#di masabi

[lagim]

not vanessa "people are gonna die" hudgens suddenly being filipino and "so proud of my heritage" because she can't get cast anywhere anymore lmao go off flop

[stellberryfarm]

Let's stream Stell's 'Di Ko Masabi music video

[nablah]

hahhahaha bakit ganun hahaha baka gusto niyo pong basahin yung nasa bio ko hahahhahah hindi “babae” ang nakalagay diyan! :)) 

[pupyuj]

ewan ko sa inyo. di ko na alam. MATUTULOG NA LANG AKO. BAKA MAY MASABI PA AKO NA HINDI MAGUSTUHAN NI LORD. ahn yujin sumosobra ka na tagala ha. ISA PA. (please.) ISA PAAAA. (PLEASE.) LAHAT TAYO MANDIDIRI SA SASABIHIN KO SIGE LANG.

[jopetkasi]

There are days I feel like I'm a failure. Even in the simplest of things, I think I am not giving enough of what is expected of me.

Take for example the road trip we had the other day, I offered you some peanuts and nainis ka sa akin kasi hindi ko alam na allergic ka pala sa mani. Sorry, hindi ko alam.

Hindi ko din alam yung favorite mo na color ay black and grey. kasi yungg mga binili kong shirts ay green and blue. alam ko di mo masabi sa akin na hindi mo gusto.

Sorry ang dami kong hindi alam. Wala akong alam sa FRIENDS or yung mga american series na pinapanood mo. the last series I watched was Sex and the City which you jokingly called "sobrang kabaklaan mo"

and sorry kung tatlo lang yung alam kong kanta ng Cold Play. Kaya nung concert nila, kunwari alam ko yung lyrics pero hindi talaga.

hindi naman kasi ako cultured na tao. alam mo naman na napaka basic ko lang. bahay, trabaho lang ako. If there is an iota of me being artsy is that I play the guitar and once in my life I attempted to play drums but ang mom asked me to stop kasi I am just wasting time when I should be studying and working for our then hardware in Manila.

this is the reason why I never join your other circle of friends kasi olats tayo. baka wala ako ma contribute sa usapan.

and sana you don't make fun of my friends. alam ko you think na pakawala kami, me kabit, me bakla, tomboy, me weirdo, pero they treated you well. even supported your business. they are your friends as well.

I am just asking that you give me ample time to adjust in your world that i am starting to make mine as well. dahan dahan lang sana. and if ever me hindi ka gusto, tell me, kasi how would I know diba?

but i thank you for loving me. hindi mo man ma express or kung madalas ka nagagalit sa akin, i feel it in the small random things like buying the food i love, the respect you give my parents, and waiting for me to finish work. these things, I value and am grateful.

[akonaman]

Hindi ko masabi kay mama na manonood ako ng Fliptop. May mag siside comment na naman sa bahay na ang Jejemon ko. MAMAAAA gusto ko ng bardagulan at nagmumurahan HAHA. I’m so excited sana di maudlot 😭

[whooolaanmo]

social media hype

Kanya kanya ng panlasa, so para sa akin ok lang di ko masabi na masarap di ko din naman masabi na hindi masarap, kumbaga di lang ako magiging fan nito, mas paborito ko pa rin European Chocolates, tas Aus at NZ Whittakers.

Sept. 04, 2024 09:10 pm

[nice2meetyouu]

Hindi raw ako assertive enough e. Pag sinabi ng pasyente na, "Ayaw ko kasing masanay sa gamot," rereplyan ko lang ng ok. 'Di ko masabi 'yung true thoughts na "Wala namang gold medal pag tiniis mo 'yung sakit" saka hindi naman nakakaadik 'yung pineprescribe. Para sa proteksyon ng lamang-loob pero sige mas magaling ka, 'di ba, ayaw mo masanay sa gamot, karapatan mo naman 'yan. Bahala ka. In summary, tamad talaga ako makipag-usap at magpaliwanag at dapat siguro pumili na lang ako ng ibang trabaho.

