#deserveless

[piink-fairy]

Dear monster , I have to type this here because I’ll never get to say it to you You broke my soul, I wondered if it pained you To break me down, crush my spirit I’m like this all because of you man you fucking did this I’m feeling nervous , afraid you’ll find me and do it again You lied to me, told me we were good friends I was young, I didn’t know any better You took me to your room, took off my sweater You were 50 years old I thought you knew what was right But when you left it caused me to cut myself every night Grew up thinking I was disgusting Made me feel like I was worth nothing But it’s been 10 years and you probably don’t remember And even if you do, it doesn’t matter Because I know you aren’t losing sleep over it You probably think back and get off from it You’re a monster, a thief , and why don’t you see You’re the one who’s worthless , You’re the one who’s deserveless I’m broken but you should be, it isn’t fair Make me feel like I have to keep dying my hair Can’t see the brown, because if I do it’ll take me back To that time you had me there on my back Dear monster, I will always hate you For this shit you put me thru, the nasty things you made me do I know wishing death on someone isn’t right But you killed a part of me, it isn’t right I always wanted to take a knife to your throat Not to kill you, but to see you scared mad this isn’t a joke You broke my heart And now I’m terrified I just wish I never met you , Maybe I’d be alright Dear monster, I need you to understand You deserve less than nothing you are not a good man You’re disgusting, A child molester , a piece of shit I just hope one day maybe you’ll see this.