. BUT!! I'M NOT FINISHED!! Kuya can't top Aster either. What do they do in the sheets on Friday night? They taunt and belittle each other for hours on end. The most petty of hate-fucks where the two just bitch at each other. They still keep coming back to each other for more, so clearly it's enjoyable.... Somehow....

This could also apply to Rei, considering Rei is more of a power bottom. But!! I feel it would be less petty arguing and moreso horny bdsm taunting. Like "is that all you got?" Or "I can't even feel anything". It's competitive, sure, but it's not as confusing as Aster and Kuya.

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guys if Aster is a very effeminate short man, then Fem!Aster should be a tall masc lesbian.

if Aster gets mistaken for a woman (see : Sunburst Festival event dialogue) then Fem!Aster should be mistaken for a man

if Aster brags about how petite, dainty and cute he is, then Fem!Aster should brag about how strong she us, and how she'll protect all the cute girls of the world

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vent art but silly and goofy

basically I've just got alotta shit on my plate and not much time to deal with it!!!!!!!!!!!! projecting my stress to the slutty incubus (not like he doesn't get stressed every single fucking day)

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I can't believe a game I played for the sole purpose of jacking off to has made me experience the 5 stages of grief in one chapter. fuck. god help me.

its hard for me to put stuff into words right now but I legitimately haven't cried this much since my days of playing Honkai Impact 3rd and that game fucking destroyed me multiple times with it's storytelling

Genuinely, I started tearing up when Eiden started talking about how it was all worth it like I could not hold it in.

this is so embarrassing like??? wtf am I supposed to tell people I did last night at 1 am??? bawl over a gay porn game???? like whaaaattt that's so cringe ewww (I say all of this while about to draw fanart)

fuck you erolabs, fuck you devs, fuck you everyone!!! I fucking hate you!!!!! (/affectionate, sobbing)