[onewordenglish]

May cafe dito saamin na mej matagal ko na nakita sa fb kasi may nagvlog, pero last month ko lang pinuntahan kasi wala ako kasama, ewan ko feeling ko malungkot mag isa kumain? Para sakin malungkot kasi wala ako kausap, hindi ako sanay na hindi nagsasalita.

So ayun, may nakasama na ako kumain last month at grabe ang sarap. Hindi yan yung inorder namin non, di ko napicturan eh. Pero ayan yung kinain namin this month. Wala ako masabi kundi masarap. Parang lahat ng tinda nila masarap. The best yung garlic bread. Huhu

Gusto ko na bumalik para matikman ko naman yung iba. Syempre waiting ulit kasama.

[kimhortons]

last week of march | work journal in bullets.

monday - first day in our new office, feels like first day high. it was fun and exciting, pag break time para kaming mga college students sa pantry, may groupings na parang hati sa mga nerdy, rockstars, grupo ng hearthrob at queen bees haha. except our vip room. haha. it doesn't feel homey, like nung nasa temporary office pa kami, kahit magulo it feels like home and super chill lang. ngayon, though we have our comfortable and very neat office, may cr na may malakas na bidet haha at unli water refill, our room feels draining. siguro kasi mas tutok kami sa work dahil bawal ang phones. and surprisingly, hindi lang pala ako yung nakaka feel nun. tsaka medyo masikip din kasi yung room namin haha. basta nag aadjust palang naman, masasanay din.

tuesday - nothing really happened, same same. nafifeel ko na naman ang katoxican ng paligid haha. same issues, same drama na i don't wanna be in anymore, kaya lalong nakaka drain, na wala kang choice kundi mag focus nalang sa work kesa makihalubilo sa mga kawork na amplaplastik. haha. hindi ko naman ginegeneralized, pero parang ang hirap makatrabaho ng mga gen z. haha. ang dami nilang issue lagi, ang bibilis pa ma-offend. parang mga wala pang work ethics. basta nakaka umay, wala na ko ibang masabi. haha

wednesday - hindi ko alam kung dahil ba full moon or dahil pa retrograde na? pero sobrang emotional ko na naman nung araw na 'to. okay lang naman ako kumain mag isa, pero nung time na 'to ang lungkot pala. haha. di ko alam, tinamaan lang bigla ako ng topak nung araw na 'to, sila zha kasi may mga baon, gusto ko sana sa karinderya kami kakaen kasi wala akong baon at wala akong kainan, e di nila pinansin at tumuloy lang sa pantry kaya nag walk out ako para kumain mag isa. pero dahil sa badtrip, nakadagdag pa yung tagal nung cashier mag take order, napag taasan ako ng boses nung nag seserve. sa irita ko, at dahil patuloy na yung iyak ko, pina take out ko nalang kahit nakaka dalawang subo palang ako. tinawagan ko pa sana si J nun habang kumakain para di ko mafeel na mag isa ako. kaso nawalan narin ako ng gana. sinumbong ko pa sa manager yung waitress, at tinry nila ako pakalmahin, nag sorry naman si ate pero nag walk out nalang ako ulit pagkabigay nung take out food ko. later that day, pinansin ko naman na din sila zha at kumain ulit kami ni J ng dinner sa resto na yon pero sa SM na branch naman. haha. lakas ng topak.

thursday - wala akong picture kahapon haha. same ganap sa work, umattend lang kami ni zha sa birthday ng anak ng isang kawork namin. medyo badtrip lang din pala ako sa account namin, sa onshore TL namin at sa isang team member. lagi kasing may mali yung team member, and since sinabi ng onshore TL namin na yun na iraise sakaniya every time na may maeencounter ako, of course nire-raise ko. e kaso mukhang hindi niya nagegets yung point ko. feeling niya ata nag pipin point ako ng mga mali e hello? hindi ba dapat maging aware yung tao? tsaka naoffend ata siya nung una kasi hindi ko sakanya nireraise yun, kundi dun sa isang onshore member nila na kasabayan namin ni zha na syempre mas kabisado din yung buong process nung ginagawa namin. e mismong siya na bagong TL lang dun, mali mali din yung gawa. tapos kung hindi raw ba ako comfortable sakanya, kay zha ako mag sabi, hindi talaga ako comfortable sakanya kasi may history siya samin--not directly saken--sa om namin, na may pagka racist siya kasi hindi niya tinrain yung bago samin nun dahil hindi raw english ang first language namin. lol haha. di ko talaga siya bet haha. kaya di narin ako masyadong nakikipag chikahan sa gc namin since siya naging TL dun. tumahimik nga gc namin simula nung dumating siya haha. ewan ko kung nag eenjoy pa ba ako dito sa trabahong 'to or pumapasok nalang ako para sumahod haha.

