#dear diary—❥

[lostaurorax]

i will gladly give steve harrington six little nuggets 🫡

[urh2ogf]

sometimes i have this out of body experiences where i feel like i’m living in a moment who doesn’t feel like mine and i’ll look down to a body who doesn’t look like me.

for so long in my life i convinced myself that i was undeserving of any kinds of happiness; that i should run away and hide from all good feelings because they don’t belong to me and never will. so now that i am happy, and i feel happy and i can taste the joy and i’m not surrounded by the numbness i was once buried so deep in, it just doesn’t feel like me.

for my whole life i only knew pain, and so every time a genuine laugh comes out of my lips i feel like a thief.

if i went back in time i wouldn’t tell little me that it gets better, because she would never believe me, but sometimes during shower i trace my fingers through the scars in my left arm and i smile, because i couldn’t be more proud of them and i couldn’t be more proud of the girl who did them.

i think my point here is, i’ll be turning 19 in less than a month and i’m terrified. just like i was terrified when i turned 18 and just like i was the happiest when i turned 10. so if i could go back to 2017 and talk to 12 year old me i would tell her: one day you and this girl in the mirror will become best friends, and you’ll look back and ask yourself “how could i be so mean to her?” but she’ll forgive you, and the days will get less longer and the nights will get less colder and butterflies will get less scary and you will finally realize that happiness belonged to you all along.

[dixonlvr-online]

OCTOBER CHALLENGE 2022 MASTERLIST

All my Daryl Dixon x Reader fics from the October 2022 challenges

OCTOBER CHALLENGES

✫ Whumptober / ❥ Flufftober / ✴ Fictober

✨ my favorites

Take it off - Wearing each other's clothes ❥

Protective streak - "Nobody warned you about me?" ✴

Birthday surprise - "That was not my intention." ✴

Just a graze - Dead on your feet ✫

Is it worth it? - "No, anything but that." ✴

Breaking point - Proof of life ✫

Delicate - Movie marathon ❥

I could really use a wish right now - Shooting stars ❥ ���

Family game night - Game day ❥

Heart still beating - Torture ✫

Let me go - "Think! For once!" ✴

Written in the stars - "You're making my head hurt." ✴ ✨

Kiss the cook - Secret family recipe ❥ ✨

No exit plan - I'll be right behind you ✫

Slow afternoon - "What are you doing?" ✴

Sneak attack - I hate you- I love you too ❥

Build-a-Dad - Up against the wall kiss ❥ ✨

On three? - Just get it over with ✫ ✨

Breath of fresh air - Repeatedly passing out ✫

How far is too far? - It's been a long day ✫

Fake champagne - "I never said that." ✴

Meet me at midnight - Falling asleep together ❥

Pretty serious - POV outsider ❥

Time to let go - I don't want to do this anymore ✫

Prison bug - "You know I'd do anything" ✴

Our cave's collapsing - No one left behind ✫ ✨

Burning truth - Reunion ❥

Light at the end - Anger born of worry ✫

Kissin' in the rain - Caught in the rain ❥

Dear diary - Dear Diary ❥

Heaven in your arms - Light at the end of the tunnel ✫ ✨

MAIN MASTERLIST

[valentince]

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[lgchyunhee]

❥ TRAINEE MISSION 011 | TLDR; HYUNHEE WRITES A JOURNAL ENTRY DETAILING HER VOLUNTEER EXPERIENCE ( WC : 357 )

she’s said it once, she’ll say it again. this all feels like school to her. hyunhee joined legacy to get away from school. now, it’s like she’s back in the classroom. she decides to write about her volunteer experience, it’s the easiest option. she’s worried if she writes about some of the lessons, she’ll leave out important details, leading the coaches to think she wasn’t paying attention. 

spoiler alert — she wasn’t. well, she was . . . she tried to, but it was hard for hyunhee. it felt like a lot of information at once, even though training wasn’t too different from what they normally do, especially during the image workshops. she had a hard time trying to focus. however, the coaches don’t need to know that.

dear diary, 

out of all volunteer work we’ve had to do this past month, i think i enjoyed delivering groceries the most! the bags were heavy, sure, there’s no denying that i had difficulty carrying the food  (especially with my noodle arms, i knew i should focused more on weight lifting during the bootcamp . . . ) to everyone’s door.

anyways, i’m getting off track. the reason i liked it so much was because i was able to speak with all the elderly ladies! well, elderly gentlemen too, but mostly i liked talking to the older grandmas. they were very chatty, and i am too! we were able to trade stories and have small talk. 

i think my least favorite part was having to shovel the snow. it was so cold outside, i felt like i was going to freeze. all that taught me was that i need to wear more layers if i’m going to be doing manual labor. speaking of layers, maybe this is a good excuse for me to buy a new jacket . . .

i hope i’ll get to speak to everyone we helped this past month again. eventually, of course. i think it would be nice to catch up, they were wishing us all success in our debut. even though i know debut is far away (for me at least) it’s nice knowing i will have their support. 

