#decidevible

[cleaning-has-its-benefits]

back in march of last year, I decided to start writing a nice analysis. It was going to be divided in three parts, and these parts would have contained multiple posts, so I also was planning to write a nice index.

Im not goov at guessing how long a writting of mine will be, but little did I know what I was signing for!

nearly 30k words in, and Im still not done with the first part... this is already on the way to be the longest thing I've written! my record is 32k)

will I reach the 50k? you'll find out eventually! but I had to let my pain be known...

So if everything goes well, I'll publish that here on tumblr, or so was the plan! but yet again there's rumors of tumblr kicking the bucket yet again. Im not too worried about those, because how many times has that been said? but who knows, thirds time's the charm or so they say (or would it be like fifth times the charm in this case?) I was planning on leaving anyways by the end of this year, soo when I say Im not worried, it isnt so much because Im convinced it wont happen, but its because I dont care that much, I have been loosing my attachement over my decision to leave, you see. and after all, this is the only blog Im keeping updated... Im pretty much sticking around to celebrate one last anniversary, and talking with fellows fans whenever for one last year, if anything of this experience of having one social media, that has been nice and I think I'll miss it. but all those reflections will be for my goodbye post in many months, lol.

But then the problem is, what if tumblr ceases to be before I finish my nice analysis?

I thought about this, and I remembered a bold thought I had once. now that Im learning to make websites, what if I make a fan website for omori to put all my texts?

but that's just a thought, because Im not completely convinced if I woulv commit to mantain it... eventually, I decidev that if in two years or so I still like the idea, then I might do it. maybe I'll even make an email for it and have a section where I answer messages, like in the old days! but I wonder how much trolling anv spam it'll get. I brieftly considered having a guestbook but I quickly changed my mind for that reason.... though besides my texts, dunno what else I could add. retrospectives of my own fics would be neat, and fic recomendations too, but its not like I read a lot of those. Having guestwriters from time to time would be cool too, but that's wistfullthinking. I could host my stupid edits too.

in any case, then I remembered I have a ao3 and I could just publish the analysis there. I have seen people upload non-fiction works like that on ao3, so that problem is solved.

....

I think that was all I wanted to talk about today.

Or at least I cant think of anything else to say, so its the same thing.

oh yeah, if you wanna take something from this, then if tumblr goes down, you can find me at my imaginary fansite!

[whisperinglines]

Bastava arrendersi e tutto veniva da sé. Era come nuotare contro una corrente che vi spingeva all’indietro a dispetto degli sforzi più disperati, dopodiché decidevate all’improvviso di girarvi e, invece di opporre resistenza, di abbandonarvi a essa. Nulla era mutato, se non il vostro atteggiamento.

- G. Orwell, 1984

[madame-photon]

List of reasons that the Eerie Tribe is the best tribe in Yokai Watch

[tumblunni]

Fashion Pals

Yeah i really am so deep in the maddiman fandom that my primary criteria for judging all yokai is just "would they be a good friend for sad dad?"

They are united in being tiny leg dudes in weird trousers with high collars and holding one hand out in the artwork i guess

IM SCRAPING THE BOTTOM OF THE BARREL HERE

Also Decidevible is the yokai of making reckless decisions so yeh theyd probably have a lot in common

GIVE MY BOY SOME FRIENDS

YOKAI DADS FACEBOOK CLUB

Oh also yeah its my headcanon that decidevible is timidevil/beelzebold's dad. And possibly BBQvil is an uncle?

WEIRD SCREAMING DEVIL MANS EXPANDED UNIVERSE

[coglilarosa-evitalespine]

Ricordi - te lo dice il cuore

Di giorno sono come raggi accecanti e di notte come lame. È tutto involontario, dice il cervello. È tutto per te, dice il cuore. Lo faccio per te. per ricordarti di cosa stai perdendo. Per ricordarti di quello che hai detto. Per ricordarti dei momenti, dei sogni e dei progetti che avevi in mente: puoi realizzarli solo con lei. Non è autoconvinzione, non è un’illusione, è realtà, è il filo rosso, è l’inizio di un nuovo libro. E puoi scriverlo solo in un modo. Ricordi il vostro primo bacio? Ricordi quando siete andati al mare? Ricordi le passeggiate lunghe a guardare il tramonto? Le foto? Amava scattarti foto. Ricordi quando prendevate il gelato in pieno inverno? Ricordi quando decidevate di guardare un film? E la maggior parte delle volte uno dei due si addormentava sul petto dell’altro o finivate per fare l’amore. Ricordi le canzoni dedicate? Ricordi le battute e le risate? Ricordi gli abbracci? Ricordi quando dovevate salutarvi? Odiavi separartene. Ricordi i messaggi, il solletico, gli schiaffi sul sedere, i morsi, i regali, i sorrisi, i baci, dormire abbracciati, camminare mano nella mano, guardarvi negli occhi e perdervi... certo che te lo ricordi. Ricordi tutto. E infine... ricordi quelle domande? Quelle domande. Ti ritornano spesso in mente, quelle domande. E tra tutte queste domande ce n’è una in particolare che sta aspettando di essere pronunciata da te. “Non farmi aspettare troppo”, ti grida ogni giorno. Ai tempi, lo dicesti anche tu. Ti ricordi?

Tuo, cuore.

– Mar

[madame-photon]

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About Me

Name: Melody

Gender: Female (she/her)

Birthday: January 21 (18+ yrs.)

Language: English (I use a translator for other languages)

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Lobotomy Corporation

Cult of the Lamb

Pop’n Music

Yokai Watch

Katamari Damacy

Touhou (really minor interest)

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Misc.

I post art from time to time, but in general, I don’t really post here often.

My hyperfixations will rotate on occasion, so I will end up having differing favorite characters as a result.

(List of favorite characters under the cut)

Current favs

The RGB Warlocks (Bee and Puppycat)

Rakshasa (Cult of the Lamb)

Midas (Cult of the Lamb)

Heket (Cult of the Lamb)

Berith (Cult of the Lamb)

Others

Dream of a Black Swan (Lobotomy Corporation)

The Little Prince (Lobotomy Corporation)

Alriune (Lobotomy Corporation)

Durpleton (Centaurworld)

Photon (Pop’n Music)

Batan Q (Yokai Watch)

Pearly White (Yokai Watch)

Ben Tover (Yokai Watch)

The Queen of All Cosmos (Katamari Damacy series)

The King of All Cosmos (Katamari Damacy series) 

Yinu’s Mom (No Straight Roads)

Gyorgy and Eva (Pop’n Music)

Porccubus (Lobotomy Corporation)

Casanuva (Yokai Watch)

Ooze Zat (Yokai Watch)

Those Opera-singer ladies and gents that sing the Legendary Tribe’s theme of the anime (Yokai Watch)

Drooby (Katamari Damacy)

Sebas-chan (Pop’n Music)

Miss Mush (Pop’n Music)

Ninon (Pop’n Music)

Rhumbastiltskin (Yokai Watch)

Herbiboy (Yokai Watch)

Decidevible (Yokai Watch)

Biff (ARMS)

Nosirs (Yokai Watch)

Shrillington (Yokai Watch)

Soloman (Yokai Watch)