[ginnsbaker]

I have re-read the entire chapter *playing cruel summer on loop in the background and switching to pc to write this ask* because I need to gather my thoughts nyahahaha fr got shocked with the opening part as I wasn't expecting it XD. This will be a long one kasi I included my favorite parts.. :P At first I thought this was a parallel to chapter 12 iirc, the conversation they had after y/n came back and she thought that everything is just going too well, the whole conversation going too well and the end part *wink wink* while the date is not going according to y/n plan. "You’ve told her that three—maybe four—times now. Not that you’re counting, but each time it gets a little easier to say. And you hope, for her, it gets a little easier to hear" - word's of affirmation love language ni Y/N and I like that Leigh just let's it or at least allow her to say these words to her. "and for Leigh, speaking things into existence feels like an indelible commitment—a promise carved into stone. But maybe some things are beloved even before they ever take shape" -- this is incredibly poetic like you wouldn't know what hits you kind of thing.

"Instinctively, you snatch her hand, holding fast for dear life." -- takot mawala te? "More than anything, though, you're struck by Leigh's bold declaration to a near stranger—that she was going to kiss you by the end of this date." - Go Leigh, ipagpatuloy mo mag stake ng claim kay reader at titiklop talaga yan.

"She hopes you don't set expectations too high just yet, not when you're both still in the early stages of getting to know each other. Beyond the undeniable physical chemistry between you, she's looking forward to discovering how you both handle the less-than-perfect moments just as much as the perfect ones." -- Ik that previous interaction with Leigh's are not really that complete and it was mostly the mean(?) parts that drew y/n to her and I understand her apprehension about that kasi for how long would she see that part of her as loveable diba (eme)

Perhaps it’s a good lesson to learn that not everything has to be perfect to be right.  At least, not with Leigh Shaw. --- THIS?! (NO WORDS WALA AKONG MASABI IT'S PERFECT!) “I didn't actually have a boyfriend until I was twenty-two,” ( waw the asian + filo in me could never, it will probably me at thirty or never *cries lol* ) and many more part (tama na baka ma sobra sa limit lol) and speaking of Cruel Summer song, the angst part now match these lines "We say that we'll just screw it up in these trying times We're not trying." and oh boi did y/n just falling fast ready to give it all for Leigh then there's Leigh "I'm always waiting for you just to cut to the bone" na it will be Matt all over again... idk but this is how I perceive the whole chapter and relating it to the song nyahahahaha and finalllyyyyy the reciprocated 3 words with reassurance (sinong di ngingiti jan diba lol)!! I just know that y/n's love language is words of affirmation and gift giving pero she's still afraid and very careful around Leigh that she's conceiving this certain idea about her without knowing that y/n's coming on too strong na pala and needs to yellow light muna... They need to talk without those intense emotions (forgetting about Sara and mag hunos dili muna silang dalawa sa action) so that's my rambles and incoherent thoughts sa chapter. Thank you so much for the update ate! So waiting for the PDF version :>. Happy coding and enjoy the day!

Ohhhh a long asks! Thanks for sending this :) I'll reply to some!

I love your observation about Y/N's love languages! I'd say hers include words of affirmation, gifts, and touch, while Leigh's would be quality time, acts of service, and obviously touch too.

Re: the "speaking things into existence" part - I'm kind of proud of that as well, so thanks for highlighting it!