[ickymichi]

mikasa would be the prettiest ever sitting on ur cock 🥺 i don’t think she makes a lot of sound during sex but she little stuttering breaths and sharp inhales are the cutest.

˗ˏˋtalk to me´ˎ˗

mikasa x m!reader

warnings: nsfw, smut, unprotected sex (don’t), just soft sex nothing too much :3 not proofread btw so sorry for mistakes :p

remember: modern au, everyone’s +18, male reader.

note: PHUUCCKK— yes. this is. yes. (i got so carried away-)

ickymichi 2022. don’t repost on this or any other platform. feedback & reblogs are greatly appreciated.

❈ she’ll truly never know how beautiful she sounds either under or above you. whenever you make her feel good.

❈ soft little whimpers she desperately tires to keep in as your tongue deep in her cunt, fingers rubbing over her sensitive clit or either pinching and groping her perfect tits. one hand always stays covering her mouth, as if she’s embarrassed about the beautiful noises she makes. they’re never concealed for long because your hand will always grasp hers and bring it to guide your head to how she pleases, letting her make more of the noises that has your hips rutting.

❈ and for when she’s actually getting fucked, she desperately tries to keep them in. but with the ways you fold, degrade, praise and punish her it’s nearly impossible. if you have her on her back, legs either around your waist or on your shoulders, mikasa will go for your shoulder and bite down to try quieten herself. but she’ll succumb to just allowing herself to lie back and let moans fly from her mouth.

❈ as for when you have her bouncing on your cock..,

the sight before you is one you could dream of every night and not get sick of. and you do, most nights that lead to a problem to deal with in the morning. but this morning you didn’t wake up with one, but definitely will in the next 30 seconds.

the sound of the shower shutting off suddenly and footsteps patting across the tiles. sunlight bleeding through the sheer blinds right on your eyes had you wincing and flipping over to face the other side. just as you did the bathroom door pushed open, your eyes instantly shooting open, all the tiredness fleeing your body in an instant.

out from the steamed bathroom walked mikasa in her beautiful glory, nude head to toe and the water from her shower cascading down all the crevices of her body. her steps soft on her way to the dresser to retrieve clean clothes. while she’s serching you’ve got the perfect view of the water’s final destination on mikasa’s peachy ass. her profile sending a rush to your cock.

in her post shower daze mikasa mustn’t of noticed you’d woken up, getting started by you sitting up slightly against the headboard and not as you were when she left. “oh did i wake you? sorry i tried to be quick.” although she didn’t wake you, she kinda did wake you up. “don’t worry i was already up.” she responded with a hum. in three steps mikasa was at the foot of the bed and in a few movements she was crawling up towards you, all still bare and not helping the blood rushing straight down.

her porcelain skin glows with the sheen of the water, her hair smelled like the shampoo you love so much,—that you steal a bit from time to time—and her body wash still fresh on her skin took over your senses. “you’re so beautiful,” you always told her, many times throughout your day. and you tell her now as she sits herself right on your pelvis, —nearly touching the ache between your thighs—. but it still has mikasa dipping her head when she feels it heat up.

any other time and you would’ve spent more time telling her just how oh so pretty she is. but the need to feel her warm tight walls wrapping around you was too much to handle. your large hands rubbed at her hips and waist till you began moving mikasa’s hips to grind her bare pussy against your boxer clad cock, the sudden movement took a surprised gasp from the woman above you. her hand immediately shot to her mouth to cover any more sounds she’d let slip.

once you noticed the hand on her mouth you took her wrist, rubbing your thumb across the soft skin. “don’t want you hiding those pretty noises from me angel.” even just your voice, never mind her hips still grinding, made mikasa whimper quietly behind tight lips. with a new found confidence, mikasa stopped her hips and rose on her knees until she had enough room to strip you from your now soiled boxers, letting your hard cock slap against your abdomen until mikasa grasped it with her hand that she let her spit fall into, pumping the small soft hand around you. huffs of air was all you could let out at finally feeling her soft skin touch you. sensing she’s ready her hand guiding the reddened tip to her leaking entrance, pushing and sinking her hips down all in one go. the action making you both choke on a breath, mikasa cutting off into a loud moan that shocked you both, the sound just went straight to your cock that was now nestled in mikasa’s tight walls. “that’s what i wanna hear baby, keep making them noises for me, yeah?”