Re: the idea that not everything has to be perfect to be right - that was a tough pill for me to swallow in relationships. :)

Re: R not having a boyfriend until she was 22 - lol, I didn’t have a girlfriend until I was 26, though I started dating men around 16-17ish.

I just can’t stop smiling at the part where you relate 'Cruel Summer' to this update. It makes me so happy when my readers catch the easter eggs. :>

It's clear that Leigh and R feel deeply for each other; now it's just about being on the same page and understanding their priorities. :)

Thank you so much for reading and sharing your thoughts :)

[sb19alexx]

Stell ''Di Ko Masabi' Music Video

[wittykahitcorny]

Sobrang down ako today. After nung aksidente kagabi ay ma bothered ako kasi nasira motor ko, nasugatan ako at pakiramdam ko naisahan ako nung taong nabangga ko. Alam ng tatay ko ang nangyari kaya tingin ko masabi naman niya sa nanay ko. Di ko maipaliwanag kung ano ang reason pero di man lang ako chinat ni nanay para kulmustahin. Napaisip din ako nung pinagawa ko yung motor. Imbes kasi na bumili ko mg parts para mas maging maayos ay pinag isipan ko na lang na mag ipon para makabili ko ng bagong motor. Ang plan ko pa naman ay 3rd quarter next year pero swerte na kung tatagal pa siya hanggang January 2024.

Hayst. Ang lungkot lang at ang baba ng will to live ko today. Eventually sana maging okay na rin agad ako at makarecover.

[pansamantalamo]

| 061224 . WEDNESDAY . 12:52AM

KUNG PWEDE LANG MAGPALIT NG KAMAG ANAK MATAGAL KO NG GINAWA..

Yung lahat nalang ng binibigay ko kundi binabalik may nasasabi. Shutaaa di nalang maging thankful. Tulad nalang nung galing ako Baguio nagbigay ako pasalubong abat sinabi pa na may mas masarap na tatak non o gawa non. Tapos nagbigay ako ng jollibee abat kinabukasan para pa akong sinisi kase di daw sila nakatulog nung kinaen nila yon kumaen na daw kase sila dinner nun tapos kinaen pa nila dala ko (shutaaa sino ba kase nagsabi na kainin nila agad). Tapos pag nagbibigay ako ng cake sa birthday nila kakaabot ko lang tatanong flavor tapos sasabihin puno na ref nila kaya sa ref nalang namin lagay (yung ako na nga nagbigay ng cake ako pa magtatago), tapos tatanungin pa saan banda binili or kung magkano muntanga!. Tapos kapag sinabi ko yung price bibigyan din ako ng pera na ganun din price sa binili ko, or bagay na ka presyo. Basta yung tipong lahat ng binibigay ko parang binabalik din nila saken, parang binabayaran or pinapalitan nila. Na sa akin e bukal naman sa puso ko yung pagbibigay sa kanila na hindi naman ako humihingi ng kapalit. Tapos pag ibang pinsan ko nagbigay sa kanila partida mamon na mura lang yon di aabot sa 100php dun pa sila masaya sinabi pa na "buti pa si ano mabait". AWIT!!!!

Tapos eto lang kanina nagkasakit lola ko mababa potassium, bumili ako ng saging na dapat ipang memeryenda ko sana dahil gutom nako. Pero syempre naalala ko e kaya mas inuna ko dalhan, di naman kase ako ma care sa words, by actions kase ako. So ayun nagdala ng 1kilong malalaking saging.

Shutaaa wala pang 1hour tita ko pumunta dito sa bahay binigyan kame ng saging kung ilan yung binigay ko ganun din yung binigay nya, ang pinagkaiba lang maliit lang ng konti sa binigay ko.

Oh dibaa pinalitan lang din, binalik lang din saken. Yung ugali nilang ayaw mag thank you nalang, gusto nila kaw mag thathankyou kaya binalik lang din. Ayyy ayos pala! Hahaha.

Tungunu! LAST NA TALAGA YON! wag nila ako masabi sabihan or artehan ng hindi ko sila naaalala or di ko man lang sila mabigyan. Dahil maraming beses ako nagbibigay pero binabalik lang din nila. Kaya PERIOD na sila saken ngayon! Alam ni Lord na naging mabuti akong pamangkin sadyang di lang sila marunong mag appreciate pagdating saken.

Kung mas gusto nila iba kong pinsan edi dun na sila. Di ko kailangan ipagsiksikan sarili ko. I know my worth. Di lang sila mga kamag anak ko may side pako ni Momcy buti pa dun walang issue di tulad sa apelyido ko na kung pwede lang tanggalin sa pangalan ko ginawa ko na.

[akonaman]

Habang nasa meeting kanina they were sharing smile stories for the week and wala akong mashare pero for the sake of sharing shinare ko na lang yung progress ng anak ko lol. I applied for wfh set up kahit ok naman ako onsite kase I’m worried na di magsalita yung anak ko kahit “mama” di niya masabi kahit 8 mos old na siya that time. I know malaking factor talaga yung may kakausap sa kanya and makikipag communicate patiently. Moving forward na kaka 2 nya lang and 1 year na ko sa WFH set up, maya maya naman ang “mama” mommy” niya. HAHA.

I am just so happy na she could now communicate kaso puro english naman haha. So lahat ng tao sa bahay nag aadjust na para makausap siya dugo talaga ilong namin kaka english nya. But im grateful kase nagbunga naman yung sacrifices ko. Sometimes we really have to make hard decisions for a long term reward and tho nahirapan ako for a year in this set up, atleast im seeing progress sa anak ko. Eto yung pinangako ko sa sarili ko na gusto ko lalaki yung anak ko na kasama ako. Unlike sa naranasan ko nung bata ako na puro kamag anak lang namin/yaya yung nag aasikaso.

My little cutie patotie is not a baby anymore 🥺 Sometimes she would say “thank you ma” pag she feels overwhelmed with my hugs and kisses ommo 🫶

[strawberryachuu]

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・🌿❨˖ ₊ happy 2nd monthsary ୧ ‧₊ 🍓 ☆

happy happy 2nd monthsary love love ko T^T idk how to start sa dami kong gustong sabihin pero first and foremost i would like to say thank you for everything, for being my home and safe place. (hala naman wait iyak muna para dama) sa 2 months na to dami narin nangyari but still im here and as long as i can, i will (yung i can na habang buhay pa ako mamahalin kita ganun uyy) dont even think na iiwan kita like no di ako payag, ni hindi pa nga tayo nagkikita eh diba magl-live in pa tayo, wala na, yan na pangarap ko!! i cant imagine myself na yan pangarap ko for us tapos in the future sa ibang tao ko matutupad, dont overthink ah dahil di me talaga papayag dapat sayo lang baby ko kasi ikaw lang naman dapat. sinasabi ko sayo maui pag di mo to pinanindigan alam mo na kung saan kita hahuntingin. im always happy when im with you, you always make my heart race and then ano i love your chikas talaga yung wala na me masabi tapos bigla ka maglapag ng chika ay shet aylabet. sana di ikaw magsawa sa kaoa x nonchalant ko huhu love love u so muchie. and then ano po i hope u will be more true to yourself po and to others. dahil di ko talaga makakalimutan na sinabi mo sakin na mas nagiging totoo ka sa self mo pag ako ang kausap mo. dont worry i wont judge or what (sa iba lang) i accept who u are po. actually nag aadjust parin me now, inaayos ko pa laman ng imagination ko kimmy gagi bigla ko naalala kanina yung usapan natin before na nakita mo kiffy nung student na sinend gagi HAHAHAHAHHA ayun lang hihi madami asa mind ko pero di ko masabi kasi i love u lang lalabas, alam mo yung memes na ganun basta yun gagi ganun nga me sa tiktok kahit gusto ko dagdagan wala i love u lang talaga huhu. di me magsasawa mag i love you for u, kung hindi i love you pwede naman ginahigugma ta ikaw or mahal kita baby tanan na tayo joke love love pangga ko so muchieee. smile ka dyan ah bawal iyak (me lang dapat)