she didn’t even get to nod or even give a hum, you barley let yourself finishing talking before thrusting up into mikasa from below. the force of your hips knocked mikasa off balance slightly and in a haste she placed her hands on your chest to keep her grounded, but that meant she had nothing to cover her mouth, resulting in gorgeous moans and gasps to flow from your girlfriend above you. the overwhelming pleasure already took over you the minute you pushed into mikasa, with it your hands moved from her hips to the plush globes of her ass to get a better grip allowing you to hit deeper spots, and indulge in the feeling of the fat spilling through the gaps in your fingers and the skin warming under your hand as you brought it down on her cheek.

up above you mikasa was no better. she couldn’t control her moans even if she tried, and frankly, with how incredib you were making her feel, she didn’t have a care in the world about how she sounded. all she could focus on was how good your cock felt rutting into her cunt, nearly hitting against her cervix. in her mind all mikasa wanted was more, more of you and more of your cock to push her closer to the desired edge.

before you could realise, mikasa was pushing herself up and sitting straight up, bouncing herself on your cock as if it was a toy she was using for her own self pleasure. “oh fuuck, that’s it baby. bounce on that cock just like that.” she let out a quiet, yet high pitched, yelp as you brought your hand down against her now red skin once again. and how could she not want more of your touch? it’s all she wanted, so her hands wrapped around your wrists to drag your own hands up along her body, to squeeze at her tits, back down her stomach and finally rest on her throat where you squeezed around her neck, the free hand resting on her lower belly, thumb rubbing slow circles on her puffy clit.

“talk to me mika, tell me how fucking good it feels, tell me.” you needed to hear her soft voice crack at an attempt to speak. you could see her mouth opening and closing, trying to form words as she continued to bounce wildly. “i-it’s so—nggh!—it’s so fucking g-good!, i love it s-so much!” you out of anyone knew how quiet mikasa was, even with just the two of you her voice remained soft. so seeing her cry out about how good it feels fucking herself on your cock, her walls tightened each time her ass slapped against your thigh. with everything coming over you, the tightening in your stomach got close to snapping.

if you weren’t listening to every noise coming out of mikasa, you would’ve missed the whisper barely come out of her. “hmm? what’s up angel, sh-shit, tell me what’s wrong.” her walls her getting tighter and her movements loosing the rhythm they previously had. “i-i’m gonna c-cum, please let me, please” her voice still soft and head bowed down so her black bangs covered her teary eyes. the apparentness of your own finish closing in had groans slipping from you. “cum on my cock baby, cum for me nice and hard, make those pretty noises one more time.”

although below her you were still rubbing her clit and meeting her hips, mikasa completely froze and slapped her hands against your chest to stop herself from caving in. her head was tossed back and eyes rolled to the back of her head as one final moan barely left her fucked out body till all that was left were whimpers from the aftershock and your thumb still stimulating her now oversensitive clit. the angelic sight would make anyone finish right then, your own body giving up on holding back and pulling mikasa flush with your body so you could get your cock as deep as you could in her pussy to fill her up, aswell as pushing your face into the crease of her neck to muffle the choked moan you let out.

after a few minutes of laboured breathing and soft touches mikasa gathered enough strength to push herself up to look down at you. “‘m all sweaty again” she huffed with a timid laugh, the infectious action making you smile under her. “i guess we both gotta shower now huh?”

[lostaurorax]

we need more travis kelce fanfic on this app… that’s all

[lostaurorax]

i’m such a slut for jim hopper.

[lostaurorax]

i was just going through my inbox and realized how many requests i got last year when i started writing for travis & pat that i’m only seeing now…😅😅 i am truly so upset that i never saw them but i will try my hardest to write most of them especially with february break coming up 🫶🫶

[lostaurorax]

someone please help!!! i was reading a fic that came up on my dash earlier and now i can’t find it!!! it was eddie munson x fem!reader smut where he fucks the reader in the rv that they stole and everyone can hear them and is disgusted but steve is kinda into it and keeps saying eddie has ‘durability’😭😭😭😭 i never finished it and i’ve looked everywhere for it and can’t find it if anyone knows of the fic can you please tag me or give me the authors @ 😩

[lostaurorax]

STRANGER THINGS VOLUME 2 SPOILERS

can we also please talk about how nobody besides dustin and eddie’s uncle cared that he died. like what. i was genuinely baffled when nobody talked or had any concern towards him. eddie deserves better…

[lostaurorax]

i am so beyond appreciative of all of your love & support on my travis kelce fics!!! after reviewing many requests and comments i will be turning it into a little mini series so stay tuned for more fics 🤭🤭🤭 in the mean time feel free to send requests in!! <3

[lostaurorax]

something special is coming tomorrow 🤭🤭 @ around 2 p.m est.

[lostaurorax]

STRANGER THINGS SEASON 4 VOLUME 2 SPOILERS!!!

on that note i can’t wait to read all the angsty eddie fics this weekend and violently sob 💁‍♀️

[lostaurorax]

literally gonna start writing for jackass because i absolutely adore those filthy men sm ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 send requests if you’ve got any ;)